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I was thinking about the man in the army, who I knew and used to hang out with his children at the time. After school, he would always be doing household jobs around the house like cleaning the fish tank. Or to small errands around the house like fitting the light bulb in.

He had been a good role model to look up to as characteristics of what I would like in a man. I always wanted a man that had been similar to him, as he been very loyal, in love, proud of his religion, spend time with God and full of life with everything he had done.

I remember the times when his wife finished work and walked in. He would stop what he is doing, to ask how she is and kiss her on the lips. Their children didn't really take much notice, as of course they would always see it. For me it been the closest to watching a romantic film.

Even though the wife was always miles away (As she was always unfaithful to him) sleeping around with men, having affairs with men, purchasing Debenhams underwear what cost £42 for men to see.

I was talking to mum about this because just telling her how I feel. To come to terms with the fact I never actually remember seeing my parents being happy.

Some people might say things like "Last night after school, I had a nice family movie. Mum and dad were lying on the sofa cuddling, I mean gross."

Or if some people may say "I just walked in on mom and dad kissing on the lips and having sex."

"Mom and dad were having a slow dance in the kitchen, it looked so romantic and couldn't stay made at argument for long. As they love each other so much.

I was telling mum how I felt and told her how it's not her fault she didn't get shown love. As not all parents would be all lovey dovey with kissing, hugging and being intimate with each other Infront of parents. Just at least having a happy atmosphere thinking "It's a healthy and happy home with my family."

Mum told me that she does show me love and that real true love takes time. As of a relationship which I do understand as she means well. Just can't believe that Daniel couldn't even stay with me in a proper, successful relationship with me.

Yet he purposely made his Facebook account disabled from me. While other people are able to see his page, if he was so interested in older women. If he is so interested in buying them underwear but shouldn't be so sneaky about it.

Why couldn't God bless me with a good man like the man in the army?

As Daniel just likes sleeping around with thousands of women, older women and purchasing Victoria Secret and other expenses brands.

Yet he can't even look at me without feeling any remorse for what he had done.

I had unfriended him on Facebook as he made his profile account unavailable just for me. All I could see was his profile picture changing to different women and loves them more.

Why can't God bless me with a husband? To actually be something special, his pride and joy who he is always proud of.

Not Daniel's left over scraps off the floor and a replacement for the woman who he actually loved.

Unless he actually speaks to me and wants to marry me soon. This is all I think about him because done everything right for him. He promised me the world.

My heart had been thrown away by him and he is throwing other women's clothes on the floor. Sleeping around with thousands of women every night and I thought that he actually wanted to stay by my side throughout everything.

I'm fed up of his constant lies, he probably even made up that his mum and stepdad got involved. To force us apart as deep down he felt guilty about moving on with another woman and couldn't even tell me.

As remember how he told Beth about his loss of the woman he actually loved. Yet he couldn't talk to me as felt guilty for juggling and loving 2 women. That's why everything fell apart because he was being a coward for not taking about things.

I feel trapped as he has sex with thousands of women every night and can't even talk to me. Still going around in the same cycle and think he is really selfish for behaving like this.

I would of been willing to speak to Daniel but he always runs away whenever I say anything. He doesn't like confrontation but likes to stand up for himself.

Yet he doesn't care about the pain I'm going through. When I first met, yes of course I knew he was in a lot of pain. I was willing to be there for him and be his safe space.

Now he just likes sleeping around with older women and prefers their naked bodies. As they clearly satisfy him in the bedroom because they have more experience. Along with healing the pain he is going through.

Well I'm sorry for not being enough to help you and be your happily ever after.

I hope that your happy with your thousands of different Victoria Secret models you found in the club.

From the woman who actually wanted real, true, authentic, slow, uncomplicated, unrushed, patient and real everlasting true love until death do us apart.

Received: November 1, 2022

Anonymous

You know God, how am I suppose to trust Daniel like he tells me to trust him. He told me that he isn't happy with other people.

This been the conversation

Me: It just feels like you are miles away and happy with other people. Nothing ever seems to be the same.

Daniel had told me "It seems that way but I'm not as happy as you think"

Yet it does feel like he is very happy with other women. Along with that it feels like he is purchasing Victoria Secret sexy underwear and bras, knickers and lingerie for every woman he changes his profile picture to.

It's like he is extremely happy without me because he likes buying women underwear. He doesn't even care about the way I feel and everything he had put me through. Daniel likes to date and sleep with older women to make them feel young again as they are going through a midlife crisis. Along with having passionate sex with them.

While everyday I have to deal with the pain what he put me through, purposely making his Facebook unavailable for me to speak to him. The pain goes through my head and heart everyday, I literally take it day by day. Doing my best to make things better for me.

I don't sleep around with thousands of men every night or purchase sexy underwear for different men to touch my body. I always be a good woman but Daniel can't appreciate me enough and I feel so upset he is doing this.

How he loves to go underwear shopping with every woman he changes his profile picture with.

While he is ashamed to even look at me in the street.

I can't believe that I had to deal with this. Everyone says "You get what you asked for"

I always ask to have everlasting true love until the end with a man. Yet I haven't received that in return, I always do my best to be a better woman and do enjoy college. The sadness, darkness and emptiness I have to experience as not being capable of keeping a man. Since it was beyond my control makes me feel very sad and disheartened.

It's not my fault that I don't have a dead man watching over me because he truly wanted to stay and love me until the end. A late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend who truly loved me, worshipped the ground I walked on and God.

Unlike Daniel who had the chance to receive everlasting true love until death do us apart. To keep a woman longer than I can keep a guy, to have gone out on posh dates, sleepovers, happy memories and dreams he made come true with her.

I didn't get the chance to make 2 men happy before the age of 25.

Also I don't get why Daniel has to buy so much underwear for different women. To purchase bras, knickers, lingerie and other underwear for women. Take women out shopping to get £42 underwear and should be ashamed of the way he puts me on hold.

All I ever truly wanted is a man's love, to be a man's first and forever wife, his true love until the end, the love of his life and best friend all in one. To be something special to a man and he actually loves me.

Not to be Daniel's left over scraps off the floor, as I do feel like his replacement for the woman he truly loved. That's why he likes to purchase sexy underwear for different women. As it's the only way he handles the pain.

I did my best to make things happen and still be a woman but nothing happened to me. As no man wanted to stay with me until the end of his life.

cowardly lion (plural cowardly lions) (figuratively) A person who acts tough but misses a golden opportunity out of fear or cowardice.

It's like this is how Daniel sees me as I just wanted a proper relationship, well marriage with a man.

Received: November 1, 2022

Anonymous

Please pray that Bryan will get his license renewed soon. He needs them badly because without them he is unable to go to work. Thank you!

Received: November 1, 2022

Anonymous

There been a photo of Mark Wright and Michelle Keegan who are an amazing couple. Who I also look up to as good role models and always thought it was finally going to happen to me.

Why can't I have this at 17 and beautiful? Don't even want to have a boyfriend anymore because it's too late to have this. I want to have a fiancé and forever husband. Since I weren't anything special to a man, like be his first kiss or the woman he lost his virginity to.

Just want to make a man truly happy, as future and forever husband & wife. As it's a spiritual, emotional and sacred union what God has brought together. Not all men see this in me and just want to be his first and forever wife, his true love until the end, the love of his life and best friend all in one.

Received: November 1, 2022

Anonymous

I've been praying to God for years. Yet he still hasn't heard my prayers and I'm a good woman.

Received: November 1, 2022