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Natasha Julius

My family has been doing horrible since May 2021 when I lost my job with capital one. I did have a little bit of positive things happen in between back then and now. Like I decided when I couldn't get a job to go back to school. Which was Nov.2021 I started and then I finally found a new job Nov. 22nd. But then because I was out of work for so long I ended up losing the house we were in Feb. 19th right after I just laid my grandmother to rest the week before. Which then my 2 teenage daughters then went to stay with friends from school. Thank God for those friends they meet. Because their parents are absolutely amazing for letting them come stay with them. But I went to stay at hotels with our 2 fur babies. But that made it to where I lost my new job because I needed a secure internet landline. Which I can't get at a hotel. Which then made it to where I also lost my vehicle I was paying on. So now I am vehicle less and homeless. But I did finally graduate College at Remington college for medical office administration and billing and coding. So that is my blessings that I have received for sure. Because without God I would've never finished college being homeless. But I am at my wits end right now. I am starting to lose my Faith and I don't ever want that to happen because when is this storm going to end for me and my family? So with all this being said I need lots of prayers right now please. Thank you for taking the time to read this and pray for my family and myself. May God bless each one of you and your families.

Received: February 6, 2023

Anonymous

I wish they didn't take the money and also pay Daniel for leaving me. As deep down I knew that it would never change with the housework.

Nobody hears my cries and suffering in silence for years. Everyone else gets to be with the person that they truly love and have a good life.

If I just have to dream about finding love in bed and have to wait until the next life to be with Daniel. Then I don't want to be all alone as it's not fair having to clean up after everyone else. While they get the easy path, being with the person who they love.

Never mind a good, humble, hard working woman like me.

I feel like I've been widowed, even though I never had the chance to grow old with Daniel. Or any other man before him and nobody ever thinks about me.

I've been praying to God about things for years but it never changes. Here I am, rotting away still cleaning up after everyone and they are able to talk about marriage, moving house and doing other things.

Life events I wanted with Daniel but nobody ever gave me a chance.

"It gets better" they say. "You can see people" "It will happen to you." "The timing isn't right." They all say but don't see any progress and it'd me who has to deal with it.

If I can't be with Daniel in this life because of the constant housework, stagnation and setbacks I have to face. As it purposely happened to me, I just be with him in the next life.

I wish to have a real man that LOVES me and to hold my hand throughout everything in life. That he would want to marry me on the 7th July and he will truly love me until his final breath.

Why does NOBODY LISTEN to me? Why can't you change things and let me have a young, beautiful and extraordinary love story written by God. What's left of my life as probably don't have much to live for.

Since I can't even celebrate my 10 year anniversary in my 20's.

I hope to have a real man who's family accept me wholeheartedly for who I am. To not be ashamed of me because I'm a different religion unlike Daniel's mum and stepdad.

As that's clearly how it looks like to me and I never thought so little of them. I don't have a racist bone in my body.

I wish that someone would listen to me and want to marry me. I'm capable of keeping a man but need someone to give me a chance.

I'm sorry that I haven't got a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend who truly loved me until the end. I did start my dating life very young but I always have blockages what hold me back.

Why does it have to get this upsetting and low for someone to hear me?

Why can't God give me a man who is truly my destined spouse and worships the ground I walk on.

If I'm a good person like people say I am. Then why am I still missing out on everlasting, true and eternal love until the end. To still clean up after everyone else and they get the easy path.

I get so jealous of widows and widowers because they had the chance to love someone until the very end. They had been blessed with that and that's the type of love I aspired to have.

Why does nobody think about me?

A woman who rather wears a top and trousers, over a tight dress.

I always dreamed about going out on dates as a young woman. Thought it would of happened to me but it never does.

If I'm a good person, why are you punishing me for the same vicious cycle of housework again and again. Making me miss out on a beautiful love story.

I think it's selfish that his mum and stepdad were paid money to ask Daniel to leave me. I never been brought home to meet the family, I'm only expressing myself on here. As I just haven't got anybody to talk to in person and finding it hard to cope.

I wish that my future and forever husband would find me. I'm able to heal in a healthy environment and that was robbed with Daniel.

This isn't a small incident what you can get over. This is unfair treatment because I know deep down, everyone has a problem with me.

If I can't be with him in this life. I'll meet him in the next life and hope nothing keeps us apart.

Please stop punishing me and let me have a man who's worthy to be my husband. All I ever wanted was for everyone who smashed my beautiful relationship with Daniel into a million pieces. To just say sorry for what they have done to me and/or explain why they had done that. Whenever I would calmly explain how I feel, get told to "get over it as it'd an incident what happened 5 years ago."

Nobody cares about the fact I lost the man I love due to continuously doing housework.

Why can't you hear me????!!!!

If I'm a good person, why can't somebody do something to make me feel like I've genuinely got the rest of my life ahead of me.

Received: February 5, 2023

Anonymous

I think that if you have lost a beautiful blessing what God gave you. Knowing that you did everything to make it to happen. Praying to God about everything.

Then people who you haven't even met smashed your relationship into a million pieces. Every time we tried to make it happen and somebody would stop us.

I've only found out this week that someone had paid Daniel's mum and stepdad to leave me. As nobody had spoken to me about what happened and Daniel finds it easy to not speak to me.

As in Summer 2021, my older girl cousin had been with someone who my family completely were against. They had spoken to her but been softer with her and her a chat about it. Then let her carry on with it.

Then even one of my other cousin's had said "If your on the phone to Daniel. I won't be very happy."

That time, I weren't even on the phone to Daniel but speaking to my friend. As she found out her boyfriend was cheating on her. She was speaking to me and wanted a lift me up chat.

I can honestly see how it all adds up now, as Daniel can go without speaking to me.

If anyone had lost their family members or friends. Everyone would be compassionate and understanding which I do understand.

I lost the only man that I truly love and nobody thinks about the loss of a significant other.

Received: February 5, 2023

Anonymous

There's always enough time to do the housework but not allowed to have a beautiful love story written by God.

How selfish is that? I have to miss out on having a great love story and nobody gives a toss about my feelings.

A good woman like me, nobody has no thought, consideration or respect for a woman who would NEVER degrade other people like that.

Received: February 5, 2023

Anonymous

Why does it have to take me to get so low and upset for somebody to hear me?

I would never do that because I always do everything wholeheartedly and nothing changes. As it's always out of my control and it shouldn't be my fault. Since I work hard and do things properly like a woman.

Received: February 5, 2023