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Anonymous

ACADEMIC, BONDING & JOB SECURITY BREAKTHROUGHS:

I just had my baby girl 2 weeks ago & I've had a very hard time healing. I stretched one of my stiches too far this morning from my c-section & wound up in the ER. I feel like I need more time to heal, but I'm scared to tell my boss. I wanted to come back to work on December 3, but I don't think it's enough healing time for me. I even have these online trainings to do & I'm scared I won't get them done in time. There's 3 women DW, SC, & NS who hate me & they knife me in the back anyway they can. I really want to be away from these 3 women because of the way treat me & break the rules. We now have 2 kids to support, high student loan debts, & other high hospital bills.

When I went into labor, I immediately emailed my professors that I needed an extension & help because I had a c-section with my daughter being born 2 weeks early. They both gave me 0%'s, took points off, etc. & my GPA has really dropped. For the first time, I had to withdraw from a class & my other teacher is still being hard on me. I also have my work trainings that are highly important & I need the pay hours included with these courses with my college class. I really need prayers to get these online trainings & assignments done in time & to bring my GPA up. I haven't even had a chance to earn a scholarship or loan forgiveness. I could really use this help.

With my complications of my c-section, I haven't had time to bond with my daughter nearly as much as I want. I haven't been able to love on her or pick her up & it breaks my heart. Everyone else gets to pick her up & give her love but I feel like she doesn't like me... I'm her mommy & she hasn't connected with me. Pray very hard for me to bond with her & that she'll love me. Please pray hard for me to keep my job where I'm at & that I can get another week or so to recover from my surgery. Even pray for me to get promoted at my current job & that the 3 women who dislike me will go to another facility. They've even made clients dislike me, which makes things much harder. I emotionally, physically, & financially need help... ;(

Received: November 19, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

I had spoken to someone who had been a close friend and knew Daniel. As to express my pain as every day and night, I'm crying. Not because I choose to be sad and feeling sorry for myself.

It's because I'm so heartbroken, can't talk to anyone about this and feel like there isn't anything I can do.

As whenever I let Daniel go, he comes back and is always in my mind.

Then I block him but feel so angry as he can't even talk to me. I can't believe that I had to spend another year of missing out on having everlasting true love until the end with Daniel.

I just wanted a man's love and to know I'm genuinely loved by him. Instead I have to cry myself to sleep, as haven't got a man to share my day with. A man who would listen to me and value what I do. Along with spending time together as what should of been a proper 'boyfriend and girlfriend relationship'

This is what I had told my friend hoping the pain may go away ...

Yes of course and I just wanted a man's love, not his money. It was hard to have even find true love after all the rejection and years I missed out on.

Thought it was finally going to make sense and to keep a man truly happy, celebrate a 10th relationship anniversary in my 20's. To have young love and value real love and pray together as really appreciate small things.Yes I do focus on my work and appreciate catching the buses. Being respectful and humble to all people.I didn't say it in a way of being rude or against any religious people or God. Just thought that if someone who works hard and appreciates good things.

As not many people in my age value true love until the end. I wouldn't of gave up and wanted that, while still being better in myself.

It was always hard for me to be in the moment and just feel like standing in the hot weather. Looking at flowers and pegging the washing out was nice.

Life been so beautiful and thought it would of lasted forever.

As it started with praying to God. I remember that a family member said to me "You should pray to God as to have beautiful gifts from God and that everything will work out for you."

I did all of that but has to miss out on that and it hurts. Even though I do my best to work hard at college and focus on things I can control.

Get "What do you want me to do about it?"

Like I had asked for Daniel's mum and stepdad to make him leave me. Nothing had ever been the same again and doing my best to be a good woman.

I do focus on my learning and growing in college. Everything is so dark and empty as I haven't got a man's love.

I convinced myself it would change, things would happen to me and yes I'm still so heartbroken.

Even though I'm heartbroken as to be in this never ending pain of not having love off Daniel for 4 years. Instead I've been given pain and sadness, despite the fact I thought positive.

If someone prays to God about a blessing they have longed to have. Way before things were to appear in physical form, then it's an extra special blessing and should be eternally grateful for it.

I always prayed for Daniel, long before we even met as liked a boy called Daniel when I was 9 years old.

I kept this all to myself as people would tell me that I don't know what love is. As usually no 9 year old would be dating a guy. Instead they should be thinking about getting their homework done and wanting to meet their friends at primary school.

Stuff like that but to me God was telling me all this stuff about younger Daniel.

God you promised me that you would bless me with everlasting true love until the end with a man.

I want to get married now as been robbed from celebrating my 10 year anniversary with Daniel by the time I turn 27.

I'm fed up how people say "Time heals everything" I'm still in pain after 4 years as my heart is breaking more each day. I do my best to stay strong but feel so sad as of the years what should of been the best time with Daniel.

It's like some of the people who I confide in don't see me as a good person. As I'm expressing my pain and sadness. Yet get told how I'm being negative, I am absolutely upset and getting told I'm in the wrong.

I just want to get married soon but can't get married until I get closure from Daniel.

Then he is entitled to purchase Victoria Secret underwear for this thousands of women every day and night.

I never imagined younger Daniel would do things like this to me. I thought that we would love each other, in a healthy relationship and marriage. The love I felt for him in my heart was strong, genuinely real and serious.

I saw a photo of younger Daniel and would always dream about him.

I kept the faith and hoping that he would love me back.

People think I'm negative because I'm sad but I shouldn't have to take the fall for other people's behaviour. I do my best and can't believe how another year without a man's love.

