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Martina

Heavenly Father,

Thank you for these past few days. They are good days even though I have many things to do.

This week will be fine. I'll start the therapy on Friday, and I am excited and also have an emotion I don't know how to describe. Ashamed to let someone see me and worried about spending money on something I didn't know if it would help.

I've written here a lot of prayers and I'm still waiting for the majority of them to be answered.

I feel like an urgency for them being answered. Not trying to change your mind, but I don't like this feeling. I am scared to lose everything because of the delay in my studies and I feel like an idiot when somebody asks me how come I haven't graduated yet. And as I have more and more duties it seems more far than ever.

And especially I feel so alone even if I am so grateful that now I have these new "friends". I feel alone because I lack love. The feeling of being loved, having someone to talk to. Of course, I have YOU, and I am so so grateful for you. But I feel this urgency to be in a relationship and be loved, and accepted, and be...happy. I have so many questions, and so many worries.

I trust you even if probably I won't have many of these questions answered. But I know that in your perfect timing you will answer my prayers.

So

I ask in Jesus name for my breakthrough. I ask in Jesus name that this next month I can finally begin a new chapter in my life, with the man you have for me. I ask in Jesus name that I meet the man I'll marry in the following weeks and that we begin our journey together. I pray that you help him in the meanwhile if he has issues. I ask in Jesus name for time and focus and motivation to study and that professor B answers my mails and corrects the pages I send him.

I ask in Jesus name for grandma and dad's healing and wellbeing.

I ask in Jesus name for clarity and peace, and that the thoughts that are against your will and plan for me fly away from my mind and heart.

In Jesus name I ask and pray

Amen

Received: January 29, 2023

Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and my future & forever husband. We are very grateful for your blessings everyday life and can't wait to meet each other.

I just feel annoyed that things are taking longer to happen to me. What offends me is when Daniel had said "Things will happen at your pace and in your own time. Also, you have a long way to go if you ever wanted a relationship with me."

Just think that was horrible as it weren't even my fault that things were out of my control. I can never do anything about making certain things change. If I don't have any control over it.

Not to mention it weren't even my fault that his mum and stepdad looked through his phone. To see the messages about how I have to clean up after everyone else and not been able to do things in a normal relationship.

I weren't born in the 1980's where people didn't have internet, mobile phones, technology and services what are seen as gadgets.

Sadly I didn't get blessed by God with this type of love story ...

"I wish to have been blessed with an old school romance like that. A time without technology and mobile phones, were nobody could trace them down. To exchange thousands of love letters, recieve flowers and run away to the seaside. Really living the teenage dream and life. The woman is 19 and the man is 20, he drives the car down to the seaside. Spending quality time together and slipping school as they kiss in the sand. They had been blessed by God to get married at 23 and 24, Still happy, nothing has changed and they get to grow old. I always dreamed about this type of love for nearly 14 years now. Thought it was going to happen at 17 and be happy, how wish someday it was a dream come true."

That's the type of love what Daniel's mum and stepdad had been blessed with. Thousands of love letters stored away in the loft in a massive trunk. Since they actually been blessed with love and have stayed together throughout everything.

I try to be a better woman, making things happen straight away but nobody ever gives me that chance.

I was born where computers were started to be a part of day to day life. For every household to store one in the office, of their house and write emails to people.

Now I've had to miss out on having a great and extraordinary love story written by God. All because I have to get punished for telling the truth.

Everyone in my family says "You should tell the truth." That's correct indeed which I intend to do and think it's very selfish to get told lies and being left on hold. While Daniel gets everything in life, the easy path as people in society accept him.

I'm grateful for everything my ancestors and older generations; who have risked their lives to give me a better life in India. As to have a life to live in with peace. However, I really did wish that I didn't get the harder path in life when it comes to finding love.

Since Daniel had already been blessed by God to have a great and extraordinary love story written. To have with his first girlfriend, the woman he truly loved. Since he was with her for 2 years, valued her and appreciated their relationship first time round.

To have a love what lasted until the very end like in every religious book says. In every language, to always respect and love your boyfriend/girlfriend, fiancé/fiancée and husband/wife. Make them feel safe and secure with your presence around them.

Since I was ROBBED from having a young boyfriend and girlfriend love story. I don't ever want another boyfriend unless I've made my fiancé/husband truly happy until his final breath.

Not that I wish bad on my future and forever husband because his family have brought him up right. To value a good woman's love first time round and he finds new ways to love me. Just like I would do that for my lovely man who will help me to believe me being a good person will pay off.

Finally, since Daniel had wasted 5 years of what should of been the happiest years of my life. Instead, of being left behind where nobody gives me answers or speaks about it. As they are behaving like selfish and discourteous because they think running away from problems is the way forward.

Especially when I always told Daniel the truth. I want a proper man who doesn't lead a double life, where he loves me and puts a show on. Then he is at his family or friends home, where he is tearful and upset with the loss of his girlfriend. The woman who he actually loved and wished he was with her instead.

I can't believe how selfish people can be, not being bothered to tell the truth. Yet I thought that people who were born in the 1980's, should have been raised to tell the truth. As their parents have taught them to be a better person.

Received: January 29, 2023

Anonymous

Please pray for my daughter and her father to make up and have a great relationship and for our family to heal in all aspects. Thank you all.

Received: January 29, 2023

Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and my future & forever husband. We are very grateful for your blessings everyday life.

I want to be a man's first and forever wife, his true love until the end, the love of his life, his best friend and soulmate all in one. A man who has been brought up with excellent communication skills, values, principles, respect and worships the ground I walk on.

For people to say "(My future and forever husband's name) has a beautiful wife and they are a lovely marriage until the end."

I'm sick of people telling me "The timing isn't right for a relationship." Well let me say it's too late to have a relationship, I want to get married because it's too late for me to have a "boyfriend"

You know what else I noticed to, I bet someone had paid Daniel's mum and stepdad to look through his phone. As to put him in no position but to leave me.

While he has girlfriends and women in heaven waiting for him. Late girlfriend of 2 years, the woman who he truly loved until the end. The woman who his family all loved, as they had family dinners together and probably moved in if she was still alive.

It's times like this where I feel disappointed and as don't have a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend in heaven waiting for me.

Not a disgusting ex girlfriend who doesn't know what real, true, everlasting love until the end is.

Since I haven't been blessed by God to have a normal, proper, stable, stick together throughout everything in life relationship.

I've missed out on doing things in a relationship and God doesn't hear me.

Yet Daniel knows what real love is and has the chance to purchase underwear - bras, knickers and lingerie for his Victoria Secret models.

I wanted to be a man's beautiful wife and everyone knows what God put us together.

Received: January 28, 2023

Anonymous

Prayer for a life time partner who is truthful, loving and understanding . One who will place me as priority not an option. No longer be alone but someone to love .

Received: January 28, 2023