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Anonymous

Lord Please guide me for being lost in my track. I’ve been struggling for almost a year now. Having this unhealthy attachment issues, i am totally lost now. Please Dear God hold my hand again and guide me towards your plan. In Jesus name I pray AMEN

Received: December 6, 2022

Lisa Jackson

Pray for my family especially my kids. Bond has been broken harsh words has been said and death wishes was voiced

Received: December 6, 2022

Lisa Jackson

Pray for my family especially my kids. Bond has been broken harsh words has been said and death wishes was voiced

Received: December 5, 2022

Martina

Heavenly Father

Thank you for this day…it was a good yet odd day.

It was a good day because I visited a woman that was my supervisor during my internship. It was fruitful and we discuss about a possible project. To be short it seems that really all things are connected because it all began because I found a connection to my thesis. I ask you in Jesus name to guide me and give me the opportunity to do it and be motivated and successful as it would give me the opportunity to fulfill my biggest dream ever even if in a different way as I expected.

The guy for the job was polite. He said maybe in the future but I guess it was a nice way to say no. I know it’s the best thing for now but maybe we will actually work together in the future who knows…well you do. Thank you, I don’t like to say no to people.

Well…regarding saying no. I lied to one of my best friends. Instead of saying I won’t go to her dinner party full of strangers because it makes me anxious I found and excuse. An excuse different from the one I mentioned before (she didn’t say anything about it) and it will be difficult to not being caught. I am sorry about that because it is a sin and also a going back to my adolescence but I really didn’t know how not to hurt her as she doesn’t understand my anxiety and social skills lack. I ask in Jesus name for forgiveness of my sin and also help to not ruin a friendship that is going on since kindergarten but that is now seeing a bad time.

I read today that new seasons begin with new friendships and I believe it is so as I began to hang out with this new group. On Thursday I will see them and I am happy because they seem all I wished to have in a friendship group. I really hope this friendship will grow and that they will actually be a nice group of people as they seem now.

I asked you confirmation that something would happen today or confirmation that I should move on. I got many signs regarding the first and none or maybe one for the second so I was really expecting my blessing today but nothing happened.

So now I am wondering if I ever got signs and confirmation from you. Maybe I did receive signs but I totally misunderstood them. Maybe I suppress your voice and follow my will. I don’t want that. I really want to have a strong, solid, neat, clear relationship with you. So I ask in Jesus name to hear clearly your voice and guidance and that you block thoughts and things that aren’t yours and that are leading me the opposite way of what you want for and from me.

And if this is really a beginning of a new season I ask in Jesus name that in this season I find my future husband and begin a relationship with him and that your heal grandma and dad and that I finish my studies.

In Jesus name I ask and pray

Amen

Received: December 5, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and I'm grateful for your blessings everyday life.

You know what hurts me the most, is that the people who I thought actually mattered to me betrayed me. Along with Daniel's mum and stepdad who I felt very let down by.

As they are from a generation where telling the truth is just part of their life and core values.

I'm very disappointed, hurt and heartbroken by some of the people I will list down below ...

- Beth

- Chelsea

- Aaron

- Zoe

- Morgan

Then of course Daniel's mum and stepdad too. 🙁

I wake up every morning, recently I had noticed how my eyes would just sting every morning. Like I've been crying, I just want answers for what Daniel put me through and not wanting a normal proper, stable stick together throughout everything relationship with me.

You know why I'm so upset with the people I've listed. As they trashed my beautiful relationship with Daniel, I would never trash other people's relationships with their special person. For my own benefit and satisfaction, as that not right.

The reason why I'm really upset with how Daniel's mum and stepdad put him in no position but to leave me. As my family always made me do the housework, you know I felt like I never actually got an answer for what happened. Or an explanation with why I had to go through this.

I wouldn't of walked away from Daniel as his mental health got bad.

Also I just feel that they will never truly understand because I don't have a man watching over me. A late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend who truly loved me until the very end. A man who built a life with me, known and remembered for loving me until the very end.

