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We are depressed about family health n multiple attacks PLEASE PRAY for me! This is long and I apologize, but please read til the end.
I have a rare brain and central nervous system disorder called Central Sensitization Syndrome. It is at times completely debilitating. I went to Mayo in 2016 to learn ways to manage my symptoms and usually, I do ok and live a pretty normal life applying what I have learned. However, for those applications to “work”, one thing I have to do is try to keep my body at a lower stress level and overall try to keep my nervous system calm in order for me to function smoothly. (Almost impossible in life right?) With this being said, I also suffer terribly from general anxiety and always have and to make things more difficult, anxiety is also a separate symptom (out of tons of other symptoms) of CSS in itself. So when anxiety flares, it wreaks havoc on my entire body and system both physically and emotionally.
About a year ago, I had some personal things occur with one of my older children and have endured a lot of heartache, stress and pain which has resulted in depression and a whole lot of chronic anxiety ever since. There are some other possible medical answers and reasoning to why this could be happening as well, but it’s difficult and hard to know and even “fix” for sure without waiting it out for several months. I won’t go into a lot of details but lately, my anxiety has been rearing its ugly head worse than it ever has before in my life and it has completely debilitated me and “paralyzed me in my tracks” to the point I cannot function.
Another issue with CSS is that I am not supposed to take any strong anxiety meds for anxiety and panic attacks, which BOTH have completely been consuming me as well. I am not supposed to take any strong medications of any kind for basically anything…pain, anxiety, sleep, etc.., bc they just exacerbate and worsen CSS symptoms. I am already on long acting medication for depression and anxiety and usually those meds do ok. Just lately, my stress levels have been higher, causing the anxiety, which activates the central nervous system and cranks up the HORRIBLE CSS symptoms. The constant 24/7 anxiety and the constant anxiety and panic attacks have completely stopped me in my tracks and have caused me to suffer immensely, especially since they have activated my CSS symptoms. I have been completely out of commission over the last 3 weeks and have been at my absolute lowest I have ever been in my life…and I have dealt with a lot of extremely difficult things in my life. My mental health has declined drastically. I am seeking professional help and have talked to Mayo, but I’m still stuck in what seems to be a lose/lose situation with the extreme stress causing the anxiety and the attacks, and then turning on my awful CSS symptoms. The whole thing has become a vicious cycle. Everything is feeding off of the other. The stress causes anxiety, the anxiety causes both anxiety and panic attacks and all of those things cause the debilitating CSS symptoms. Then the CSS symptoms cause stress which causes anxiety and panic which turns right around and causes the CSS symptoms, etc… and so forth. I feel like it’s completely hopeless unless Jesus intervenes. I feel stuck in a horrible and terrifying cycle that I have described as being in literal “hell on Earth”. My whole body literally feels like it’s on fire at times. I desperately need answers and to know what could be causing this horrible situation. I do know it’s definitely a correlation of the anxiety and the attacks mixed with my CSS disorder for sure. If I knew the source that is fueling the anxiety and the constant attacks, then that would in turn calm down my CSS symptoms and things would be so much better for me. I have been praying for answers and for God to show me what’s going on for sure. I have also prayed there is a way to “fix” whatever the issue is that is fueling my anxiety. I need so much relief and I need tons of prayers. So please, anyone who reads this, please pray for me. Feel free to add me to any prayer list you may have elsewhere. I need strength and endurance. I desperately need God to heal me and give me wisdom and guidance so I can have relief. Thank you all and God bless you all. ️️ 1.To pay all my debts.
2.To approve my Insurance claim
3.Mr.Mads pay me. 1.To pay all my debts.
2.To approve my Insurance claim
3.Mr.Mads pay me.Anonymous
Received: February 13, 2024
Anonymous
Received: February 13, 2024
Anonymous
Received: February 13, 2024
Anonymous
Received: February 13, 2024
Anonymous
Received: February 13, 2024
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