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Anonymous

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

Good morning my lovely man who I adore so much and love to pieces. Sometimes when I can't sleep; I can't help but to think that your dreaming of me first. That the reason why I can't because your thoughts are so excited and happy with thinking about me.

Most days I get sad about the waiting season because it feels like I'm an Amazon order what's on hold. You have got to change something in order to receive your delivery. Yet that's what I want for true everlasting love until the end with you.

Whenever I see other women who have either celebrated their 10 year anniversary by the time they are 21 and 24. Or due to celebrate it during sometime in their 20's. My heart breaks not because I'm jealous of them but wished that I had everlasting true love until the end with a man.

Of course I hug my dog Fluffy, who I take care of in every way possible and be there for him. Volunteer, go back to college and look after the house. Even watch videos of how other women write letters to their future husband. Yet they don't want to write too many letters filled with loads of journals and letters.

For me that's all I seem to do is write you as many letters as possible. As I just want to share my life with a man that is proud of me. To love me until the end and not make me feel ashamed of not having everlasting true love until the end at 14 years old unlike other women.

No man seems to appreciate me as a woman, I don't wear Victoria Secret clothes or sleep around with thousands of men every night. Along with not cheating on men just so I can have one thing. Do my best in life for everyone else but my actions don't get seen enough.

Last night I was talking to one of my cousin's how I haven't had everlasting true love until the end. While other women are celebrating their 10 year anniversary or some men and women are able to be blessed with two great loves.

Never been taken out on a date with a man and done normal things what normal couples do. Mum told me that true everlasting love takes time and it will happen to me. Of course I know that she means well but everything is taking even longer with me.

Since God hadn't blessed me with true everlasting love until the end since childhood/highschool and college. I feel like I've been left behind in life and missing out on having a great life.

Also I would like to apologize too for not having enough experience with men. Since I still haven't been blessed with everlasting true love until the end. Along with the fact I haven't celebrated anniversaries with a man.

Most of all I want to say sorry for not having a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend who's love had been remembered. A man who was known to worship the ground I walked on and been truly in love with me. He wrote me letters everyday, we built a beautiful life together and all of his family, friends, work colleagues, general public and community all knew how much this man been loyal to me. Very in love and he was known to be a good man to me and everyone who he kept close to in his heart.

I hope that you don't have a late girlfriend, fiancée, wife and ex girlfriend who passed away. As I can't handle being second best to a woman you can no longer hold in your arms. Also it will make me feel bad for not being able to keep a man for years until the end.

"Things happen in their own time and at your pace." That's what people have said to me but I've been ready for the last 13 years but nothing had happened to me. I'm still waiting for you and you haven't come.

I look back on all the years I've should of been living my dream come true life. How my young years should be my best years but haven't even done anything.

Don't get why I have to wait so long for a blessing I've done everything right by. While other women get a nice easy path.

Most days I compare myself to other women and feel myself getting ill. As haven't done as much as other women have done. Along with comparing myself to Ariana Grande as she has been so beautiful for years. To keep a man until the end and make him truly happy.

Ariana Grande and Mac Miller's relationship between them been so beautiful. Not because they are famous people with loads of money. It'd the fact they been real, authentic and true to themselves what makes it beautiful.

Even though he passed away which was sad, Ariana Grande been there for him. Now she is able to love another man called Dalton Gomez who she had been with for 2 years.

It's sad to say that I haven't had a 'normal' relationship where I've celebrate an anniversary, birthday, Easter, Thanksgiving Christmas, Valentine's Day and many more holidays and milestones. For me I always get told that next time it will happen but I'm still waiting.

Yet I can't even say that I've made a man happy until the end and he spends his life with me. To share those small beautiful moments together like eating breakfast in the morning at the table. Or when he is in bed lying down and I'm sitting on the bed on top of the quilt cover. Along with praying to God so we can stay together until the end. He holds my hand and we just talk about things whatever normal couples talk about.

I've missed out on so many years and opportunities to have true everlasting love until the end. To receive love letters, I would like at least 2 boxes full of love letters. Then when we are due to marry on 7th July, we can give each other letters.