Along with that it's not like any of their families told them to be apart. They get to celebrate their 10 year anniversary together, whether that's their relationship or wedding anniversary.

All I wanted was to be Daniel's safe space in this dark cruel world. To be the woman who he had truly loves, his face would light up when I walked into the room. His best friend, his true love until the end, the love of his life (From 18 years old) and his soulmate.

Instead a beautiful relationship between the only man that I ever truly loved had been trashed.

Now I want to explain, the reason why I'm angry at Aaron and Zoe is that I haven't even met them. In person, yet they had done all of this stuff, taking advantage of what happened first time on 1st June 2018.

To say comments as to get Daniel into trouble and keep us part.

While Aaron and Zoe had got together on 14th May 2019. At my expense of keeping me apart from Daniel, I still find it hard to get out of bed. While they get to be with the person who they truly love, each other at a young age. - 19 and 20.

So they are able to celebrate their ten year relationship anniversary with each other by the time they turn 29/30.

Chelsea had set me up with a guy in November 2017 but that was forced. I did learn my lessons and be a better woman for Daniel. (Well I thought I was anyway) and didn't let people get involved with our 'relationship' but somehow it was all trashed anyway.

Beth had been a friend to me but I found out that she was also responsible for making things up. To join the tribe to get Daniel into trouble with his mum and stepdad.

Also, she would look at other people's boyfriends and want them for herself. She wouldn't care, I knew she was like that and didn't want Daniel to fall for her things. Yet it felt like he just didn't want a normal relationship with me.

I noticed that Daniel had told Beth about the loss of his first girlfriend. The woman who he truly loved, as he told Beth first and not spoken to me all day. It weren't until Beth mentioned it, so clearly Daniel just didn't want to tell me he already had happily ever after with his first love.

Morgan had also been joining in with the comments and making things up.

All these people are responsible for trashing my beautiful relationship with Daniel. After waiting so many years for having everlasting true love until the end. That none of the pain and heartache would matter, as Daniel had finally wanted me.

Yet all the people responsible all get to be with the person who they truly love. While I had to be punished for something what I didn't cause. I didn't ask for this, yet it's me who is getting the pain.

Not to mention that I had to miss out on having everlasting true love until the end. I should of been the happiest woman alive. To celebrate what should of been mine and Daniel's 5 year anniversary on 16th March 2023. It should of happened to me, nobody ever gave me a chance to keep him in a relationship.

I've been robbed from having a great relationship with Daniel. Nobody understands how I feel because they haven't been put in no position but to leave the person they truly love. Along with housework defining my life.

Nobody thinks about me and I had to deal with all of this by myself. It's been a long, dark and cold 4 years. As nobody understands how I feel and missing out on having everlasting true love until the end.

I hope that my future and forever husband will be a better man than Daniel is. Along with his family accepting me for who I'm truly am and proud to have me as his fiancée and forever wife.

As don't want to be all on my own and wasting my life away being on hold for a man who chose Victoria Secret models over me.

I hope that all the people who have trashed my beautiful relationship with Daniel are happy and proud of theirselves. As they are able to be with the person who they truly love and have a good quality of life with their significant other.

This is for Daniel, his mum and stepdad, Aaron, Zoe, Chelsea, Beth and Morgan. Hope your all proud of yourselves and allowing me to go through never ending pain.

When I would NEVER have done that to anyone else. 🙁

Daniel I hope that your happy with your new Victoria Secret model girlfriend and purchasing expensive underwear for her. Along with the rest of the women who you had been with.

Never mind the pain and time you have allowed me to go through.

I don't even have a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend watching over me in heaven. He took a piece of my heart and love with him, as he took his final breath. To think about how I had made at least one man truly happy until his final breath and promised to love me until the very end.

Unlike being disappointed by people who I thought genuinely been there for me.

As I have stinging eyes and cry myself to sleep without any answers. While everyone else gets to be with the person who they truly love.

Received: December 5, 2022