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Anonymous

Dear God,

I just want to say this message because I'm really heartbroken and upset.

To the two people who had said they are my friends and only started to speak to me because I was then - Daniel's girlfriend.

To Aaron and Zoe,

I always found it hard to keep people in my life as of certain things I had gone through when being younger. Always felt misunderstood and nobody truly appreciated me as a person.

When I was at highschool no guy wanted to date me, kiss me, spend time with me and just have that highschool love. I got asked out by lads as a joke, to be a guy's prom date and spend time with me. To say that they want to spend time with me as a joke.

Whoever I hanged out with at school, didn't have that true connection where I felt at peace of mind. Where I wanted to stay there and never get bored. Deep down I always felt like a part of me been missing.

God told me that the man I'll end up with is similar to Mac Miller. As time went on I started to see more of it and then I met Daniel. For the first time in my life I actually felt a true connection with a man. Like God answered all of my prayers and as I was only 17, still had life in me to make things work.

As we been forced apart and everyone including you both started to make rumours up. Mac Miller passed away and it was then that I understood what God was saying to me. That young 14 year old girl who was just studying at school and spending time with Fluffy at home.

That I don't have that much time left with Daniel as my future had already been written out. I pray that you don't ever have to go through things I have been through.

As you both would never understand how it feels to get told you bring shame on the family and community. Just for loving one man, I don't date around to find my perfect match.

You took the life I only dreamed of having with Daniel. To just spend simple everyday life together, enjoy the sunshine, go on holidays, dates, meals, restaurants and days out. For two people I have never met, I hope that your happy for causing a rift and ruining my love life.

People say that time heals everything but that's not true. Get told how I should get over myself as of the pain I had dealt with for what Daniel put me through. Just put it in a mental box in my mind and forget about it. Move on it doesn't matter, that's easier said than done and get some people mean well.

Whenever I see anyone in the general public all happily in love and married. My heart dies a little more inside because I think that should of been me. Genuinely happily in love and having a great life ahead of me and Daniel.

Instead I just watch videos and look at photos of Mac Miller and Ariana Grande. They had the chance to build a beautiful life together and to have that beautiful blessing given by God. - True Love until the end. As I see the pure, sincere, honest and sincere love between them.

That's how I felt with Daniel and that's been taken from me. True love had been taken from me as it's off the table.

While you both get to speak about how your friendship in 2018 grew and eventually you started to date. Now your already celebrating your 3 year anniversary.

Yet I'm here suffering, crying everyday and can't even get out of bed. As of what you both done to me but I just wish you well. As God was there for me as to speak to and that is something that you can never take from me.

Just got to make the most of my life as it just feels like it's ended for me.

Received: August 14, 2022

Anonymous

Me to have total job security. I had a good night last night on my job, but there's bad gossipers at my job that want me to leave so bad. The lady I worked with tonight waited until after I left to talk to the woman who hates me when we swapped shifts this morning. I really need this job to pay off medical debts, loan debts, high child support, & a baby on the way. There's 2 women who hate me & lie about me, trying to get me fired. They even are very close to our coordinator & it scares me to death. Pray hard for me to be protected at my job & not get fired or written up. Pray hard for C. & S.W. to realize that D.W. & S.C. are the ones lying & gossiping, & that they'll help me.

Received: August 14, 2022

Anonymous

Saturday 13th August 2022

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

Daniel (My soon to be, future and forever husband)

Good morning hope that your well, staying safe from the sunshine and drinking plenty of water. I know that this is going to be contradicting but it'd best to keep the blinds/curtains shut. As to prevent any heat coming in.

On time for my volunteering today, as not many people in and had to pop into the dry cleaners before I started. It was only around the corner of my bus stop where I get off. The first but I caught was on time and sat at the front to see the scenery and houses.

Held onto my uncle's designer clothes in the carrier bag tight and not let go. As they all had to get there and my second bus was on its way. It was a single decker bus which made me more grateful. As everyone would be cooped up the sardines and to keep an eye on personal belongings.

Everyone including myself had placed our bag on the chair next to us. Until one lady was looking where to sit, I moved my bag as to be kind. She didn't even say "Thank you." Which I did find very rude and ungrateful as basic manners don't cost much.

Got off the bus, saying thank you to the lady driving. Went into my work place to put my bag down as it was extremely heavy. Told my manager that I'm just going to the dry cleaners and be straight back.

This had been my first time to go into a dry cleaners and the lady just asked me to take everything out the bag. She been very polite and saying that the clothes will be ready for Tuesday afternoon. For me is perfect as I volunteer on a Tuesday and my cousin parks outside there. To either pick me up or take me home, it will be near.

The weather been beautiful today which I been grateful to enjoy it outside. Not many customers came in but it's understandable with this hot weather. I stayed hydrated throughout the day and find it hard to walk back in the evening. As the sun is always in my face which caught a bit of a tan on my face.

Fluffy wants me to take him out but I keep telling him no. As it's not safe for him and just had spent time with my family. Since I'm always the only grandchild at home and my cousin's are all out. Me to do the housework and not have much of a life to look forward to.

What doesn't help me is that you don't want to talk to me and all I can think of is you lying in bed. Reading over the love letters what you and your late ex girlfriend sent to each other. Cards you gave each other, to watch photos and videos of your life together. Speaking to the mates who you both shared and just remembering her.

I'm sorry as wouldn't understand how it feels to lose someone in that way. I never had a late boyfriend, fiancé, husband and ex boyfriend. A man who been remembered for loving me until the end and everyone knew about it. Since no man ever wrote me love letters and kept them in a box for me.

To me your everything and to you I'm just another woman who had came into your life.

I love you anyway from your fiancée, future and forever wife.

Received: August 14, 2022

Faith

Please pray for me. My husband walked out of the marriage for a lady 30 years younger. He left me during a health crisis. He promised I could stay in the home and he would take care of the finances, now he has changed his mind wants me to leave or pay to keep the home going. I am living off of $950 a month. This has been so hard! Prayer for financial abundance to keep the home going!

Received: August 14, 2022

Anonymous

Praying and asking God for peace in my heart & mind. I'm praying for His mercy, guidance & comfort as I navigate through these dark days, tears and pain. I made a complete fool of myself (in so many ways) and wish I could take it all back. I can't stop the tears and feelings of complete failure. Please God, I need You. Please God, go before me.

Received: August 14, 2022