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Anonymous

I really need God's help cause i feel like I'm in the verge of a nervous breakdown or something. There's so many things coming against me that I feel so overwhelmed. I feel so alone & despondant: no friends, no job, no support. My djaying was taking off so well but now I don't have any gigs or anywhere to practice. My casting agency has also gone quiet and haven't been sending me things. I've trained in acting,voice over artistry and TV presenting but I feel as though they're not helping me. I'm supposed to go to clubs and events to network but I can go due to financial constraints and I feel it's holding me back. I need djaying equipment of my own to practice but I don't have the means to get it. My familyly are jealous of me and don't encourage or support me. I feel like an outsider in my own home. All we seem to do is fight these days and we're in the same home and haven't spoken to each other in over a week. The tension and bad vibes stink. This other girl from djaying class is getting gigs in droves and I feel jealous cause I also want to excel. I know it's not Christian like but I'm just being honest. Our rental is in arrears and we're on the verge of being kicked out and being harassed by debt collectors over and above that is just too much now. My finances are in shambles and I've been trying and trying for so long to no avail. I really want this guy I like and I to reconcile cause God showed me a sign with regards to him but we're not even speaking due to a petty argument we had. I pray consistently, read His word and quote scripture but it's like the more I pray and do these things, the more attacked and discouraged I feel. I don't even feel like being alive anymore. There's even more going on but i don't wanna discuss it. I just can't do this anymore

Received: May 17, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and I'm grateful for your blessings everyday life.

I always had dreams about how it would be me who gets to have an everlasting, Godly, loving,true love until the end of time. Ever since school, how I would be able to see him after college and work. To go out to places, enjoy the sunshine and to drive.

Enjoy life together and the most simple everyday things in life.

I can't believe how my young life of what would of been a normal, proper, stable everlasting, love with Daniel got robbed from me. As he already had that chance to live life before me and covid-19.

Some days it feels like I'm not able to have everlasting, true love until death do us apart with a man. As I'm a different religion and skin colour. I'm proud of who I am as a person but very sad with not getting the opportunities what other women could get ...

- Have a proper relationship with a man.

- Become a legal driver

- Get a paid job straight away

- Have a career to fall back on

- Able to be the life and soul of family life

- Able to be independent just doing small errands like the amazing, confident woman they are known to be.

This is what I longed for and remember always trying to have a proper man in a relationship. At a young age so don't have to deal with as didn't have to be in competition with a long string of women.

That's why I wanted true love at 17 and beautiful.

Even at school there are women who are still with the same guy since they are 14 and happily in love. While I never even been asked out on a date and able to just do normal things in a relationship.

It's like I have to work twice as hard to get the things I want and do understand everything is about working hard. In my eyes it's like those women and men who are still with the same person from school.

Got this as it fell from the sky for them and didn't need to work as hard as I do.

The young life I wanted with Daniel straight away was robbed from me as of the housework. Alot of people tell me that it weren't the right time but housework shouldn't be an excuse to miss out on having true love.

If you want to know why I always wanted and longed for everlasting, love with a man at a very young age. It's because I matured early and wanted someone to stay by my side throughout everything.

I feel sad about not being able to keep a man in my life during my teenage years and feel embarrassed by it.

People tell me how my time will come and understand they mean well. As they don't want to see me being upset but it's like housework has to come before everything.

I want people to look at me thinking

"After all the mess I (My name) has been through she finally has a proper man in a relationship. A man who worships the ground she walks on and the reason why he has me. Is all that time praying to God about her and for her.

All those years with writing letters and cards during the waiting season. Paid off as to believe I'm a real person and not an figment of his imagination.

That he worked hard to put a roof over our heads together so we can have a great life together. You can tell God took their time on them and placed them together.

That I'm a good role model for true, everlasting love and married life. I deserves it with everything I've worked hard for, made a difference and been through.

For people to realize it's not late and disgusting to not have someone in your teenage years. If nothing happens straight away and shouldn't be looked down.

I want people to look at me saying I don't look a day over 17 even in twenty years time. Then my future and forever husband doesn't leave me during a midlife crisis to have sex with a younger woman.

I want to look this young too even in the years to come so he will always choose me.

A man who truly appreciates me first time round and the woman I am. For not sleeping around any guy or to have Victoria Secret clothes. To appreciate me with my clothes on and to truly see me as a beautiful woman.

A man who will always be a reliable and trustworthy provider so we will have a roof over our heads. Who will laugh with me at the smallest things and think "What was all that about last year. Now we are finally together in person."

A man who will also be sharing his life experiences with me and that it will be his first and forever time settling down. First and last time to get married to each other.

That we will always have my back and doesn't even think about other women as he appreciates me so much. A man who has equal give and take just like me.

A man who appreciates me and even many years down the line. He still loves me like the day we have met and to have a stable foundation with God at the base of our relationship.

Received: May 17, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and my fiancé - Daniel (My future and forever husband)

Today I've been writing some special prayers for Daniel on paper for him. As I find it comforting but haven't got round to sending them all on here for God to bless them.

I pray that Daniel receives all of these prayers and touches his heart. When the time is right he will feel blessed with all these prayers I've made for him.

As it's our 4 year and 2 month anniversary today and when I'm at work tomorrow. I'll buy a cake as to think and celebrate none and Daniel's relationship. To celebrate our love until we are able to on the sofa in each other's arms.

Seeing each other after a long day of work and able to enjoy our everyday lives together happily in love and married.

I love you Daniel forever and always from your fiancée. (Future and forever wife) ❤️

Received: May 16, 2022

Anonymous

I pray that my mind be filled with positive thoughts. I pray that my body is filled with love and that I am able to breathe again.

I pray that my work place is full of positive energy.

I pray that my home is filled with positive energy and lower energies are gone from my home.

I pray my family becomes more positive and are filled with good energy and positive energy.

Received: May 16, 2022

Nicolr

I pray for a negative PET scan today. I pray for a negative parasentesis on Thursday. I pray for a negative liver biopsy. I pray for no more cancer for me. Ever

Received: May 16, 2022