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Anonymous

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

Dear God,

This is how I feel as of the distance between us and just being a person living in a man's memory. Thoughts, prayers and heart which can't be seen but always thought of.

Along with the loss of Daniel because he is always in my head and heart but never had a normal, proper, stable everlasting true love until the end. It's always "What could of been if he was here."

Not "Wow I'm so glad to have took a chance and make beautiful life time memories with Daniel."

This is how I'm feeling even though God told me that I won't be able to have a normal, proper, stable everlasting true love until the end at 23. Yet I've missed out on so many years of having young true love with a man.

Making my way downtown

Walking fast, faces pass and I'm homebound

Staring blankly ahead

Just making my way

Making a way through the crowd

And I need you

And I miss you

And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky

Do you think time would pass me by?

'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles

If I could just see you tonight

It's always times like these when I think of you

And wonder if you ever think of me

'Cause everything's so wrong, and I don't belong

Living in your precious memory

'Cause I need you

And I miss you

And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky

Do you think time would pass me by?

Oh, 'cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles

If I could just see you tonight

And I, I don't wanna let you know

I, I drown in your memory

I, I don't wanna let this go

I, I don't

Making my way downtown

Walking fast, faces pass and I'm homebound

Staring blankly ahead, just making my way

Making a way through the crowd

And I still need you

And I still miss you

And now I wonder

If I could fall into the sky

Do you think time would pass us by?

'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles

If I could just see you, oh-oh

If I could fall into the sky

Do you think time would pass me by?

'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles

If I could just see you

If I could just hold you tonight

As just living in a man's head and I'm not able to find you or Daniel. Since your both non accessable with no line of contact and there's nothing I can do but live in my head. Wanting to be shown love and affection but that's all out of my control.

While seeing other people in the crowd with their special person, being happy and all loved up. I can't help but to feel heartbroken again and again.

Even though I tell myself I'll have young true everlasting love with a man until the end. My heart breaks, tears roll down my eyes and there's nothing I can do anymore.

If you are a real person then please find me and show me it's not too late for true love until the end. Even though my dating life is nearly over and haven't had chance to experience young love unlike other women who are more lucky than me. To celebrate their 10 year anniversary with their special person by the time being in their 20's.

Lots of love from your future and forever wife who is still waiting to meet you.

Received: August 20, 2022

Anonymous

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

Good morning my lovely man hope that you had a good sleep last night. Even though it's only early in the morning, the sun has rose and wind chimes have that pleasant sound. They are known for good luck as to keep all badness away.

Haven't got round to telling you this but as in the waiting season feels it right to do it now. At school I didn't have anyone to cuddle up with and no guy wanted to give me a hug. I felt quite alone, my friend gave me this cuddle buddy application form.

For me I just fill in the application form of how I'd like to be cuddled and to have someone there. Since I feel quite alone since the pandemic, nobody to give me a hug.

When I saw other women who were girls at the time at school. They had their friends, just got together with their special person who they love. Doing well in their education and it's like they had all the answers.

Unlike me who was never an A* student as wouldn't even get left alone to revise.

Spent time feeling alone and I thought when seeing this cuddle buddy application form. That I'll save it for you because you will be spending the rest of our lives together happily in love and married.

Can't believe how fast time flies by and still not found true love until the end. When I see online how women have been widowed twice and found love again. It makes me happy they had the chance to experience a good quality of life with two men. While one man couldn't even keep me until the end.

Thought it would of been me who has that life together with a man. Instead I'm just writing letters to a man who is invisible and scared it's all in my head.

I got tired of waiting

Wondering if you were ever coming around

My faith in you was fading

I keep waiting for you to come but you never come

Is this in my head? I don't know what to think?

These are some lyrics from Love Story by Taylor Swift what was released in 2008. Not long before I started to pray for you. As there's a difference between manifesting a relationship and marriage in your head. To living in your head and not doing anything about it.