Get told how I should stop going on how you - God doesn't answer my prayers. I keep getting this sadness and pain, thought it would get better but it doesn't. It's the same cycle, I do my best to move forward but it doesn't change.

You know what makes me so angry as well God.

I speak out about the way I'm feeling, as everyone else trashed my beautiful "relationship" with Daniel. How I had wanted a man's love, he was put in no position to leave me. As my family made me do housework and wouldn't let me out.

Now I speak about it and they say "Well we weren't stopping you. Go out and meet him, you can see people and have a relationship."

Yet when I was blessed with those few months even though he should of been here next to me. I convinced myself that we would get through it and everything would be alright we would have each other.

I get told to sort myself out, sort out what's going on in my head and I'm having some sort of breakdown. As keep crying everyday, at the small things in life. When everyone else is able to be truly happy with the person they truly love.

To celebrate their 10th relationship anniversary with their special person by the time they are in their 20's. Or getting to be love's young dream, love again after the loss of a significant other.

I get so sad seeing those people being able to be with the person who they truly love.

I get told to sort myself out but other people trashed my beautiful relationship. Daniel has disappeared again without no explanation and I can't believe how someone can go without so many years talking to me.

When all I had was good intentions for loving him and never leaving his side.

This is sort of similar to what happened to man in the army and why he isn't here anymore. As his wife sleeps around with people and betrayed him. Despite the fact he had always been a good, selfless and loving man to his family, friends, community and general public.

He is the sort of man that God would be proud of.

She was always telling lies, never honest and faithful unlike man in the army.

She left him unexpectedly just like Daniel always disappears with me. The man in the army couldn't cope, not imagine his life without her. While his wife couldn't care less about him.

That's how my last message I sent to Daniel before his Facebook account was somehow made "unavailable" I will put what I said to him because I'm fed up of going around in circles. Along with that Daniel should learn to be honest with himself instead of asking other people to trash a beautiful relationship with him.

"If you said your going to leave the country to see your girlfriend. Should just be honest with yourself as the way you keep saying one thing but doing another.

Reminds me of two people of something happening which keeps makes me upset.*

As it reminded me of what happened to man in the army.

I can't believe how another year has gone and Daniel couldn't even talk to me. I don't think that Daniel understands that telling lies, cheating, purchasing Victoria Secret and other expensive underwear from shops. As to give to every woman who he is having sex with is completely unacceptable and can emotionally hurt a person.

Daniel a man who just lives in my memory as he didn't want to have a proper, stable stick together throughout everything 'relationship' from 18-24.

I pray that my future and forever husband is a better man than Daniel. A man who is just like the man in the army as he has old school morals, values, principles, respect good verbal communication skills and is a man of God.

A man who is willing to write me love letters, journals, cards and keep other memorabilia in a box. As he put on there "For my beautiful future and forever wife" and won't allow anyone to touch it. That he will keep it safe for when we are legally married as forever husband & wife.

A man who is known as a good and respectable person with a good reputation.

I always listened to what man in the army told me about things and always been honest. I never lied, stole or cheated on Daniel but he has done everything what the man in the army's wife had done.

While Daniel is all happy with his Victoria Secret model who he met and picked up from the club. To take her places in his car and he didn't want to do that with me.

God, I really do hope and pray that my future & forever husband is so sure that he loves me and is able to make things work with me. To love me until his final breath and that he would want to marry me as soon as possible. Since he looks at me like he has hit the jackpot because I'm genuinely everything he has ever wished for.

That he would be grateful that Daniel chucked me away like the dirt off the back of his shoe. As he will be there to love and care for me as my one and only husband.

I just wanted a man's love, to be his first and forever wife, his true love until the end, the love of his life and best friend all in one.

God please hear me as my heart is breaking. 🙁

Received: November 18, 2022

Anonymous

I asked for prayers for peace for me and my children while dealing with a narcissistic husband that also has PTSD . I asked God for guidance how I should move and proceed. I prayer that God's will be done in our lives.

Received: November 18, 2022

Martina

Heavenly Father

Thank you for yesterday.

The doctor answered but he has covid so he doesn't work. He said he would check when he comes back but he told to check with another doctor. The other doctor cannot do anything. I ask you in Jesus name that he doesn't forget about my mail and that he answers me giving me the answers so that dad can begin the analysis and treatment.

At work was good thank you. I didn't study. I went to sleep at 9pm or something like that. So I didn't study nor work. I haven't slept well but I woke up early so that I go to work early and do what I have to do. I ask you in Jesus name to help me ajd give me focus, motivation and time to study today and during the weekend. I would like to give the exam before December so it is important that I actually study.

With grandma it seems to be better but we do not speak much nor see much. I am sorry about that. She is alone but when I went to her yesterday we didn't have a topic to discuss. She is scared for next week's check. I ask you in Jesus name that next week whatever she has disappears and that she is healed or at least that what she has is not cancer but something not bad/serious. She is 50% of my family. The remaining part is dad. I obly have them.

I felt happy yesterday. I don't know why. It was a good feeling. Thank you. Lord I ask you in Jesus name that you step in my life, that you guide me and let me step into a new chapter filled with peace and love. I ask you in Jesus name for revelation and understanding and a blessed relationship ans my loved ones's healing.

In Jesus's name I ask and pray

Ame

Received: November 18, 2022

Anonymous

Lord please help me today and give me

Blessings so that i can pay all my debts today.Lord i dont know where to find solutions on my problem today .i have a lot of due dates today.i need to pay all of this debt today.please help me God.give me the solution for this one today oh God.amen

Received: November 18, 2022