You may add your prayer request to our prayer wall using the form below. Once your prayer request is received, we will share it according to your instructions. Feel free to submit as many prayer requests as you like! At first I thought it was the guys who I was looking for love with had been the problem. I used to like a guy from highschool 10 years ago but nothing happened.
I found out his girlfriend of 5 years, birthday fell on Thanksgiving this year - Thursday 24th November 2022.
He posted a photo of her, wishing her a happy birthday. I'm very happy that Joe had found a woman who he is actually compatible with. To grow up and treat a woman right, not to mention to keep a woman longer than Daniel. When I was at highschool, Joe had told me that "You shouldn't tell lies and always tell the truth."
This clearly been a principle, he stook with after so many years. Since he is still with the same woman and has grown up. To me it feels like the Daniel I know is 18 years old. As that's the man who I knew, as I NEVER had the chance to stay with a man properly longer than a year.
To celebrate those special milestones with him but he doesn't understand and it's me who is missing out on a good quality of life.
Some people can see that I'm upset but honestly there's nobody I can talk to about this. I share this on my WhatsApp status, as feel there's nothing to help.
As my family don't care that I'm upset as they made me miss out on having an extraordinary love story written by God. It was trashed in a matter of months but it was robbed from me. While Daniel gets to live the posh life with his girlfriend. As he can keep a woman longer than I can keep a guy. That's why when the pandemic happened, he weren't affected. Since he had a successful long term relationship with another woman. He was able to get blessings from God and everything fell apart for me. As I didn't have a normal, proper relationship with a man before the pandemic happened. Nobody is helping me, otherwise I would of got answers for what happened. Then could of moved on and not wasted 4 years of my life being sad. Instead could of found a proper man who knows what true love is until the end.
Just get ignored when I voice how I feel and that's why I'm so heartbroken. A man to be there for me and to give me the love I deserve. I can't believe that Daniel had told me "I don't understand why people would leave you?" As in me but he had gone and not looked back at me. Since he can't give me any answers and is able to treat women to dates. I had a lot to feel in competition with because he already had his first kiss, date, love, longest relationship and other 'relationship' milestones with another woman. I felt in competition to be the perfect woman for him, while he didn't have a man to feel jealous and in competition with. So he could be the "Perfect man" for me and I'm fed up of going around in circles. I have tried everything to feel better but find out he is still lying. That he is still not able to give me answers and doesn't care how it upsets me. I have prayed to God, read books, focus on my volunteering, walking Fluffy, cleaning the house up and spending time with people. The sadness is all there and the more I see people in my age group. In my hometown getting the chance to do things with their significant other. It breaks my heart that I can't have that with a man as nothing has happened. To still think what has happened that I'm not worthy of true real love? When I be real and true to everyone I meet. Can't believe how I'm on my own, nobody to talk to and console me. In heaven watching over me because I already had that true everlasting love until the end. Daniel probably thinks that I'm a pushover, because there isn't a man that made him feel scared to lose me. So he would of worked harder to keep me in a normal, stable, proper relationship with me. He wouldn't of gave up on me if I already had everlasting true love until the end with a man. It hurts that people say things how I keep going on about wanting love. Yet nobody is helping me by giving me answers and it's festering away for years. When I never received love off a man growing up and it's always out of my control. There's nothing I can do about this apart from going around in circles. To have love with a man, sometimes I would get so angry that it would take quite a few people to calm me down. As to reassure me that I will find love and it will happen to me.
People keep saying that any man would be lucky to have me. It really doesn't feel like that as no man wanted to stay with me until his final breath. A man who would have a photo of us up on his bedside table and is proud to say "(My name) is the love of my life and have been in love with her since the day we met." While he prays to God about and for me.
I wish that had a proper man who would value me and to find me in 2023. It's not my fault that Daniel won't give me closure, as he looks down on me for not having a man I really want to get married soon. Since haven't been a man's first and last love, his first girlfriend, his first kiss, first date and his first everything. Nobody understands that I'm hurting, don't even have any love letters, cards, photos and videos with a man. As no man wanted to spend time with me and to stay by my side until the end. It's so hard, I'm doing this because I always convinced myself that things would get better.
That Daniel would stop allowing this pain to fester away. To give me answers and then he can be with all the Victoria Secret models he wishes. I really want to get married, as it's too late to have a 'boyfriend' I do get jealous seeing other women having that everlasting true love until the end with a man. I seriously can't believe how other people get to be with the person they truly love. To have that long term relationship between each other and to still do things. You know what else made me angry is when Daniel said "You've got plenty of time there's no rush" and "That things are passing by but everyone's moving at a different you've just gotta find your pace" yet I work hard, have my life in order and make things happen.
Yet no man wanted to take a chance on me and have that beautiful love story written by God. I always work hard, but God still hasn't sent me a man to love me until the end. I've wasted another year of my life being on hold and even Daniel gets to do everything right and straight away in life. Daniel just doesn't understand how I'm missing out on having everlasting true love until the end with a man. As he isn't giving me closure and thinks I'm not a good enough woman.
As don't have a man in heaven watching over me. A late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend who truly loved me until the very end. He didn't care about what other people in society saw of me. As he fell in love with me, my heart and soul. To know that I'm a good woman who deserves the love I give out to everyone. I don't even have a man from 2009- 2016 to have a man who loved me until his last breath.
To have those beautiful memories to look back on, as I made him happy and built a life with him. Daniel just doesn't understand how I'm missing out on having everlasting true love until the end with a man. As he isn't giving me closure and thinks I'm not a good enough woman.
As don't have a man in heaven watching over me. A late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend who truly loved me until the very end. He didn't care about what other people in society saw of me. As he fell in love with me, my heart and soul. To know that I'm a good woman who deserves the love I give out to everyone. I don't even have a man from 2009- 2016 to have a man who loved me until his last breath.
To have those beautiful memories to look back on, as I made him happy and built a life with him.Anonymous
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