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Martina

Heavenly Father

Thank you!!!

This morning dad texted me saying that his leg isn’t swollen…after so long! Out of nothing! Thank you! I am waiting on the medical results but Praise to the Lord!!! And hopefully by the end of this week he’ll have the driving license.

At work was great. I canceled for Saturday but they wouldn’t go anyway. Maybe they’ll go later on so we will see! I got the cold and on Friday I go to the concert so I need to get well…

As the thing didn’t happen today I am a little discouraged because the only possible day left in this week is Saturday. I ask you in Jesus name to give me signs a lot if this is actually the week and if Saturday is THE day. I hoped it was today also because on Friday I see the therapist and I wanted to talk to her about it but it doesn’t matter. Well it does because I don’t know when will be the next time I see her because of the holidays and I need her advice….

Oh Father I am so grateful for what you do! I ask you in Jesus name for a blessed relationship that will start asap, healing of dad and grandma and help for my studies and as always in the first place the ability of discernment and closeness to you.

In Jesus’s name I ask and pray

Amen

Received: December 14, 2022

Anonymous

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

Good afternoon my love, I'm writing this on here so God is at the centre of our relationship and marriage to each other. I really do miss you, even though we haven't met each other.

Didn't get the chance to express this to you but have you ever seen me before? Maybe you live local, walking to and from the bus stop in your car, motorbike or bicycle. As I was thinking whether you know me or not.

My heart is really breaking but finding the will to carry on. As I haven't got anyone to talk to me, where I feel like all of these thoughts go away. As got to clean up in the house, can't express my feelings as get told how I'm repeating myself all of the time.

You and God are the only ones who I can speak to, not that anything ever gets better due to the housework and answers from Daniel. I really thought about it, so sad and disappointed with the fact that I have to deal with pain.

What breaks my heart as well is other people in my age group, whether that's my cousin's or other people. Are able to do things like go out and be with the person they truly love. Not to mention getting all the opperunites in life, I always convinced myself and dream about it happening to me.

Sometimes I just want to stay in bed and dream a little bit longer. Just so I can see your face, do things with you and that we can pray together so we can stay together until death do us apart.

I had a dream about you and I last night, we went to my place of worship to pray to God. We both sat there, listening to the prayers and been in the moment. Nobody judged us for loving each other and we both seemed calmer.

Can't believe how fast time has gone and I still haven't found love. I've been writing letters to you, everyday possible for you this year. It's like nothing has worked because my heart is still breaking and won't get the chance to do things.

I still have the clothes what I want to wear on my first date. I thought it would of happened with Daniel but it was robbed from me. Hope that we will get the chance to do things like that too and always work hard.

Also today I got feedback from my tutor of my course - Early Years and Childcare. He told me that I've done very well on my work and it's been referenced in my folder. I'm very proud of this, at least I can share this good news with you and God.

For all of that time where I have been working hard in college, coming in during staff progression week and staying in college until the end of the day. To complete my work paid off, most of the students in my class go home when there's no teacher for a lesson.

Unlike me who will do my work there, as I'll only get told to do the housework. I've been really struggling with coping, as of what Daniel put me through. Nearly everyday I'm just upset, with tears rolling down my face.

I thought that you should appreciate the good things in your life but he didn't want to appreciate me. It's hard for me to speak to people, as at my first college I had been all confident, happy and outgoing. As could speak to anyone, even before Daniel I would be there.

Ever since his mum and stepdad put him in no position but to leave me. As I have to do all the housework, then Chelsea, Beth, Aaron, Zoe and Morgan all said comments. Getting him in trouble, telling me things and I don't know what to believe anymore.

To be quite honest with you, I find it hard to celebrate Christmas now. Really did think that this time of year is filled with love, time to give back, appreciate those around you and value those around the tree. Not the material items, as they can be replaced but not the relationships between people.

That's why I always like listening to old school Christmas songs like Band Aid - Do They Know It's Christmas Time. Mariah Carey - All I want for Christmas is you and Chris Rea - Driving Home For Christmas.

Since appreciating people is more important than recieving gifts. Genuinely all I want for Christmas every year is you here next to me. For us to be happily in love and married, being financially stable, humble all the time and always be there for each other.

Also I want to say sorry for not having a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend who passed away. A man who truly loved me until the end, to build his life with me. Along with still doing things for himself like spending time with his family, friends, pursing hobbies, interests and building his own life up.

To hold my hand throughout everything in life, for us to have happy memories to look back on. Not to mention all the photos we took, letters and cards we wrote to each other.

Days like everyday I had been feeling this year, make me feel sad. That I don't have a man in heaven watching over me, knowing that I was capable of making at least one man until the end.

For his family and friends to appreciate being good to their son, brother, nephew, cousin, friend and neighbor. I might of not been able to spend the rest of my life with him. Yet he had been blessed to spend the rest of his life with an amazing woman which is me.

I don't even have that to look back on and think of. 🙁

I hope that your writing letters back to me as well. Doing things for you, along with helping myself and caring for Fluffy helps me. I really wish that your a real person who exists and not a figment of my imagination.

Just don't want to keep living in my head and wish you were here. To be there for me, I can't control what's happened with Daniel. There's absolutely nothing I can do, believe me I have tried everything and the pain is still there.

Please don't fool around with thousands of women and be there for me. I'm so heartbroken, just wanted a man's love what will stay until the very end.

Lots of love from your future and forever wife. ❤️

Received: December 14, 2022

Deidre

thank you God for everything I come into agreement with anyone praying for their marriage or family and special blessings for you who pray for me and my marriage and may your prayers be granted too

Received: December 14, 2022

Anonymous

Prayers for finances. After divorce from abusive husband I've been struggling to pay my debt. These credit card companies keep raising rates so I'm not able to pay anything more just the minimum. I'll never get out of this debt. Plus after 2 heart attack a few years ago I'm still paying medical bills. I'm very grateful to be alive and grateful to have money to make payments but I really want out of this debt. Thank you God. Amen

Received: December 14, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and I'm grateful for your blessings everyday life.

Since Daniel had wasted 4 years of what should of been a long term, successful relationship with him.

I don't want to play around in the dating field anymore because Daniel lied to me.

This is what he said on Tuesday 22nd May 2018

Good night beautiful love you more than anything and you're the most amazing and last girlfriend I'm gonna have because you're mine and I'm yours xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I thought that I was his last girlfriend and that he meant it but it was a lie. As I think that he confused me with his highschool girlfriend, the woman who Daniel truly loves. As he had been with her for 2 years until death do them apart, just like God's word says to.

As Daniel just purchases Victoria Secret underwear - bras, knickers and lingerie for every woman he has sex with. Since it's like he can't truly love another woman after her death.

He can't just commit to one woman ever again and deep down everyone else knows that.

Even Daniel's mum and stepdad put him in no position but to leave me. As I think that they were worried he was betraying her and that he can't ever truly love another woman again.

Since I had no answers to why Daniel, his mum and stepdad had the chance to love someone until the end.

Since I've been robbed from having a great and extraordinary love story written by God. I want to meet a man and within 6 months, we get married and our wedding day on 7th July.

A man who will stay with me until the end and he means it. For his family not to have a problem with the colour of my skin, religion and the fact I don't have a man in heaven watching over me.

All because Daniel was grieving and he just couldn't be bothered to tell me. He has to get his mom and stepdad to do something for him.

Received: December 14, 2022