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Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and my fiancé - Daniel (My soon to be, future and forever husband) we are very grateful for your blessings and everything that you have in store for us in the future as forever husband & wife.

Even though you told me that he is the man I will be married to. The one who I'll make happy until his last breath, can't help but to feel sad. As I don't have a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend who was willing to love and stay with me until the end.

To have that life with a man and to make him so truly happy until the very end. This has been on my mind but able to put it into words today.

Thinking about missing puppy love and relationships in that stage of life when your only concern was going to high school or passing a test is heartbreaking. I remember some of my classmates who had boyfriends and how they wrote their names on their folders or in the margins of their sheets inside a heart.

How they spent before school, break, lunchtime and after school- talking and holding hands. To eat at their families place during the six weeks holidays.

The endless nights they spent talking in the good old on WhatsApp and Facebook messenger. The cute pictures they took together. How they went for a walk or sitting in the park after school or visiting each other houses and drink hot chocolate while watching TV or doing homework together. How they truly and deeply loved each other.

I have all these memories of people experiencing love while I watched as an observer. Its terrible being so conscious and somewhat sensitive because you realize how wonderful was love and how terrible is the fact that you missed it. The wounds cuts deeper and its always in the back of your head.

This is how I feel, even though I do my best to help myself and be a better person.

Received: November 11, 2022

Anonymous

I'm in my first year of my second college and I honestly don't see myself finding a 'husband' at least until my mid 20s. Since I still haven't been taken out on a posh date with a man, been brought home to the family and to do things what normal people do in a young but successful relationship.

It's sad thinking about how I never had my first date as a young, innocent, beautiful and happy teenager and it will never feel that special if it happens in my 20s.

As everyone else would have more experience in life than me. Along with not making a life time full of happy and romantic memories with a man.

Just can't believe how I had to miss out on having a great and extraordinary love story written by God. To a man's first and forever wife, his true love until the end, the love of his life and best friend all in one.

Why do I have to wait so long and other people get it easier than me? I don't want to have a 'boyfriend' anymore as it's too late for me. Unless I've been widowed, then to have a boyfriend. As then I know I'm truly capable of loving and making him very happy. Until his last breath.

His family and friends all know what an amazing woman I am. To be known, respected and remembered for loving their family member - son, brother, nephew, cousin, neighbor, friend and any other role he had been to them.

A man's beautiful blessing and since I mean so much to him. He takes into account that I would like us to get married on 7th July. As of the double numbers, to know the reason why I'm alive as to make a man ever so happy.

Received: November 11, 2022

Anonymous

It just sucks to realise everyday that passes you lose the opportunity to discover all these things with someone, and instead you may feel like an inexperienced child constantly asking your partner to bear with you..

Being 22, just out of Uni and still with no experience of sex, love or relationships, it’s hard to realise that I’ve missed out on young love and the whole development stage.

Not only is it the idea of young love being innocent, and being able to really spend time with your partner in a way you can’t as an adult, it’s also the fact that I have no idea what a relationship is like.

When should I make a move? I don't know. How much time should I spend with him? I don't know.

What do I like/ dislike in relationships? I know but don't want to appear as too strong.

What works in bed??

All men are more experienced than me as I had sex with no man. Yet no man is willing to wait for me and just wanted to have a beautiful and extraordinary love story written by God.

This is how I've been feeling since highschool and fed up of how people tell me "It will happen to you" yet I'm the one who is always waiting and on hold.

It's too late for me to have a 'boyfriend' now as been robbed from celebrating my 10 year anniversary with Daniel, by the time turn 27.

It's not my fault that I didn't make a man truly happy until the very end before Daniel. To have a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend. A man who truly loved me until his last breath and reassured me that he loved me with his whole heart.

As to spend time in prayer with God everyday to be humble and receive his blessings.

Received: November 10, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

What I find hard is that most men are more experienced in life and relationships. As I haven't been a man's first special "Milestone" whether it's a first date, first kiss or first person to celebrate their 1 year anniversary with.

This is how I feel though...

Their most cherished memory has to be losing and taking their partner's virginity, which I will never get to experience at the age I'm at. Even if I do find someone, I can't help but think I'll just be another lay to him, something which most men have lots of experience with in their mid 20s.

(Best not lie to myself as deep down, I know it's the truth)

Just wish to be something worthwhile and special to a man. To become his one and only wife, a man who doesn't make me feel this way.

Received: November 10, 2022

Anonymous

I understand this completely, as to feel like I've missed out on the young, wild and free moments just two young people with whole lives ahead of them having fun, both in the peak of their lives, plenty of time to experiment to see what we both like and want out of life.

To go out for food, cinemas, days out, go to the beach, spend time with each other and travel. Most things what normal, proper couples do together and thought that all of this was going to happen to me.

I really could see all of this happening with Daniel, that all of these years I spent on my own at highschool. To all be worth it as to be part of God's beautiful and glorious plan.

That we would of stayed together throughout everything. I really thought that I would of been one of those beautiful women who would of been with the same man since 17. To keep a man and to value what real, true, authentic and everlasting true love until death do us apart.

I appreciate speaking to you about all of this God. This just helps me so much more and truly believe that God is everywhere. As long as my phone is fully charged up, to connect to God. My faith is also strong and know I'm not alone.

Even though there are days where I do feel alone without a man's true love and being a beautiful blessing, his safe space. In this dark, cruel world as genuinely want to be a man's first and forever wife, his true love until the end the love of his life and his best friend all in one.

Received: November 10, 2022