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Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and I'm grateful for your blessings everyday life. I'm very upset about not having everlasting true love until death do us apart with a man. That my life is over since Daniel puts me on hold and couldn't even speak like normal people would.

Here is what I wrote last night as very upset, heartbroken and disappointed that it weren't me. I don't understand why as do everything what will be seen as a good wife and a person. When I was at school would always say "I wish to have a man who would only love me and hasn't slept around with the whole country. A man who doesn't have thousands of women with baggage and to be known to have sex."

Even with wanting to date a guy at school, I would of been loyal and dedicated to one man until the end. Sadly I weren't chosen to have "Love until death do us apart at a young age. Then find true love again with another man. To have the strength to love men until the end and make them truly happy."

Even at school people in our year group said "(My name) and this other person, will last beyond high school." We didn't, deep down I know I weren't meant to be with that person and can accept that. Just wished that it was me who is able to keep a guy for years.

Since Daniel didn't want to have a normal, proper, stable, everlasting true love until the end.

This is what I wrote at midnight as very upset not to have everlasting true love until the end, when I finally thought it was great.

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

I'm sorry for keeping going on but the truth is I've never had a normal, everlasting true love until death do us apart. Even when I was at school, would of promised to love and look after a man until the end. While other women had that straight away until the end and wished that was me. They had things what I only dream of, like doing everything straight away with their best friend. Having a prom date, looking beautiful and glamorous where they could dance the night away. While still have their group of female friends and still amazing now like they are back in the spotlight.

God didn't bless me with this type of love at school and college. I don't understand why, as always done my best. I hope that you don't make me feel jealous and in competition with other women. If you speak about a few ex girlfriends you had, then please don't make me feel jealous and reassure me that you only love me. (Along with not having a reputation with having sex with every woman you look at) as to make me feel like a replacement.

I'm always on hold, he never wanted a normal relationship with me. Yet could have everlasting true love until the end. That's something could only dream of everyday and night. While other women get it all saying "I've been with my true love for many years." Yet they are young in my age and Daniel didn't truly want that with me. Otherwise he wouldn't of left me and to sleep around with other women, while I stayed loyal hoping he would come back.

(I didn't write this paragraph, sorry for being blunt but reached my limit of waiting. Daniel doesn't want to speak to me like a normal person and is taking too long. I should of had that chance straight away, as always pray to God for true, everlasting love until the end.)

Now he took what should of been a 4 year anniversary relationship what is beautiful, harmonious, successful and amazing. I didn't use to get angry he had a girlfriend that isn't around anymore. Now it's like he used me for sexual healing, to replace what he lost. While I didn't get the chance to have true love, he takes too long.

Now it's like he loves her more than me, as he been with her for 2 years and was only with me for 2 months.

(This is where I continue about expressing my self)

I know there are other women who may only be starting things at this age like getting gainful employment opportunities, go on their first holiday, going back to college, get their first pet and learning life skills to name a few. Of course I'm genuinely happy for them and glad they are doing that. I wish that it was me who had all this stuff and a proper relationship with a man who only loves me. That he hasn't lost a girlfriend at a young age so I'm not in competition with her. As I never had that type of love, we should share this life journey together.

Received: July 3, 2022

Caterpillar

Father

Yesterday I think I heard both your presence and voice. Today I tried to get a confirmation but I didn't so now I wonder if it was only me making it up.

I ask you in Jesus's name to help me understand if it was you talking. It gave me so much hope. I was so excited and happy.

Yesterday I spent a good day. During the night an old friend texted me. I am a little nervous to meet her but I thank you for yesterdays's blessings.

Now I am not at home. A wasn't feeling well yesterday and also this morning. I ask you in Jesus's name to give her health and to protect her always but especially now that I am not at home.

I pray and ask in Jesus's name that your will is done, that I experience your presence everyday, that I grow in faith, for health of my loved ones, for love and peace.

