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Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and my future & forever husband, we are very grateful for your blessings everyday life.

I can't believe that when I had been a genuinely calm and patient person. As I wanted to be a man's safe space in this dark, cruel and horrible world where so many bad things happen sadly.

Yet there I was being a calm, mature, civilised, dignified and patient woman with Daniel. Nobody appreciated there, as now I just get annoyed quickly by things.

Since I had to go another year without a man's love and to have a man being there. I'm sick of these evil curses putting spells on me. To why I can't have a man by my side in a normal, proper, stable stick together throughout everything type of love.

Since it's took a bit longer than usual to pursue something in Animal Care. As of the routes, which are also hard due to the amount of experience needed. Now I decided to do Early Years and Childcare.

I know in Level 2 and 3 Early Years and Childcare or Health and Social Care. These courses that you would have to get sent out to placement in order to complete your course.

Of course I want to be there to look after and care for vulnerable people. I feel like I'm alone with constantly doing things for everyone else. Get it needs to be done but don't get the chance to look after myself, unlike I used to.

As everyone else, if they want to go somewhere which helps them to switch off from hard working tasks. They are able to have that, or to go out somewhere to spend time with their boyfriend and girlfriends.

I don't get the chance to do things to switch off and try to explain how I want to relax.

Once, when I did have some help and team work; it weren't as overwhelming for me. Then I didn't get angry but it feels like I don't have that time to switch off. Nobody seems to understand that I have to keep doing things for everyone else.

Days when I feel like that, make me really disheartened and disappointed with myself. As I don't even have a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend who truly loved me until the end. He stayed true to his word, just like he told me he would and loved me throughout everything in life.

I don't even have those beautiful memories of him where talking about the smallest thing would make us happy. Or knowing how to celebrate his birthday.

I always do my best with everything but this is why I'm hurting. It's like everyone just looks the other way as my feelings don't matter. Been bottling it up, while they all get to go out and do things as to be happy.

I always work hard, I get annoyed quickly as the cleaning is just the same cycle. Nothing changes with the cleaning. Also, it's like nobody noticed that I worked hard to keep the house clean when I had Daniel in physical human presence.

Hope to be a man's safe space, a man who will give me some love and promise to stay by my side throughout everything. This would probably balance other things out like the cleaning.

As then I wouldn't get told to just do that all the time. It's not my fault that everyone else is allowed to do things in life. While I don't have a lifetime of happy memories with a man.

Why can't you hear me? I'm so jealous of widows and other people around me getting to do things. While I'm just wishing it would happen to me and for those people, it's acrually happening to them.

Received: December 29, 2022

Anonymous

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

Good evening my lovely man, I hope that your real and working hard. I feel really upset, down and disheartened as another year has gone. Yet we still haven't met each other, done things or made each other truly happy.

It's been a blue world without Daniel talking to me about what happened. I never imagined that this would happen to me. Especially, as I always lift other people up and wish them well when it comes to accomplishments in life. Like passing their driving test, having relationship anniversaries and just doing well in life.

I'm really sad that I'm 22 and still haven't been taken out on dates with a man. This morning, I woke up thinking and comparing myself to other people. Not because I want to feel sad but to think how better other people are. Than I am, almost going to be 23 and still haven't done anything life changing.

Let me tell you a few people who I feel in competition with. Since I don't feel as to have done as much as wished to have done.

Kelsey Parker at 23 had done loads of things with Tom, go out in posh dates, celebrate their 4 year anniversary together. Become a successful business woman, look after herself and he an amazing woman.

My older girl cousin has a paid job, car as she has 6 year experience driving. Wearing nice clothes, dresses with heels and hair getting done. Also, when she turned 23 last year and was able to celebrate her 1 year anniversary with her boyfriend.

Also, she had been more capable of making the relationship with him work. As she is able to plan dates with him and celebrate special occasions together.

I wanted to do this with Daniel; but he didn't want to have a normal relationship with me. I feel really sad to not have a long life with a man, to do the things what Kelsey Parker and older cousin could do.