Future and forever husband; whatever your name is and how much you work hard. I've missed out on so many years of true everlasting love until the end. My friends tell me that it will happen to me but I see no progress.

That your proud to be seen with me in public. You don't need to put a hat on your head, hood up and have your head down because you have seen me by chance. To say thank you for giving you way and feel truly blessed to have me. Unlike Daniel who can't even look twice again at a woman like me.

Yet he falls asleep at night knowing I'm in pain as of what he put me through. There's nothing more I can do about it and doing my best everyday to be a proper woman for you.

I hope that your writing letters back to me because your talking to me too. (Your beautiful blessing, future and forever wife)

Lots of love from your future and forever wife. ❤️

Received: August 20, 2022

Anonymous

Jesus, I come to you now and ask you to take complete control over my husband Taj’s life . Every area of his life that is not pleasing to your name please change and bring course correction now . From this day forward help him to live everyday for you, and in a way that pleases you Lord. I ask you to protect him from my bad habits, and also prevent the seeds of sin in his life. Your power holds the truth to help him take back control of his life, so I pray for empowerment. Give him the strength to survive all iniquities. I exalt Your name as I intercede for my husband . Hear my cries Father, In Jesus name, Amen.

Received: August 20, 2022

Anonymous

Father God i am weary ,tired,drained and stressed...Come and pour out Your Love Your Strenghth and Your Grace upon me

Amen

Received: August 20, 2022

Anonymous

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

Please find me soon and for us to settle down in a happily relationship, engagement and marriage. As get told that soon to be moving into a bigger place as there isn't much space for everyone here.

Yet I have to clean up after everyone and don't get the chance to feel at home. Picking up after everyone else, get told how I'm not allowed to get married as to clean up. It's not fair I just want a good life with you and to feel at home.

To put my feet up after a long day at work and seeing your handsome face smiling at me. When I come home from work; you'll make sure the place is tidy and clean for me. Just like I'll do the same for you, then we are able to relax. Teamwork skills are important which is why we will do this together.

A small place would be good for me as don't have to clean up as much. Yes housework needs to be done but don't want you to take advantage of my situation. Just wanted to have a happy home with the man I truly love and who will appreciate me.

Don't forget our wedding day is on 7th July, because your truly the best thing that's ever happened to me. Your the reason why I'm alive and worth celebrating my birthday. As you make life better, give it purpose and meaning.

Place your hand in my hand and I'll place my head on your shoulder. We will pray to God thanking him for bringing us together and we stay together. Even if either/both of us the factor of not being able to have children. I'll love you anyway and want to make the most of my time with you. As not had the chance to fulfill my dreams with you.

A small home, we have structure, routine and etiquette in our home. As to have a chance to switch off after a long day. Along with always treating each other with dignity, respect and trust. Speak to each other with indoor voices and the love will always be there for us.

Let's always have a cuddle in the morning before we start our day. Tell each other what we appreciate and value about one another. For me I say "My handsome now and forever husband is a hard worker to put a roof over our heads. I appreciate how you gave me a better quality of life and give me a future. Now and forever I will love you and pray that God keeps us together until death do us apart."

A small home with you is what I want and knowing we will be together. That's what will make our home, cosy and would like to stay at home. Instead of going to work (Even though I need to go in) as just love my home life. Or to say "Come on bus/taxi/person giving me a lift; come on I want to see my future and forever husband.

Then I'll run home to him and give him a hug as so happy to see him.

A good home with the man of my dreams is truly all I ever wanted. A happy home where I can relax and feel safe, give and receive love off the love of my life.

P.s let's show our families we are serious of wanting to be together. That we are two young people (I'm 17 and not a day older) your the older one but we fell in love.

I love and miss you so much prince charming. Please find me soon so we can have a beautiful life together and enjoy life as future and forever husband & wife.

Lots of love from your future and forever wife. ❤️

Received: August 19, 2022