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Anonymous

I have a meeting with my boss tomorrow & there's rumors about me being fired. I've tried to look for another job, but I can't find another job like this that's close to my degree track. I have 4 months of notes & photos of being done wrong at work. I don't feel comfortable working on the weekends anymore because the weekend crews are awful. The weekday crew never treated me like this. Pray hard for me NOT to be fired & that I'll have total job security. Also, to be back with my old crew & be away from my enemies.

Received: January 11, 2023

Martina

Heavenly Father

Thanks for this two days. I am so grateful!

I have so many prayers because I have a lot on my heart.

First I ask in Jesus name for guidance, help and protection in these two weeks as they are hard.

Second.... You know I lost a lot of weight since 2016. I worked hard and yet I didn't like myself. I needed to lose other 5kg. Now I gained 16 kg more or less. I am back to the weight Inhad in 2018. I know it's silly but it matters a lot to me. I don't like what I see. I would have to buy new clothes and I have a lot of expenses now and I don't have time nor money to go back to the gym.... nor confidence. So even if it is silly it is important to me and I ask in Jesus name that you help me losing weight and love myself and be healthy.

Third I ask in Jesus name that professor B answers me again (thank you for the first answer yesterday) so I can graduate.

And laat but not least I ask in Jesus name for a blessed relationship that will start soon, healing of grandma and dad, discernment and clarity and peace.

In Jesus's name I ask and pray

Amen

Received: January 10, 2023

Anonymous

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

Hope your well, I thought it wouldn't of mattered but only wanted to tell you as just feel down. Even though I'm enjoying college and happy there.

First of all I just feel down because the fact Daniel's mum and stepdad put him in no position but to leave me. Now just doing things on the sly and hardly see him. It's like he isn't alive anymore, I feel like there is nothing to go home to anymore.

As I always do the housework, don't have Daniel or any man at the end of the phone. The housework piles up for me, it's days like today where I wish he was there. As to have something other than housework to look forward to.

I try to explain the pain of what happened, was thinking actually if you would understand.

Just close your eyes and imagine that something that your really passionate and dedicated to. Has took so long to arrive, so many years and it happens. It's so beautiful, perfect and like it's truly a dream come true.

Everything is going well, then sadly you get told comments that what your doing is wrong. Unacceptable, all because you decided to follow your heart. Then people who are outside of your dream, trash your beautiful blessing what you had prayed and dreamed of for many years. Into a million pieces, you never got closure or answers for what happened.

You try to explain how you feel, as to let the pain out and nobody gets you. They just brush it under the carpet, like you don't matter. That's how I feel for Daniel, so if you just close your eyes and imagine what I just said.

Don't come back to me saying that it's something you can get over. It's not some dirty fling, this was a beautiful and sacred blessing sent from God. Yet NOBODY cares, listens or understands the pain your going through.

You just get told to get over it and your not allowed to do anything about it; since it's out of your control. Not even God can fix the pain because he made beautiful love stories.

Not depressed and broken hearted souls like me. A woman who is grieving for a relationship and a man, who isn't even around. Going around in circles, crying because nothing had happened and your always strong for every one else.

Yet the one person that truly understood you, isn't even there. I can't even switch off from things and it really upsets me.

It's always out of my control and do my best as a woman!!!!!! I've not been alright but yes I'm very happy and grateful for all of my opperunites that have been given to me.

I try to explain my hurt with things because I didn't even do anything bad. Everything was so beautiful and great, then I can hardly see him these days.

I get told that I should just get over this "Incident" as it happened and honestly didn't even get any answers for it. Do always be positive and there for others, it gets to me.

Yet my cousin's are able to spend time with their girlfriends. My older boy cousin is able to go out every night with his girlfriend and do things. Even though he does get annoyed with my younger cousin's girlfriend always coming over.

As they shut the door and nobody really gets to sit in there. At first, I thought it was normal but then noticed that I had to stop doing the things I loved like writing, arts and crafts, colouring in and reading books. Just spend more time cleaning up after everyone else, it does get to me.

Everyone else complains about the bills going up but they are able to go out. Every night, order take aways, treat their boyfriend and girlfriends to presents and gifts.

I always do my best with the housework but things fall on me. I do go to the temple in the evenings after college, walk Fluffy and then tidy up.

As have my dinner there and just to do things. Since I'm allowed to go there but need to be mindful with crossing the road to catch the bus. Of course that will get easier with the lighter evenings.

I go with mum or go by myself as it's comforting. Even though I wish to go home to Daniel every evening. As know I won't have to keep going around in circles with the housework.

I just feel fed up as nobody seems to listen to my side of things. That if someone has a truly beautiful relationship with a man, like I did. Of course it's going to upset me, as I haven't done anything wrong and it was trashed. I waited 17 years to have love off a man and just wanted to be happy.

The fact I can't even do certain things to switch off, just affects me. Since everyone says comments like "Your allowed to see people." Yet I was getting watched, a bit similar to what Meghan Markle had been through.

This isn't me comparing myself to her but more I understand the pain she had been through. Just for loving a man of her own choice and get misunderstood like that.

This is all I'm able to say at the moment, really did convince myself it would get better. Yet it hadn't and just wish that something could happen long term.

Received: January 10, 2023

Anonymous

Hey GauriShankarardhangi Yatha Tvam Shankarpriyaa |

Tatha Mam KuruKalyaani Kaantkatam Sudurlabhaam ||

Received: January 10, 2023

Anonymous

Oma Saalaankruuthakaanyaa maae dheehi |

Naamaastyaaii Gaanneesshaayaaai naamaahaa

Received: January 10, 2023