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Anonymous

Dear God,

Future and Forever Husband:

I just feel down as still didn't get the birthday I had dreamed of. As always imagine how Daniel and I would do normal proper things like most coupled would do in a normal relationship.

Like eating out for food, cinemas, walks together, sight sees places, going to the beach and many more. Every year I convince myself it would finally happen but instead I have to do the housework.

While all my cousin's are able to go out to places on their birthday and able to celebrate it. Yet for me I always have to clean up and can't do what I like on my birthday.

I can't do what I like as to keep everyone happy and finding it draining. I don't even know why I'm even alive for or being here. As I always have to clean up after everyone else and can't do anything.

Every year I convince myself they would change and that things would change. Yet they never do and just wanted to have that everlasting true love until the end.

Get told how things would happen and have to be patient. Yet when it happens, they get annoyed at me for growing as a person.

There been times when I wanted to run away, only because I felt there been no other way out. To have some good life with Daniel and just to have that life.

I don't even see the point of being alive anymore, when I always do housework. Can't do anything I enjoy and scared it's too late as getting old. Can't even get back the years I lost.

Get told it gets better but it's still all the same for me. Along with only being able to go to college or the shop but that's it.

Just to let you know that nobody will ever change, as to always leave the housework for me. Nobody will ever help as to leave it all for me every time and I'm not allowed to celebrate my birthday. While everyone else is able to do things they like.

Received: July 11, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

I have been in love with AP for almost two years now. I need you to show me guidance and clarity in this situation. We practically talk everyday! He has sun has up and down mood swings I don’t know if he’s coming or going. Please I am praying for forward movement, open communication, joy, happiness and a forever love with him! God please touch his heart, mind, and spirit. I Don’t want to be alone without him.

With Love and Gratitude♥️

Me

Received: July 11, 2022

Anonymous

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

I really wanted to go here (Picture of the beach) on my 18th birthday and enjoy life with Daniel. Sadly that was taken from me, all of those beautiful dates I had planned were taken and couldn't make them happen. To balance everything out with Fluffy, college and volunteering. For us to enjoy the sunshine, sand between our feet and can stand in the waves of the pool. Always wanted to have this with you, maybe even see the Hollyoaks cast as that's in Liverpool. Always dreamed of every birthday wanting to spend with you. Please find me so it's not too late in my life to have this. You can have some of my chips and have a drink of your own choice.

Please come and take me out to be with you. As they always leave the housework for me to do and don't let me do anything for my birthday. Let me celebrate me, being with the one I love and enjoying life. I can't just go out with my friends like other women and feel trapped.

Future and forever husband, please come in to take me and let me live with you for the rest of our lives together happily in love and married. For you to give us a good life and to always help me with the cleaning. Not make me feel small or disgusting as choose to have a rest from the housework.

Everyone else is able to celebrate their birthdays and are allowed to do what they like. I'm not allowed to have that and need you right now, please come and show me I've got some life left in me. As most of my life has been taken from me and just can't take this pain anymore.

I need you to come to me as can't do anything in my life other than cleaning. I'm begging you please send me to him.

Received: July 11, 2022

Anonymous

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Received: July 11, 2022

Anonymous

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

I really do hope that you find me soon because I'm alone. I wanted to spend my birthday with you, a man who would genuinely make time for me and always be there for me. We are able to speak to each other, do normal things in the summer. Go out for food, cinemas and sight seeing. Don't get to do any of that here and find the evenings hard. As got to clean up after everyone, don't get asked how I feel and always convince myself it will change. They all get to go out on holidays, dates meals and days out, get told it will happen to me but I'm just stuck here clean.

I would love nothing more than to come home to my fiancé/ forever husband everyday. Someone who would want to see me, speak to me and not make me feel small due to just cleaning up after everyone else. Where we are both happy to enjoy life together, not be bitter about not sharing the cleaning. For us to be together as one, please find me soon because I need you. It's not fair how I'm spending every day being defined by housework. Get told how I'll do things for my birthday and just go out but never happens. I've got that household etiquette so able to be good for your home. I'll learn how to cook and pray that you will want us to get married for 7th July. Please find me soon.

I need you can't spend the rest of my days cleaning and my life is wasting away. That your praying to God about everything, about me and hoping that you will also find me soon. Sorry for not being the woman who had everlasting true love until the end. At highschool and college, I would of loved and made a man happy until the end.

I hope that you will want to marry me, as soon as possible so we don't have to feel guilty for living together. I'm having your surname, hope your everything I've ever dreamed of and so much more. For your mates to say "Your missus makes you so happy, this is a different type of love. Your the best role models and would like to have that type of love."

I love you so much and really praying you will find me soon. My dating life is nearly over and want to have that young, true, everlasting love until the end. Please don't sleep around with other women and be known for the wrong reasons. I hope that you will hear this letter and prayer, hoping you will get me out of this never ending housework.

I loved your for the last 13 years, as to be in my dreams and will love you until the end. One day soon you will no longer be a dream but my future and forever husband. The one person who has my back and I can always speak to, you won't hold it against me.

I'm begging you I had missed out on so much with dating life and yet the rest of my family are able to do things. I just don't know what to do anymore and don't feel worthy of being alive. As I missed out on so many things I wanted to do with Daniel at a young age.

He is just taking too long and everyone else in my age group is allowed to have it all.

God why am I even alive when this is what I constantly have to deal with? I wanted to have everlasting true love until the end of time. A man who would only love me and not make me feel in competition with other women.

Received: July 11, 2022