Again, in Jesus name I ask

Amen

Received: July 3, 2022

Anonymous

Lord i want to experience being inlove again...i want to be loved and feel loved again...i want to laugh...be happy and have purpose

For the last couple of years now im just sad...lonely and feel worthless

I pray you hear my prayer

Amen

Received: July 3, 2022

Anonymous

Dear Future and Forever Husband,

I hope that you come to me soon, as never had a normal proper stable,everlasting, true love until the end. Don't even want any presents for my birthday, as only want to spend that life with you. Whenever I see other people talking about how they have been with their partners/ spouses happily in love and married. It makes me think, why couldn't I have that straight away? Now that I'm going to be a certain age, feel disgusted for not having it straight away.

I'm scared that people won't see me as "The one who is able to keep a man until the end of time. Harinder knows how to keep a man for years."

As I don't even have any beautiful life time memories with a man. All stacked up, knowing it's me who is able to be with a man throughout everything. My dating days are over, as that had been robbed from me and will never get that back. I wish I looked all beautiful and glamorous to go out on days together and do things like normal people in relationships could do. I wanted that for the last 13 years but it's me who is still on hold.

No guy wanted to date me at highschool and thought hopefully I'll be given a man who worships the ground I walk on. A man who will make me feel young, as he had the chance to see my youngness and will hold me. To never let go, I get so upset seeing how other people have the one thing what is only a dream. How they are able to celebrate their 1 -11 year anniversaries, birthdays, Christmases and every other milestone together. That's all I ever wanted and now I'm getting older but want to have that young life with a man until the end.

My dating days are over, would like you to tell me "Wow your so amazing and when you meet someone as amazing as you do. I wouldn't want to wait around, play in the dating field and would marry you tomorrow." That you would want to marry me and show me it's not too late to live a good life with a man until the end. I wish I could tell people "The love of my life is at home waiting for me and have been together 4 years. We still have the rest of our lives together to go and he makes me love married life more than dating." I just wanted to have everlasting true love until the end at 17, that was robbed from me and my life doesn't feel like right.

I hope that you haven't been engaged or married before. As then we are able to share this experience and journey in life together, as I'm fed up of being the replacement and last one standing. Your all I ever truly wanted for my 17th and 18th birthday but it'd taking so long. I hope that you find me soon and want to propose to marry me. To spend the rest of your days, memorable and happy loving me. That your proud of me and that you won't make me feel like it's too late to find true, everlasting love until the end after the age of 21.

Received: July 2, 2022

Anonymous

I decree and declare, Elijah and Tajaric are falling into Godly repentance and Godly sorrow in Jesus name. They will arise are blessed men of God from now on. Let every design against their lives that would bring destruction, delay, and failure be completely nullified in the name of Jesus! 
I declare they are loose from ALL bondage in the mighty name of Jesus. I break every spirit of doubt and unbelief in the name of Jesus. 
LORD, send divine intervention to any situation or circumstance that creates fear, doubt, or unbelief in the name of Jesus. I rebuke strife division, disrespect , and distractions from our unions. Give Elijah and Taj a clear vision and a fresh wind ! With you, LORD, all things are possible and we stand in faith for a revival of our relationships ! 
I call every part of their being into divine alignment with the will of you Father God . I rebuke all ungodly soul ties, thoughts, hangups, actions & reactions in Jesus name.

Let every single area of their lives come into alignment and compliance with the will of God immediately, In Jesus name. 
Holy Spirit, anything that does not align with Your purpose for their lives , I command to be removed by the fire of God , in Jesus name . Fill their temples with Your Spirit and lead them to a lifestyle that is pleasing to You today! I prophesy a right now miracle , that division and strife is being eliminated

I declare that they are GODLY husbands and fathers whose lives glorify the Kingdom of God. Let their hearts be softened, minds be like the mind of Christ and words be pleasing to you Lord. It is in Jesus mighty name we touch, agree, and declare it is so, 
Amen!

Received: July 2, 2022