You may add your prayer request to our prayer wall using the form below. Once your prayer request is received, we will share it according to your instructions. Feel free to submit as many prayer requests as you like! I feel like something is deeply wrong with me, and I urgently need psychological, mental, and emotional support. I'm involved with an older man, and I sense that the child within me hasn't healed from past wounds. I need God to perform a kind of spiritual "open heart surgery" to help me understand what is going on inside me—my soul’s journey from childhood to now. Why am I unable to let go? Why do I cling to this man like a child does? I'm worried because he isn't fully committed to me, and there's no assurance that he will remain in my life. I'm attempting to seek God's guidance in this situation. I need Jesus to reveal what is best for me concerning my relationship with Jerome. For my own well-being, I also require a safe place to live and a stable income, as I know I can't stay at his home indefinitely. My spirit is heavy with grief... At night, I talked to Jerome about finding a solution together regarding the music being played while I’m staying at his house. Since he gets off work at 11 PM, I asked if he could turn it off to help me sleep. However, he doesn’t turn off the music until 2 AM, every night. I try to catch some sleep before he arrives home, and I explained that I was hoping to work things out with him during my stay. I urged him to be considerate so we could both enjoy some peace instead of living in discomfort and to ensure we get a good night’s rest. I’m feeling really tired. "May God touch his heart and free him from his sins. I pray for his salvation! Help him to love and care for those around him. Guide him in Your ways and let him have a Christ-like mindset. Teach him to understand that helping others does not mean they owe him anything in return, and to respect their boundaries. Help him to stop any inappropriate advances and establish healthy limits. Please extend Your grace to his family and save them from sin as well. Jesus, I ask You to intervene. I feel like something is deeply wrong with me, and I urgently need psychological, mental, and emotional support. I'm involved with an older man, and I sense that the child within me hasn't healed from past wounds. I need God to perform a kind of spiritual "open heart surgery" to help me understand what is going on inside me—my soul’s journey from childhood to now. Why am I unable to let go? Why do I cling to this man like a child does? I'm worried because he isn't fully committed to me, and there's no assurance that he will remain in my life. I'm attempting to seek God's guidance in this situation. I need Jesus to reveal what is best for me concerning my relationship with Jerome. For my own well-being, I also require a safe place to live and a stable income, as I know I can't stay at his home indefinitely. My spirit is heavy with grief... Praying for total Restoration in my home, peace and freedom. Financial freedom and open doors in the ministry. Have an amazing month of October, that will bring unity, love, peace, restoration, abundance, and comfort to my family. "May God touch his heart and free him from his sins. I pray for his salvation! Help him to love and care for those around him. Guide him in Your ways and let him have a Christ-like mindset. Teach him to understand that helping others does not mean they owe him anything in return, and to respect their boundaries. Help him to stop any inappropriate advances and establish healthy limits. Please extend Your grace to his family and save them from sin as well. Jesus, I ask You to intervene. I am grateful to God for this day, but I’m feeling unsettled. "I want to break free from the trauma bond with Jerome. I don’t want to stay in this situation any longer, even if he has provided me with a place to live and financial support." He's a toxic and abusive older man, and I need to break free from this cycle. Our relationship is not healthy for either of us. I need to find a safe place or a supportive person who can offer me shelter nearby, until I can stand on my own and become self-sufficient. My desire is to learn how to live a life that is pleasing to God. I ask for His guidance on how to avoid returning to my sister's toxic apartment and environment. What does God want me to do while I navigate my disability case? Where does He want me to call home? My nose is a little runny and stuffy. I've taken medicine to help. My throat is a little congested with the weather and season. I'm praying healing for my whole respiratory system. I thank God for my life.
I've been facing depression. How to get an income with my healed bladder, no good transportation. I want God to show me how he wants me to get to a stable, safe peaceful address to live long term. Where I can receive my mail & sleep peacefully at a decent hour... February 14, 2021
Hey good afternoon. I hate to message again. I've been praying for myself & to learn how to walk away from Cora and not get into an argument because she's unreasonable & controlling.
I normally take trash out with my mom to do the comeback routine I mentioned. The one where they open the door for me and turn the bathroom faucet on for me to wash my hands after taking trash out...
(How they will wipe doorknobs, light switches, etc... after I come inside from taking trash out if I don't do routine with them).
So Cora told me that she'll be ready to take the trash out when she returns. I told Cora she should let Mama speak to me to tell me herself if she can or can't do the routine.
(Too often Cora speaks for Mama to tell me how Mama feels when Mama's able to speak for herself..)
Maybe I should be ok with Cora talking to Mama. Maybe I should've been ok with Cora being Mama's mouth unnecessarily.. Cora said I don't think about Mama's health & her not being able to do the routine with me...
I DID forget Mama's legs have been hurting. How she's been using the blue walker to move around everywhere she walks in this apartment....
Cora said how Mama told me that she was under the weather within the last day...
I told Cora this::⬇️⬇️
- that I'm not Mama's caregiver.
-monitoring Mama's health has always been Cora's position & responsibility...
- how Cora knew when she woke up this morning that I always try to do the routine with Mama..
-how everytime I'm about to do this routine, I ask Mama how she is FEELING before trying to do it with her...
As far as Cora saying I don't think about Mama.
I added how God allowed me to save Mama in 2017 when her blood sugar was VERY low, mama almost DIED!!!
Mama has diabetes... How Mama wouldn't have some of her possessions if it hadn't been for me. How when I buy the barbecue chips I know Mama eats that too... that I share food with Mama.
How I've helped Mama physically.
(meant times when I've helped Mama wash her body)
So we got into this argument.
Cora began to say WHEN she comes out of the bathroom, I need to not be speaking..
( I believe Cora was getting ready to do her whole....
When I stand up to her, when she's wrong or unfair, I speak up, she gets mean.
She does her ritual of telling me to stop talking OR I have to leave the apartment for good..
She's done this so many times from 2020 till now..
She didn't say it but I could see she was ready to...
Cora said how I'm wearing Mama out with too much talking.
I told Cora she's also adding frustration to me in being this way...
(her tit for tat ways)
I prayed for myself.
Cora's unreasonable, impossible, and controlling.
There's no point in speaking with her.
I need to be able to leave her life.
This has been a chaotic and stressful situation to not have been able to quickly separate from in 2019.
We're unhealthy for each other.
I am praying God's solution. What does God want me to do for my financial lack, healed bladder, and for every area of my life?
What his will is about both toxic environments I've been living in for the past years. What can I do? Where can I go next? I'm homeless. I have been going through a police academy, though now I'm done and certified to be a police officer.
I do not have a job.
I have been unemployed since July, bills are just getting worse.
Please I ask pray for me, I need prayer for I am in the process of receiving a police officer job.
Please help me Lord heavenly Father, I need the job at the police department, so I may provide for my parents and family. Amen Anonymous
Received: October 1, 2024
Anonymous
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Jerome Penn Sr
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Jerome Penn Sr
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George Salcedo
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