Also for you to write cards out to me for every occasion what I've listed above for the holidays.

This is how I feel and only want you to know so you truly are my dream come true. I hope that you will never compare me to other women who you previously liked. Just before we kiss on the lips or to make me feel guilty for not having a man's shadow lurking over me. The way how Daniel made me feel because he was grieving and missing the woman he actually loves. Since he was with her for 2 years, knew her throughout his high school years.

Yet he was only with me for 2 months and before the next thing I tell you. Please don't say I'm overthinking and reading to in depth into things. It just feels like this has been purposely against me.

This might be a bit hard to understand but I'll explain it anyway. Some of the calender dates from some years ago are the same. I'll give you an example and explain how this affects me.

Thanksgiving in 2016 was on Thursday, 24 November.

This year 2022 Thanksgiving falls on the date - Thursday, 24 November

Have you noticed how the dates are the same? Even though 2016 had a leap year. For me it feels like Daniel had and is still truly in love with his late ex girlfriend. As the dates of 2016 are the same as this year. Yet nothing has changed apart from the year, content in the year so people growing up, doing different things and changing.

Yet for 2018 is only the same as the first 2 months of 2024. Just like how Daniel was only truly in love with me for 2 months and then the rest of the year is the same dates as 2019.

I know you might think I'm being sad or silly but this honestly affects me. As it feels like even the Gods up in sky are telling me that I'm just a replacement love.

As of the calender dates and all I ever truly wanted is to be a man's first and forever wife, his true love until the end, the love of his life and best friend all in one. I hope that your this man who would want to marry me a few months after meeting me. As you have a strong connection with God so you know for sure we will be spending the rest of our lives together happily in love and married until the end.

That you don't want to play around in the dating field because you can't believe your luck in finding a woman like me. To have felt like you have won the lottery and hit the jackpot.

I hope that you will understand what I'm saying and to be a better man than he been.

I do love you very much as to believe that you are a real human being walking this earth. Please write back to me so I know that you do truly want this relationship and future marriage between us.

P.s can you keep me in your thoughts, prayers and heart from now, over the weekend until Tuesday. As I have to go to a place where I have to relive childhood memories what I really don't enjoy.

I love you so much my love from your beautiful future and forever wife. ❤️

Received: August 25, 2022

Anonymous

Lord, I decree that my wait is over! Restoration and reconciliation is here for Taj and me! Hallelujah

Received: August 25, 2022

Donetta Mccoy

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Received: August 25, 2022

Anonymous

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

Daniel my fiancé,

To God;

Today I was speaking to my girl cousin as got a bit sad and upset with things. As I was talking to her about how some girls in my age group are already celebrating their 10 year anniversary. That some females have either celebrated it at 21, since Year 7 and other women are yet to set to celebrate their 10 year anniversary at 24 or older.

Or how some people have already had that chance to love a man or woman until the end. I know it's sad that nobody would wish that their boyfriend/girlfriend/fiancé/fiancée/ex-girlfriend/ex-boyfriend passing away.

I rather be remembered as a man's first and forever true love until the end. A man's childhood sweetheart or high school sweetheart that's been there until the end.

Not a failure of someone who had been asked out as a joke by lads and not having true love until the end. I rather have true everlasting love until the end and make a man truly happy.

I just want to have man who is proud of me and is truly love me. Be a man's first and forever wife, his true love until the end, the love of his life and best friend all in one.

God I'm so sorry for not having everlasting true love until the end straight away with a man. I'm sorry for not taking care of a man with romantic love and passion.

I wish that it was me who made a man happy until the end. For his family, friends, work colleagues, general public and community all know how much he loves me. That I'll be his Mrs and everyone knows how much he loves me throughout everything.

Received: August 24, 2022

Anonymous

I love you so much my handsome fiancé, hope that your writing me letters as to declare your love for me. Just like I am doing for you and hope that our marriage between us two is full of love, joy, happiness and he truly wants me.

Received: August 24, 2022