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Chelsea

Hello,

Can you please pray for my mental health? I was recently diagnosed with OCD, depression, and anxiety. I have been having debilitating thoughts of dying. I am a young mom with a toddler and husband. And the thoughts have been so had that I can't focus on anything else. They have even wreaked havoc on my body. It had caused a lot of pain, including chest and back pain. Which has increased the thoughts of death.

Received: August 3, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and I'm grateful for your blessings everyday life.

I'm sorry for repeating myself but I can only tell you and others on here, how I'm feeling. As you won't judge me or hold it against me, I've tried to explain how I feel at home but always get interrupted whenever I speak. As it's like I'm not allowed to have a voice and have to be treated like a baby.

I just can't help but look at photos of Mac Miller and Ariana Grande, their relationship they had been so beautiful, pure, sincere, honest, dedicated and blissful between each other. Nothing was forced, everything was so natural and can tell God put them together.

To do simple everyday things together like going for a walk with the dogs they look after to supporting each other. When it came to their music, wishing each other the best and are genuinely happy for each others milestones.

I wanted to have all of that life with Daniel at college, when being 17 and beautiful. When I first started college, of course I wanted to have someone by my side for companionship and talking to. I silently prayed for my future and forever husband, the man I'll be married to and spend the rest of my life with.

Then less than a year everything was forced apart and I was in deep pain. I felt that the only other person apart from God, who understood my pain had been Ariana Grande. Just Daniel is still alive but I did my best but everything was out of my control.

I remember that mum and a customer in my volunteering shop both said to me "It hasn't happened yet as the timing isn't right." I know they mean well, as they have lived a lot longer than me and know how life works. As I get really down and upset about this, even though I do my best to carry on with my life.

God I just want to say that I'm very sorry for not having a late boyfriend, fiancé' or soon to be married man's shadow lurking over me. A man's love is what had been left behind, the good deeds of what he has done on this earth. Building a life and legacy with me and for himself as an individual.

I would love to have a great proper relationship with a man until the end. A man who knows how to love me correctly, as he spends time with throughout the day. As we will have a strong foundation what will stand the test of time.

To be a man's heart of gold where he knows that a good, young and beautiful woman does exist. As he is lucky to have me in his life and arms. Be his first and forever wife, his true love until the end, the love of his life and best friend all in one.

Whenever I see anyone who's happily in love and married with their special person. It makes me sad not having that, as everyone else will do whatever it takes to stop me from having that love. All because they want me to do the housework, while they are allowed to live a life.

It makes me think what is wrong with me or why am I not allowed to have that? I shouldn't have to miss out on having everlasting true love until the end because I have divorced parents. Or things what happened to me when I was younger. There are people out there in this world, who have divorced parents but are in healthy and happy relationships/marriages. As they learned from what happened, know what is acceptable and not acceptable. Then to unlearn toxic patterns and be the better person.

Nobody seems to give me that chance and I should have it.

I pray to look and feel 17 and beautiful for the rest of my life. As I missed out on what should of been a beautiful relationship with a man. I'm not jealous of Ariana Grande, just more heartbroken that I can't have that straight away.

As Ariana Grande looks 19 years old (The age when she met Mac Miller on 4th December 2012, same day Fluffy was born) and she had to wait 4 years for them to date. Along with being the longest relationship to have with a man before he passed away.

Then she had found love again with Dalton Gomez and is happily married. I pray that they will last for the rest of their lives, after everything Ariana had been through.

Even though it's sad that Ariana had lost her soulmate and best friend - Mac. I admire how she had been able to love him until death do us apart. As not everyone has that patience and understanding, since everyone changes every season. Like a person may prefer spring/summer more than winter. Or people in my generation just move on, once the spark has gone and with love you have to continue to be there for the person. Even on days you may not even like each other.

I know people say you shouldn't compare yourself to others, as my time will come. It'd just that I get a bit sad seeing how Ariana Grande had the chance to love two men until the end before the age of 30. Yet she still looks amazing, doing well in her own life and to still have the rest of her life to look forward to with Dalton.

Yet I couldn't even get to have the chance to love a man straight away at 17 and beautiful. As I'm always on hold and wish it was just the right time for me to have this life with a man. As my dating life is nearly over and want to have at least 2 years dating life before getting engaged and married.

I wish that you would hear my voice and prayers.

Thank you.

Received: August 3, 2022

Caterpillar

Dear Lord,

it's a particular time of my life. Everything seems to be changing. Till today it's been bad things, but also some good things happened and I am grateful for them.

Now I am waiting to see what will happen with my job. Dad's been telling me to apply for a job that I don't want to do, but a friend of mine today told me that they are looking for new people, is it a sign that I'll lose this job and that I should apply for this one? I don't know. If I'll lose this job I'll try, but I need your help as I know that I could lose the job any time even if they offer me it. That is because anyone can come and ask for my job since I haven't graduated yet and if they give me the job I pray that at least till I don't graduate I can keep it. If I graduate and I lose this job it would be easier to look for another one, but if I don't apply for the other job, lose this one before I graduate...well it could be a huge problem.

Yesterday I tried to focus and work on the thesis, but the only thing I got is cancel the last sentence and don't know how to continue with a sentence that makes sense. I could put aside the thesis and study for the exam I have to give in the other university, but motivation is at 0 so I just watch tv or talk to you... Of course is good talking to you and praying, but I feel like I am trying to use it as an excuse to not study. I pray for help, may I find the way to continue with the thesis and find it easier to write is so I can send it to the professor...

And last but not least, I pray for love. I am faithful I'll meet the right one, THE one, even if I haven't met anymore nor have the chance to. I trust you will do it, because I know you won't leave me all alone, with no family.

Thank you Lord for listening to ma and for what you've done and you'll do.

In Jesus name I ask, Amen

Received: August 3, 2022

Anonymous

Lord thank you for your goodness. Thank you for your grace and merry. Lord I pray that you will never leave me or forsake me. Lord, please cover me ! No weapon formed against me shall prosper and every tongue that rise up against me shall be condemned. Lord bless me financially , bless me with my husband, bless me with my home. Cover me under your blood . Amen

Received: August 3, 2022

Anonymous

I'm praying to feel God's presence in everything I do, my family and I need a financial blessing, a better career for me, and stop the repossession of my home. I'm praying for healing in my family and myself, my pastor, and friends.

Received: August 3, 2022