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Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and I'm grateful for your blessings everyday life.

I can't believe how much of a coward Daniel is. As he can't even speak and explain why he put me through so much pain. That he didn't even want to have a normal relationship with me.

He still hasn't explained why he put me through so much pain and promised me the world.

Yet he has PURPOSELY made his Facebook profile account unavailable right so I can't see it. While he gets to live the happy and high life with women. Going out on posh dates and to give women nice underwear.

What I don't understand the most is God. Why do you bless people who sleep around with thousands of different people. People who spend all their money on underwear, whether that's a man or a woman.

As you have blessed Daniel to be truly happy with a woman, a home, job and so many more beautiful blessings. Yet he doesn't care about the pain I'm in and everyday I'm hurt. I don't choose to be sad, I really did convince myself that I would be one of those beautiful women. That would still been with her 'boyfriend' by her 20's and celebrating my 10 year anniversary with Daniel.

Instead he gets to be happy and my heart is so broken, not even you can replace the hurt and sadness I'm going through.

Not only that God one of my friends who I know and she is 24. Gets to go out all the time, lie to her family about things and asks me for girly advice. Then just mentions how she enjoys going out with her boyfriend.

Along with purchasing expensive underwear, I'm only saying this is because I'm asking you.

Why do you bless other people? People who don't even care about Rememberance Day for all those who fought in the war and my feelings.

I can't believe how I've had to miss out on another year of what should of been a beautiful and extraordinary love story written by God.

God I hope your happy that I'm so heartbroken and crushed. As I just hate and resent everyone else who gets the one thing I couldn't have.

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Really do want to get married to a man as soon as possible. To be a man's first and forever wife, his true love until the end, the love of his life and best friend all in one.

I wish to be a man's pride and joy who he actually loves so much.

Why can't you hear me?

Received: November 12, 2022

Anonymous

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

Daniel this prayer is for you.

I pray you are as loving as you are loyal. I pray you are as handsome as you are honest. I pray you have an unbreakable bond with God along with your family. I pray that you're intelligent enough to teach me how to learn more, be more and see more, while not being too stubborn to listen and learn from me as well. I pray when I ask you things you do them out of love, and I pray when you're mad at me you won't do things out of spite. I pray your actions are so powerful that I never have to underestimate your words. I pray you have a sense of humour that can move mountains on days where I can't even move out of bed. I pray you protect my heart as if it were your own. I pray you understand and accept me as if I were a spitting image of you. I pray you love me enough that you'll never turn your back on me because the bond we have is way more important than any disagreement, confrontation or misunderstanding. I pray our love is living proof that true love does exist.

Received: November 12, 2022

Anonymous

My hands were intertwined with yours and I physically couldn’t tell where you ended and I began.

Is in these singular memories that I now understand what it would have been like for you during this entire process of grief. For our love has always been intertwined so ornately that I know the answer lies in my own journey.

For I now know, you can change the world with a powerful love story.

I Miss You So Much More Everyday and I'm always thinking about you my dearest fiancé (Soon to be, future and forever husband)

I am not as strong as I thought I was.

Since you have been gone,

I sit and cry all night long

From dusk to dawn.

Another day comes, and once again

I have to pretend that I am strong.

As soon as the day is over

I can go home and quit pretending that

I am strong.

I sit and cry all night long,

My Dearest Darling, because

You are gone, and now that I am home,

I don't have to pretend to be strong!

Published: August 2008 https://www.familyfriendpoems.com/poem/i-am-not-that-strong

Received: November 11, 2022

Anonymous

He lives in your heart now and is a part of you and your story. Keep your letters and pay those awful people no mind.

I wrote alot of letters to Daniel which had kept safe in a box. Along with all the cards and journals for him. I've had to block certain people but it's breaking my heart.

Wonder if he ever writes letters to me?

Received: November 11, 2022

Anonymous

I knew my fiancé - Daniel had been found love and lost with his girlfriend. That was Daniel's longest relationship with 2 years, to be with and do things together all the things. Puppy love, going out on dates, sleepovers, cute photos together and so much more.

I knew that she had passed, but he never spoke about it in any detail. Only told me 4 days into us meeting and pushed me away. He couldn't even talk to me about it and told someone who I thought was my friend. More about his loss than actually talking to me.

What does that say about me as a person? Can't believe how he can't even talk to me and for all I know, he was probably crying every night. When we been physically together in person, he must of missed her more and couldn't handle getting close to me.

As he already had the chance to do all of this with the woman who he actually loved.

His family too were quite quiet about the whole thing, except to say that he had been terribly upset, and that the way he got over it was to just forget about it completely.

I assumed he had mostly forgotten about her, and I didn't press him on it in the four. I didn't think he had anything of her until he was just too ashamed to be seen and be with me in public.

He told me this "I couldn’t do what I needed to do when I was in relationship because I wasn’t coping mentally and it wasn’t fair to drag you down with me" on Saturday 2nd October 2021.

He weren't being fully honest with me and wanted answers. Since he couldn't speak out about it, I realised the truth.

Daniel just didn't want to have a proper relationship with me but is able to be with other women. That's why he would rather be with different women and love them more.

As he doesn't feel guilty for betraying his true love and whenever he is with me. He feels guilty as he just can't handle moving on. He doesn't think I'm a good enough woman as of the lack of experience with men.

Along with having a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend who truly loved me until his last breath. A man who knows what real true love is and has promised to be there for me.

I'm sorry for being the reason why Daniel is lying in bed crying, reading his 1000 love letters.

Received: November 11, 2022