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Sydney

Hello my name is Sydney, I could really use some prayer bc rn I feel like my faith is crumbling & I hate it sm, I love having a close, good relationship w Father, I don’t like feeling like he isn’t talking to me or with me. My situation is very confusing, me & my baby daddy were together for 2 years & we have a little baby girl who’s 1 now, I’m a Christian & her dad believed in God but didn’t have that close relationship w him bc he never knew where to start w his spiritual journey. I always compared our relationship to a rollercoaster or I sometimes called us a knock off version of the notebook but we really loved each other, we’re so young but we really did. Throughout our relationship I would pray a lot bc I didn’t want to go through a bad heartbreak if this person wasn’t the person God had for me ya know? Before I met him I went through a very painful breakup so one night I was crying asking God to send me someone who loved me more than I loved him OR we loved each other the same, I asked God to remove friendships, relationships anything out of my life that didn’t come from him, I also asked him to bring my husband into my life, I made myself a promise that I was going to be single until I met him (I thought that was going to be a long time lol but nope!) I met my baby daddy not too long after (a mutual friend set us up bc he knew I was a good girl who’s been hurt a lot & same w him, he genuinely believed we would be good together). I don’t want to write a book lol but we fell in love very fast (everything feels so different w him) but I got postpartum very very badly & we both weren’t prepared for it so that destroyed our relationship :/ (he took it personally). The Holy Spirit had told me one time I was praying asking if he was my husband that “this is who I have for you” & you know when it’s from God bc you hear a mans voice & I immediately broke down crying but I was happy bc I had finally gotten my answer ya know? I’m such an overthinker though I overthink everything so I started doubting those words so I would ask God to send me dream after dream (God speaks to me through dreams) I wanted to make sure this really was my husband & I did end up having 3 dreams later & it would be weird to explain online but the Holy Spirit had spoke to him & told him what promise ring to buy me when he bought me one at our mall (he thought it was his conscious as he’s never felt/heard the Holy Spirit before) when he told me how he felt/what happened I immediately knew it was our father 🙂 I knew in my heart that God was apart of our relationship so us breaking up bc of the last few months in our relationship (postpartum, losing my job, stressing over rent, having a months old baby all that stress etc.) has been very hard on me. Something scary I did pray for back in October is for God to do what needed to be done before marriage for us then boom we decided to take a break then that break turned into a breakup then he came back after a month & I thought we were doing good but March he broke it off for good & about a month ago he started dating a new girl (we went to her moms wedding together so that rlly hurt to know that Ik who exactly it is). It’s not just a regular breakup for 2 reasons 1. We have a baby together & 2. The Holy Spirit told me he was my husband. For those reasons I’ve been struggling so badly through all this especially with my faith bc I’m wondering why would God tell me that but everything surrounding that promise is the opposite of what he said ya know? I wish God would take away my overthinking bc I keep thinking too much but Ik God just wants me to trust him through all this but it’s so hard, I feel like rn my life is falling apart & it’s unfair bc I’m the Christian one, my ex’s seems like it’s going so amazing & im here struggling as a single mom, I just lost my job, I feel like I’m going through a spiritual warfare etc. I know I was meant to meet him one example being that God told me my baby girl was always meant to be apart of his plan for my life & another being that my ex was planning on committing suicide before he met me but I came into his life randomly & he never looked back to those thoughts ever again. I just don’t understand what God is doing in my life rn. I can’t see the bigger picture in this, I just truly don’t understand why God told me that was my person when he’s happy with someone else right now, I don’t think my “husband” would be hurting me the way he is ya know? He also moved on really fast so that makes me think that I never met anything to him (Ik I did bc like I said we rlly loved each other) I feel like if this is supposed to be a testimony of Gods timing not mine that I’m not going to be able to accept my ex back into my life bc I feel like I can’t forgive him. I just don’t understand why this is all happening. My poor daughter doesn’t deserve any of this ya know. What’s hurts the most is that I feel like God isn’t talking to me, I really need him to speak to me or give me a dream but I really feel like he isn't with me rn, it hurts bc doesn’t he want to talk to me? Please pray for my faith & I would love to have an encounter w Father (it’s been way too long) Please just pray for me 🙂 I really need it.

Received: April 21, 2021

Patricia

Lord, I glorify and thank you for all that You have done for me. Thank You for giving me the strength when I thought I could not make it; the patience when I thought I could not wait for my prayers to be answered. I ask You, Lord, that You continue to guide me. Give me peace of mind and peace of the heart always. And remind me always that Your will, will prevail and not my will. Remind me also that You are making ways now. I claim that all of these pressures, worries, fears, tears, weakness, heartbreaks, and waiting are going to be better soon! In Jesus name, Amen.

Received: April 21, 2021

Anonymous

To lose weight in a healthy way & that the stress eating will stop. To have aging stop & for me to get the proper care for myself. For me to make stable customers ASAP off my clothing business. I've had no job for 6 years now due to people in my town not hiring me or not keeping me long, due to gossipers. It's happened to me at 2 jobs & I'm almost 28 trying to make money like everyone else.

I finally got an opportunity to model for 2 companies, they're both commission-based but I finally got my chance. Please pray that my boyfriend will get to travel with me for our safety & that we'll make memories together before we get married. Also, pray that I'll be a successful model for both of these companies & to be physically healthy to keep this dream! I've been dirt poor since I was 16 & want to be a model with never having to be financially struggling ever again.

Received: April 21, 2021

Linda Ways

Asking for prayers for my Dgth ( Athena) and her husband ( Robert). It had been tough for them both. Laid off from work due to pandemic. Also with his 15 yrs old so living with them.. it have been hard for all of them. Pls pray for peace; love; compassion and understanding with them.. They are good adults and prayers is what they need.. I am also asking for prayers for my god son(Daniel) and Dgth( Sajee); they are from India and also expecting their third child in October.. it has been arguments between them both, Pls pray for peace; love; caring with my children and grandchildren. Pray for all my family and children.. linda ways

Received: April 21, 2021

Whitney hale

Prayer for a lighter heart

Prayer for positivity

Prayer for love and prayer for strength

Received: April 21, 2021