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Anonymous

Dear God,

I'm just a bit fed up and annoyed as don't get seen as a woman, due to the fact I'm vulnerable. Yet it's not my fault things had happened in my life to make things like this.

As I do my best to be a strong, brave, independent and humble woman doing everything. The way I would stand tall in my hometown doing things and just being happy. Not letting the past get to me but it always has to come back and drag me down.

Yes there aren't very nice people in the world and I do know that. It's more being able to defend myself or how to avoid/prevent any harm or danger getting to me.

What gets to me most of all is that I've been robbed from celebrating my 10 year anniversary in my 20's with Daniel. As of course I'm seen as 'vulnerable', 'different' and when I mean different, as in I don't follow the crowd.

Yet what gets to the the most and what is breaking my heart is that I weren't blessed with everlasting true love until the end. Someone told me that I'm going on like a woman who is 42. It's because I see other women in my age group from high school and college will be celebrating their 10 year anniversary from ages 21-28 and so happy for them.

I should of been in that group because I had found the best and not many people value real true love. Unlike these women I know and hold them in high regards. That really breaks my heart because I've always wanted everlasting true love until the end with a man.

At a young age so he can appreciate my beauty but it's like I'm not allowed to have that life. As I'm vulnerable and know there are people who are also vulnerable. I just hate the fact it's me because my progress in life is slower.

Don't know why I have to miss out on having everlasting true love until the end with a man. Some women are even lucky to have loved 2-3 men because they know God's love and word. To love their boyfriend(s), fiancé (s) and husband(s) until death do them apart.

Can't believe how I had to miss out on having this quality of life all because I'm vulnerable. Even though I'm a woman, I just hate to have this conversation been told to me. As it makes me feel small, weak and pathetic.

Before you say or think anything, I'm not saying this about all vulnerable people out there. As I know they deserve all the love, care and protection needed in life. I think that they are amazing and are good people too.

It's just how I feel about myself, as wanted to be an amazing woman. One of those beautiful women who have their life in order, got all the answers, nice clothes, body, face, perfume, job, car, a strong and healthy relationship/marriage with their significant other and have it all. Who are genuinely happy in life.

I wanted to be that woman not a scared, little girl who is always in the background.

Received: October 24, 2022

Martina

Heavenly Father

Thank you for this day. I studied a little, had some rest... I could have done more, but at least I did something. I also had some work to do.

Grandma and I argued again. So today she didn't talk much to me. It's a tiring situation. It takes a lot of energy and it is frustrating. I don't feel safe at home. Now she isn't at my place. She'll sleep at her place. I don't like that. I am unable to help her if she stays there. But at least we won't fight before going to sleep like the past two nights. But I worry and care for her so I ask in Jesus name that you protect her.

This week will be hard. A lot of plans, but also less work. I want to study but I don't know how things will go. I canceled a thing and rearranged my schedule. I ask you in Jesus name for help and guidance and motivation through the week. Tomorrow and Tuesday morning I should have time to study. Wednesday no, Thursday a little, Friday it depends on my work shift. I want to study but I am so drained that it is so difficult to begin. But when I study it's fine and I am more focused than before.

I also ask in Jesus name to reveal to me your will for me, what do you think about my situation, what my next step should be. And I pray in Jesus name for a blessed relationship, peace, healing and health of my loved ones.

In Jesus's name

Amen

Received: October 23, 2022

Anonymous

For so many years I never had the chance to be left alone to revise at home. I would tell someone but nobody would give a toss about the way I feel. It would always end in an argument and I would get shouted at.

Get told how when I'm in my own space that's when I will get left alone to revise. They just never seems to be happening and I'm losing hope living here.

I can't even read a book anymore as they make me do all the housework. Not able to sit in the same room because I would speak and it turns into an argument. I get told that things would get better and they don't otherwise I wouldn't be here suffering. (In silence)

I don't even get the chance to look after myself or get the chance to go out for food with a man. Go out on dates (As I wanted that with Daniel before this stupid coronavirus) and yet all my money gets taken off me. It doesn't even go into my bank account and have to clean up after everyone else.

I get told that Daniel will phone me but that hasn't happened.

I'm so trapped and can't do anything other than the housework. Everyday I look out the window thinking what life is there for me? A life where I don't get shouted at for housework because there is a man who appreciates everything I do.

A man who doesn't turn things into an argument because he knows what staying calm and listening is. A man who knows how to do housework because his family make time to teach him to be better.

I'm sick of constantly going through the same cycle. Not being allowed to go out, achieve everything and have to clean up after everyone else. While they are allowed to live a good quality of life with their special person.

Received: October 23, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

For so many years I've been a slave to the family as I always have to clean up after everyone and get spoken to like trash. To the point I can't do anything and just wanted to be happy.

I have to work so hard, get no appreciation and not allowed to go out. When I tried to go out with Daniel, they stopped me and made a mess of the housework just to cause things to fall apart.

There have been so many days where I spent time crying (Possibly all day as that's how much it affects me) because I just can't do anything else. I can't believe how you have forced me to be stuck in a place like this.

When I was at my first college, I always imagined that I would pack my things and slowly take my essentials. As to live with Daniel in a place where I feel genuinely happy. Not treading on eggshells but to finally walk on sunshine.

Why can't the people who have put me through so much pain get away with this? Yet I can't do anything without getting told I'm a bad person. How can I heal when this is what I constantly go through?

Why is this your plan? Making me do housework and not allowed to leave the house. Have true everlasting love with a man until the end. Missing out on what should of been 4 years of a successful relationship.

Why is it your plan to make me sad all the time? Not to have a happy home which is all I ever wanted. To be in a constant negative household and have to wait until people leave the country to do things.

I wanted to live a good life and everyone has took my dreams.

I wish that my future and forever husband would knock on my door. Get me out of here as there's nothing I can do to get out of this vicious cycle of housework. Spending years in silence, watching my back and robbed from living a good life.

Why can't you do something?

Received: October 23, 2022

Julia

Praying for restoration and financial breakthrough. Things are not going well for me and my family sickness ,debts. At the moment I have nothing to even offer to my children may God come through. AMEN

Received: October 23, 2022