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Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and I'm grateful for your blessings everyday life.

Today I remember correctly how Daniel and I had met up outside of college. Everyone at home was making it hard for me, watching me and even had to take my phone calls outside.

We weren't able to go out far and spend as much time together.

Now things are still the same even though can't just see him and have to keep praying for him. I don't get why it's alright for my cousin's to do anything like ...

- Talk about girls dating

- Able to take phone calls in the house and able to get left alone.

- Go on holidays

- Do what they want, when they want

- Go out for food, cinemas, walks together, activities, events and bowling.

- Able to get left alone to study

Yet I can't do any of this and just get asked to do housework all the time. I convince myself things would change but they haven't and had to go into hiding as everyone was watching me.

While they get to go out and live a life without everyone else interfering.

I've missed out on doing so much in my life scared it's too late due to circumstances beyond my control.

How I have to bow down to everyone else so they can do what they like. Things affected me as before yesterday - Wednesday 18th May 2022. I couldn't take Fluffy out for a walk due to his limping and didn't want him in pain.

Of course it was sad not being able to walk Fluffy but couldn't put him in any pain. I always go for a walk after school, college and work (As long as the weather is safe and appropriate to do this) to switch off and help to clear my head.

On Tuesday 17th May 2022, I accidentally spoken to a customer in a harsh tone of voice. I tried to apologize but she wouldn't listen even though tried to say sorry.

She said to me "Your a bad, horrible and vile person for how you spoke to me. If any of my family spoke like that would be ashamed of them. I bet you been raised in a horrible household. You should be ashamed of yourself."

I didn't mean to use this tone of voice and never spoke to any of the customers like that. Just kept hearing her saying how she wanted a 1940's and 1950's style.

That's what made me see red as of what Daniel and I had to go through. Going into hiding as I had to live being in the 1950's where it's illegal for a man and woman of different religion and skin colour to be seen together.

She kept repeating how she wanted 1940's and 1950's style.

Things had been hard for me and tried my best to stay strong. Yet I can't go round justifying my life story to people who don't know me.

I thought things around me would change and would always be in a calm, harmonious and peaceful atmosphere.

Yet given a hard time and just want to live in my happy place where I feel at peace. Away from this chaotic world without needing to watch my back. Along with somewhere I can always be softly spoken to everyone even when people are being difficult.

This is what I had to deal with and trying my best to always be soft,gentle, patient, understanding and compassionate. As I do want to be remembered being a good person but this is what I had to deal with.

Received: May 19, 2022

Martina

Dear Lord,

I told myself that I would wait. That everything was going to work out.

But I think that I'll give up, maybe not today but soon. It hurts too much to be so confused and insecure. The today is now a yesterday. I am not okay. In Jesus's name I pray that you give me peace so that I stop loving and start to go on.... Love is the most important thing, but apparently it's not your will for me... I am sorry.

I'll always have faith in you but I guess I misunderstood everything.

Received: May 19, 2022

Anonymous

I’m going through a very difficult separation and I really need the prayers that we can mend this relationship. I lost my whole world and I need the love of my life to understand that I’m so sorry and that trust can be put back in our relationship. It’s not too late… I’m so miserable without my world being here.

Received: May 19, 2022

Anonymous

Lord God, thank you for bringing a change to Taj’s mind , thoughts and heart . Thank you for breaking the chains and strongholds that had him bound. Thank you that he is walking in purpose according to your plan father God. Thank you for softening his heart towards his family and bringing him back as the spiritual leader in our home. Thank you for giving him a fresh love for your word and a fresh love for me. Thank you that he loves me as Christ loves the church.

Thank you for divine turnaround and divine reversal !

Thank you that restoration and reconciliation is here, In Jesus name, Amen

Received: May 19, 2022

Anonymous

I am a single working woman looking for a safe and beautiful rented place to live.Havent been able to find something I want within my budget.Plz pray that our dear Lord does it in a miracalous way.

Received: May 19, 2022