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Anonymous

Dear Unknown Future and Forever Husband,

Please know that I do have a good heart which is sensitive, soft and honest hearted woman. I hope that you will truly appreciate me and to always work hard in our home, marriage and every aspect of life together.

Really do hope that you will appreciate me and to never leave or abandon me. That you will always see me as your beautiful blessing, wonderful soon to be fiancée and forever wife.

Not to see me as the left over scraps on the floor, the disgusting ex girlfriend who you weren't willing to keep. Since I had never been given the chance to truly love a man until the very end. I always give my best out to people but never get treated like I'm the world.

Just to let you know that I'm not on about other people; if they had gone through breakups and divorces. I wouldn't look down on them or think little or them. I only feel sad because I should of been blessed with everlasting true love until the end.

I should of got it right second time right with a man and to not have been called "ex" because I'm not disgusting trash who no man should keep.

It should of been me who had a happily ever after but to continue working on our relationship and marriage between us. Since your a strong, brave hearted man who is willing to keep me by your side until the very end.

Be down to earth about making things work and to continue praying to God together. I just want to be known and remembered as a man's first and forever wife, your true love until the end, the love of your life and your best friend all in one.

That you also want to have a proper, stable, stick together throughout everything in life relationship and marriage. Not a stupid, stop, start, on/off messed up dysfunctional relationship as you are switched on and you truly know what you want in life.

I didn't ask for all this mess, I'm a natural and honest person. Not my fault there are things what are beyond my control and I shouldn't have to miss out on having everlasting true love until the end.

That you always have healthy communication, your allowed to grow and progress as a person. Please be truly loyal and dedicated to me, just like I am to you. Since it shouldn't be me doing everything all the time.

I pray that you will take everything I say into thought and consideration. Of course I want to be a proper woman who I'm proud of and you are too.

One final thing - my eyes sting and look like I have been crying all the time. As I had been left by a man who sold me the world and can't even talk to me. He mentioned how he would never leave me and I'm the love of his life.

Also, I do miss doing things for myself like reading books, being creative and things what make me as a person. When being with Daniel (In a normal relationship) everyone started to treat me as his next of kin. (Even though I weren't, everyone was treating me as his girlfriend/fiancée and wife) to let me know what's happened with Daniel. The way he has been behaving, saying things and what he is doing throughout the day.

If I weren't with him, I would read my books before meeting him and during the time of being together. Then eventually the housework would pile up, get given a hard time for loving Daniel and loads of drama.

Even though it was sad with certain things what happened. I felt like I was finally a proper woman, as people treated me as his next of kin. Letting me know about Daniel and knowing for that short period of time I tried to be a proper woman.

Just thought you should know I do like learning but certain things have made me feel like I can't. As my heart breaks, I really convinced myself it would be me who is known and to be at least one man's happily ever after.

I always do my best to get out of bed every morning, look after myself, pray to God, look after my dog Fluffy, look after the house, get up early for college and catch buses there. Study hard and to do well and volunteer.

This is also how I feel, I wish you were here and to provide stability for me. To hug me telling me everything will be alright, as your sure that I'm the one you want to devote your life. Also that your writing letters to me and are man that's true to your word.

This is also how I'm feeling but please understand the pain what I had to go through. Since Daniel didn't appreciate me as much, I tried to convince myself differently. - "It feels like you didn't appreciate me enough as I don't have a late boyfriend/fiancé/husband/ex boyfriend for you to compete with. As you don't have to feel like you have someone to lose me too.

Or a dead man (Sorry for being so blunt but can't bottle it up anymore) watching over me and feel like you have to do better. Along with a box of letters, cards, journals and other things he made specially designed for me. Even the way we made love to each other and the life we built together.

Unlike me who is in competition with other women who you had sex with. Or to receive love letters in a box as of all the woman who you actually love. I wished that I had the chance to love and make two men happy before the age of 40. Until death do us apart because I weren't blessed to have that life together at 17."

Now got referred to as a past reference, as I have to pay the price for things I didn't do. To have a tone of questions to ask and answers to receive. It always go through my head everyday, I feel sad that nobody gives me any answers or to sort things out. I've been left out high and dry, yet got to carry on.

