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Anonymous

I’ve never been the one to get terribly excited over to a man's house on birthday, celebration, anniversary, Thanksgiving, Christmas, Valentine's and every other holiday. It makes me sad to think of all the things I've missed out on and wished that it was me who had the chance to experience all of this.

Now having now I'm in my 20s with no proper man (As he is invisible and doesn't know I'm alive, as he can't even talk to me) and no sexual experience makes this one feel particularly disgusting and disgraceful for not making a man truly happy.

Until now, I could hold out hope that I'm simply heartbroken and had enough of not being blessed. Despite the fact I've been praying to God for years and he hasn't heard my prayers and tears.

Received: November 11, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and my fiancé - Daniel (My soon to be, future and forever husband) we are very grateful for your blessings everyday life and everything we are yet to receive.

Just want to say, this is some of the thoughts I'm going through and feelings have regurgitated. As Daniel doesn't want to talk to me and these feelings I feel below. They have been built up over a period of time. Since I finally been "Blessed to find true love" and in less than a year.

It all fell apart which isn't fair because I done everything right. I haven't kissed a man, been hugged, touched or still been out on a posh date. In my eyes it feels like because I fell in love with one man. Got to be punished and not allowed to ever be in love with another man again.

Apart from a man who lives in my memory, a man who I don't even see, speak and touch. Really does feel like Daniel just didn't want to have a normal, proper, stable stick together throughout everything type of love.

When seeing other people around me in my age group having serious relationships, celebrating their 10th relationship anniversary in their 20's. Getting married, achieving massive milestones together and thriving in life.

I can help but to feel sad, the more that Daniel doesn't want to spend time or speak to me. The more these feelings what will be said below, are how I feel. I didn't choose to feel this way but it's not my fault that God didn't want to let me be a beautiful blessing to a man.

Now I just want to get married to a man who is sure of me. A man who is true to his word and his beautiful forever wife (me)

As I don't have a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend who passed away. A man who truly loved me until he took his final breath, then to meet Daniel and find love again.

"I strongly envy and resent, I try not to be bitter towards young couples, as in, teenage couples and early 20s couples. As they have the chance to experience and be blessed by something I longed to have.

I'm genuinely happy for them, otherwise wouldn't be speaking on here about their beautiful love story. As I want God to bless them, keep them together as they know the value of what real, true, authentic and genuine love is.

Really do wish it was me"

Received: November 11, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and my fiancé - Daniel (My soon to be, future and forever husband) we are very grateful for your blessings and everything that you have in store for us in the future as forever husband & wife.

Even though you told me that he is the man I will be married to. The one who I'll make happy until his last breath, can't help but to feel sad. As I don't have a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend who was willing to love and stay with me until the end.

To have that life with a man and to make him so truly happy until the very end. This has been on my mind but able to put it into words today.

Thinking about missing puppy love and relationships in that stage of life when your only concern was going to high school or passing a test is heartbreaking. I remember some of my classmates who had boyfriends and how they wrote their names on their folders or in the margins of their sheets inside a heart.

How they spent before school, break, lunchtime and after school- talking and holding hands. To eat at their families place during the six weeks holidays.

The endless nights they spent talking in the good old on WhatsApp and Facebook messenger. The cute pictures they took together. How they went for a walk or sitting in the park after school or visiting each other houses and drink hot chocolate while watching TV or doing homework together. How they truly and deeply loved each other.

I have all these memories of people experiencing love while I watched as an observer. Its terrible being so conscious and somewhat sensitive because you realize how wonderful was love and how terrible is the fact that you missed it. The wounds cuts deeper and its always in the back of your head.

This is how I feel, even though I do my best to help myself and be a better person.

Received: November 11, 2022

Anonymous

I'm in my first year of my second college and I honestly don't see myself finding a 'husband' at least until my mid 20s. Since I still haven't been taken out on a posh date with a man, been brought home to the family and to do things what normal people do in a young but successful relationship.

It's sad thinking about how I never had my first date as a young, innocent, beautiful and happy teenager and it will never feel that special if it happens in my 20s.

As everyone else would have more experience in life than me. Along with not making a life time full of happy and romantic memories with a man.

Just can't believe how I had to miss out on having a great and extraordinary love story written by God. To a man's first and forever wife, his true love until the end, the love of his life and best friend all in one.

Why do I have to wait so long and other people get it easier than me? I don't want to have a 'boyfriend' anymore as it's too late for me. Unless I've been widowed, then to have a boyfriend. As then I know I'm truly capable of loving and making him very happy. Until his last breath.

His family and friends all know what an amazing woman I am. To be known, respected and remembered for loving their family member - son, brother, nephew, cousin, neighbor, friend and any other role he had been to them.

A man's beautiful blessing and since I mean so much to him. He takes into account that I would like us to get married on 7th July. As of the double numbers, to know the reason why I'm alive as to make a man ever so happy.

Received: November 11, 2022

Anonymous

It just sucks to realise everyday that passes you lose the opportunity to discover all these things with someone, and instead you may feel like an inexperienced child constantly asking your partner to bear with you..

Being 22, just out of Uni and still with no experience of sex, love or relationships, it’s hard to realise that I’ve missed out on young love and the whole development stage.

Not only is it the idea of young love being innocent, and being able to really spend time with your partner in a way you can’t as an adult, it’s also the fact that I have no idea what a relationship is like.

When should I make a move? I don't know. How much time should I spend with him? I don't know.

What do I like/ dislike in relationships? I know but don't want to appear as too strong.

What works in bed??

All men are more experienced than me as I had sex with no man. Yet no man is willing to wait for me and just wanted to have a beautiful and extraordinary love story written by God.

This is how I've been feeling since highschool and fed up of how people tell me "It will happen to you" yet I'm the one who is always waiting and on hold.

It's too late for me to have a 'boyfriend' now as been robbed from celebrating my 10 year anniversary with Daniel, by the time turn 27.

It's not my fault that I didn't make a man truly happy until the very end before Daniel. To have a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend. A man who truly loved me until his last breath and reassured me that he loved me with his whole heart.

As to spend time in prayer with God everyday to be humble and receive his blessings.

Received: November 10, 2022