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Martina

Dear Lord,

You know everything but I want to tell you my version of my story. I ask you in Jesus name to give me clarity and peace, let it be a restoration or a closure that will lead me to a new relationship that you approve of.

I met P in 2018 at a friend’s birthday party. I thought he was special and when I came home I told my family I thought he was the one, sent for me from Heaven. He has my grandpa’s name and the character of the other grandpa (which was the person I loved most on earth). He is funny, smart, honest. He told me he wanted a family. His family accepted me and was kind. I don’t have a proper family so I was so happy there and I had a taste of what a family is after 17 years of my life. We have moles in the same parts of our bodies, our grandmas come from the same city, I thought we were meant to be. After a childhood and adolescence of traumas, losses, bullying and too many responsibilities for a kid I was happy. I told him my deepest secrets and felt extremely safe with him.

In 2019 I decided I would not study what I have always wanted. We had plans for a future together and so I studied something else which would help find a job here. Things were amazing and the “bad” ones weren’t important. But I began to understand that his family was everything to him and that maybe I would never be so important to him.

In 2020, we haven’t seen each other for months because of covid. It’s been difficult but when we finally met it was good. I began constructing an apartment for me and he asked if we could live together (like he asked me to in 2019). I said yes and a few months later he proposed. We had so many plans, we also decided the names we would give to our children.

Because of Covid we kinda started living together but he spent all weekend at his parent’s and during the week spent so little time together. That was in 2021. We began to argue because I wanted him to do things properly. We took a break, his choice. I was so sad and cried day and night, also at work and slept little. I began to pray after years of distance from you. We broke up 5 months later but a few weeks after that we decided to start again. The first months were the best months in my entire life. Then when his family became involved again things got worse. I became insecure and sad, not because of him but because of his family. He improved a lot as a boyfriend but he stopped talking about marriage or kids so I was confused and started to overreact. Internet says it’s fear of abandonment and unsolved traumas. He broke up with me in April, in the worst period of my life. He broke up with me saying that he loves me but we are unable to communicate properly. I don’t believe it. I began praying for restoration or help moving on. I think that maybe, because we already got once back (and I thought it was your will) that also now we are going to be together again. So moving on is much more difficoltà.

In these past months I got so many different signs, both to indicate a restoration and a definite ending. I am unable to move on and I am so alone and sad. I miss him so much. I think about him and I dream about him. So do my relatives.

I would like to know if I have to wait or to move on. I would like to know why. I would like to know what are your plans for me. If I will ever be happy and at peace. If someone will ever love me. He has been the only boy I dated and loved and felt my true self with. I think that maybe I am too broken to be lovable.

I need you Lord. I need you to know at least if I have to wait or not.

And I pray in Jesus name that you will give me peace and the opportunity to be with someone who loves me and that you answer my prayer to be in a relationship and start a family, hopefully soon since I am starting to age. I studied all the possible chances to meet someone and is nearly impossible for now or in the near future to meet new people and even less to meet a faithful, honest, non drinking/drugging man here. You can make a way.

In Jesus name I ask you to make a way for me.

Do not abandon me Lord. I am your child.

Amen

Received: July 12, 2022

Anonymous

Hi, recently I have found out that working 3 jobs at the same time along with trying to have a social life is very hard. I have realized that and put in my notice to leave one of these jobs. I wish I was still the fun bright bubbly self that I normally am but I find my self putting on a show with I am out with friends. I can’t tell you the last time I had a week of nothing to do. I constantly put in 60 + hours of work in a week and it is mentally, physically, and sometimes emotionally affecting me. I don’t get much sleep some night due to my work load and everything else going on with my life. I’m just lost and want what’s best for me, my life and my future.

Received: July 12, 2022

Anonymous

Lord it’s Me! I know you know me! Lord please remember me! I want to take you for today. Thank you for love and light in my life. Lord I am depressed and I am tired. Lord I am jobless and my business is struggling. Bills piling up lord and I have no money. Lord I had so many dreams 3 years ago but from I lost my job, my life when down hill. Lord help me! Pick me up father.. I am trying but it’s like I am not. I don’t know what else to do. Father! Father! Please hear my cry! I need a job! I need help with my finances! I need help with my life… I need to get up from here. Send help lord! Send help !

Received: July 12, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and my fiancé - Daniel (My future and forever husband)

I've been struggling with my mental wellness as always got to clean up after everyone else. While they are able to go out on holidays, restaurant and able to do more things.

Yet my sweet fiancé - Daniel is working hard to put a roof over our heads and be together. I really miss him but know we will get to see each other again and be in each others arms. That's how I want to spend my birthdays, Christmases and every part of my life possible with him. Even though I know that life is busy, want us to be together.

I'm doing another promise box for him, while Daniel's at work. I'll wait for him and praying he is waiting for me too.

I love you so much Daniel, praying for and about us everyday. Writing you as many letters as possible and hope your there doing the same for me.

Lots of love from your fiancée, future and forever wife. ❤️

Received: July 12, 2022

This prayer has been answered!

Miss w

I have small fibroid and am believing God for the child,him giving me that child I will b grateful..

Received: July 12, 2022