Even though I always do my best, but never been blessed with the man who wants to stay. We should be engaged and married soon, as my dating life is nearly over and just wanted to make a man truly happy until the end.

I hope that you will pray for me this evening and speak to me in my dreams. As I'm not a bad person but it's not my fault for being abandoned like this. Or to not be a man's happily ever after, when I had asked and affirmed it for so many years.

I'm doing my best everyday and don't ever walk away from me because your the one I truly love.

I love you so much my future and forever husband.

Received: October 4, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

I hate being referred to as someone's "ex" unless they didn't care and respect my wishes of a proper relationship.

I can't believe that Daniel has to refer me to as a past reference. Since I didn't ask to be abandoned by a man, while other women get their happily ever after. Since they had the chance to love the same man until the very end.

Or to have a late boyfriend, fiancé and/or husband who passed away. Now they have a current boyfriend, fiancé and/or husband.

I SHOULDN'T be referred to as an ex because I'm not a past reference!!!! It's not my fault I have to go undercover and hide everything. It should of been me who had been blessed with everlasting true love until the very end. To have a current fiancé and forever husband.

Not to be in a list with getting confused and lost with thousands of ex girlfriends. I'm not a past reference. Nice to know how little I really mean to someone, who I would never refer to as a past reference.

Apart from when I was forced to say it by people who caused a rift between Daniel and I.!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Received: October 4, 2022

Anonymous

Reunite with my ex.Constantly on my mind and would love to reconnect and communicate and get back together!

Received: October 4, 2022

Anonymous

I need to get money to pay this months rent and buy groceries to be able to pay all my bills in full and to get my landlord off my back and to show me what need to do about my job and Jordan

Received: October 4, 2022

Anonymous

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

I always pray for you everyday, over the last 13 years but God hasn't blessed me with a proper relationship. Since it's been robbed from me to have a relationship with a man. Due to the fact I lost him with circumstances beyond my control. I want to get married to you as soon as possible, be your wife and have a good quality of life with you. Why can't you hear me? Why can't you write me letters for so many years and keep them safe? Just wanted to make a man truly happy until your last breath and be the reason you love life. Along with pursuing your own dreams.

Where are you? I've been robbed from having a relationship with a man, to celebrate our 10 year relationship anniversary in my 20's. Then would of waited until 33 to get married, but now I lost him. I want to get married to you soon, so by the time I do turn 33, at least I'll be capable to say we have been together eleven years.

Even though it should of happened to me sooner, at a young age. God is taking ages and wish he would put my name on the blessed list. For marriage because I haven't been blessed to go out places, like what other people are able to do in a normal relationship. Not letting housework define them, sadly like it does with me.

I wish to be capable of keeping a man until the very end. To make him the happiest man alive, where he genuinely loves and appreciates me. A man who's face lights up when I walk into the room. He has that respect for me, protective of me and we are able to build a life together.

Also for me to marry the next man who gets close to me physically, intellectually, mentally, emotionally, spiritually and financially. Since I had to undress my naked soul to Daniel and thought he would actually look after my heart. Yet he just disappears without an explanation and making me miss out on having a good quality of life with a man.

Whenever I used to hear someone - female friend, at my college say "I'm able to keep a guy longer then (The person who I'm not friends with anymore)" even though this weren't aimed at me, because this person genuinely likes me.

It got me down as nobody can remember me as the beautiful woman who been able to truly love a man until the end.

Finally my future and forever husband, I just want to say sorry for not being able to keep a man until the end. Before meeting you, sorry I don't have a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend. Who been remembered for loving me until the end.

Or to ever be the woman who a man lost his virginity too. As it's clearly obvious that no man wants to wait for me, otherwise he wouldn't give into his sexual urges with thousands of men.

I hope that you don't see me as a pushover as haven't got a man watching over me. To know that I am successful in having everlasting true love until the end.

Please come to me before it's too late, as now won't even get the chance to celebrate a one year anniversary with a man. Not that I would wish bad on you, because you will be worth the good quality of life. Just don't see myself having a boyfriend anymore, as that period has expired.

Yes you might think I'm sad with everything I'm saying but really do feel down and upset. Just wanted to be a beautiful blessing and show my beauty to a man at a young age. Before my life is over, even though it feels that way because you haven't found me.

Received: October 4, 2022