Really do wish that I'm finally a man's pride and joy, the love of your life, your best friend, your true love until the end and your best friend all in one. My heart aches not to had this.

It's annoying to hear that Daniel says how he wasn't ready for a relationship. Yet he is able to be with other women, while I'm missing out. Brexit and the cost of living hasn't helped because of the opperunites I've missed out on.

Everywhere I go so see signs from heaven that you want to marry me soon. Since it's too late for me to be a "girlfriend" to you. As I can't celebrate my 10 year anniversary with you. I want to be your fiancée and forever wife, to be married at 25.

I wish that you would find me; it's not fair to miss out on having everlasting true love until the end. I'm sorry for not having a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend who truly loved me until the end. A man who built a life with me, that didn't care about what other people saying about me.

The man in heaven loved my heart, I wanted to have a man's family to say (My name) thank you so much for making your son/brother/nephew/cousin/friend or any other role truly happy. He always thought the world of you and know he appreciated everything you did for him."

Those are the moments I wanted, to know how to be a woman. Just to let you know that I have got those life skills; of being a good wife. Get really sad and lonely because nobody gives me a chance. To have been a good "girlfriend" from 2012-2023.

Since Daniel's mum and stepdad couldn't see me as a good enough woman. A good 'girlfriend' for their son. Even though I know how to keep the house in order and the relationship to stay.

I hope that your mom and dad appreciates me as their daughter in law. To know I do have life skills, have truly good intentions for loving you. To become your fiancée legally in person; I hope to meet you in the new year.

There are so many signs of us getting married and I hope to hold your hand in physical presence. Know that you want to work with me, so we are able to go out on posh dates together.

I hope that you will write back to me; as I really miss you and very sad not having a man's love. As I'm getting down on my knees to pray to God and dream about you this evening.

With lots of love from your future and forever wife ❤️ xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Received: December 28, 2022

Bryan Gregory

Pray for Bryan Gregory. He wrecked his truck during this snowstorm. Pray that his insurance will fix it and his insurance will not increase or be cancelled. Pray for him to get a job so he can pay his child support and be responsible for his monthly bills. Thank you!

Received: December 28, 2022

Martina

Heavenly Father,

Thank you for the past days.

Monday was great! I had so much fun with these new group of people, and I hope I will soon be able to call them friends. We were supposed to go skiing tomorrow but we postponed to next week as a lot of us are sick. I also canceled the night with the coworkers for the same reason. I will be with this group on New Years Eve and I am grateful for it Father. We do things I have always been dreaming of. I ask in Jesus name that you heal me as I would really like to go there and also because in a few days I begin to work again…and also because on Friday I have my best friend and her boyfriend at home for dinner, I already canceled with them several times in the past months and I have never had guests for dinner…

Today they called dad saying the driving license is ready. I do not know if he has it already but praise to the Lord, thank you! After I do not know how many years, but a lot of years, dad will finally have all the documents. I am so thankful.

I have quite a lot of things do to this week and I am sick so probably I will not study. But I ask in Jesus name that I start this 2023 with all the motivation, help, and collaboration possible to graduate and keep this job or to find another in case I lose that. I ask in Jesus name that my professor B. Answers to my email, either saying that he is too busy and that I have to find another tutor or as the beginning of his collaboration. Father I finished exams in June 2021 and began with the thesis in July that month and I have less than half of the thesis written and corrected by him. I am paying extra money because I didn’t graduate onn time and I'll lose grades for that reason as well. I need your almighty hand over my professor and my thesis. Moreover I spent circa a thousand of euros for all the bibliography so…. Father please again in Jesus name I ask that you bless me with me graduating in the first half of 2023. I really need that.

And as always I ask in Jesus name for healing of my loved ones, being blessed with a relationship and that our relationship *yours and mine* becomes stronger everyday. And I also ask you in Jesus name that tomorrow is a blessed day in which I can see your blessings.

In Jesus name I ask and pray

Received: December 28, 2022

Deborah

Please pray for my finances and my children and grandchildren

Received: December 28, 2022