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Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and I'm grateful for your blessings everyday life.

It does upset me to say the explicit comments about Daniel and does break my heart. As never imagined this is how things would turn out as it upsets me. I always worshipped the ground he walks on and been there for him.

I remember how 4 years today - Thursday 10th May 2018, being happy and doing my best to deal with things. As could only walk Fluffy and do the housework on my days off. Not able to see Daniel as much and remember he was telling me how he wants things to get better for him.

To be there for him and I quietly listened to what was going on. Not judge him or hold it against him as know he was there by my side.

I convinced myself that we would of been able to overcome things together but not use each other to heal one another.

Then people got involved in our relationship and it was like God chosen me to be the person to be forced apart from the one I truly love. Even though we never raised our voices at each other, able to handle sensitive and difficult topics.

Always be there to call one another and done my best to see him outside of college. It's not my fault how alot of things are out of my control and just speak to God more than most people now.

To say all of the explicit content with a heavy heart does break my heart and never wanted to say it. Just can't believe how I did have a beautiful relationship for 3 months what could of seen for years. Be on the phone speaking to Daniel everyday and then it all falls apart.

Even though it weren't even my fault as of the constant housework nothing was ever truly the same with Daniel. I done my best to be strong but before I started to open up on here.

I was constantly crying and as looked after myself being healthy. My heart literally been breaking, the sadness and it still does now after all of this time.

To never speaking to Daniel again, not able to see him, feel his presence around me, telling me he loves me and plan our lives together and just the little things.

It felt that in 2018 until the end when Daniel left as things got hard. To have experienced 25 years of love and marriage all in the space of 9 months. From planning life, first knowing each other, getting married spiritually and eating cake.

Sitting in the field and lying on the chairs like we are an old but young at heart and happily married couple.

All of that happened in the space of 9 months but haven't truly had that. I met him two weeks after his 18th birthday, have a ring on my finger (Another one in 2019 as it been sent from heaven to earth - Daniel to me)

Then he left and it felt like he left me behind and never coming back. That's how it still feels now after so long and it does affect me. Even though I focus on bettering myself as that I am able to control and spend time in prayer with God.

I'm sorry for the explicit content again it does upset me and very upset it had to be me for the chosen one.

I'm sorry for whatever I done bad to make things fall apart with Daniel and what I didn't do to help him. I'm sorry if I made his depression get bad in 2018 really am sorry.

Did do my best to help him even though getting asked to do the housework.

I'm just so sorry for the fact I done my best to make a beautiful relationship work when everything was going really well. To fall apart as of other people getting involved and there been nothing I could do at that moment in time.

Yet my rings are still on my right hand and people ask me if I'm married. Just don't say anything as can't explain to them my story. How I have lost the man who I truly love with every piece of my heart and always done my best. Yet it was me who had to suffer and miss out on having a normal, proper, everlasting love with him.

When I talk to Fluffy do nearly call Daniel my husband but remember we never had the chance to get married. As I get down alot and sad how I had been paired up with a man who had sex with everyone. While I didn't have sex with nobody and don't understand how things will ever be the same again.

Nothing can ever fix this as there isn't much physical signs to prove that.

I'm sorry for how I had to do all the housework and not just have a stable foundation like other people to get a successful, long, term relationship. Just like what I longed for as I had to work harder for things then other people.

I'm sorry for not allowing other people to stay out of our relationship despite the fact could only see you in college.

These wounds won't heal as it just will always be there and only want to have love as someone to be there for me. To be patient and understanding with me as I missed out on having this at 17.

Once again I just want to say sorry for the content as never thought or imagined this was going to happen to me. I genuinely could see and convinced myself that all the pain and frustration after 8 -9 years (When I was seventeen at the time) was all worth it to be with Daniel.

Now I have to start all over again which isn't fair as won't have much time left in life to keep a man for years.

Received: May 10, 2022

Anonymous

Thank you lord for your Goodness. You have been good to me. Cover me under your blood Jesus. Let my business prosper, open doors of opportunities for me. Bless me Lord, Bless my family and keep me safe and sane from all harms and danger. Lord please cover me! Lord heal my brokenness, heal my broken relationships. Lord please cover me! Fix my brokenness!

Received: May 10, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for everything you have done for me and I'm grateful for your blessings everyday life.

I'm just very upset how today have to confirm how the man who I truly love - Daniel is a stranger to me. As ever since things fell apart, not that it's my fault he has slowly slipped away from me.

Not speaking to me at all and can't believe how the man who I truly love more than anything in the world. Had just gone as doesn't want to speak to me or even know my existence.

Yet God tells me to continue praying for him as to confirm he is my first, future and forever husband. My destiny and life beyond the housework.

I remember how Daniel would always keep saying to me "If we knew each other from high school we would of still been together now in college."

I actually thought he was telling me the truth as of how he felt and could feel it with him. Yet sadly he was just lying as he did actually stay with his girlfriend from highschool for 2 years.

While I never had that with a man at school as nobody actually wanted to date me.

I thought that Daniel actually loves me but he didn't want to have a normal, everlasting, true love with me. As to actually stay with me in a proper relationship.

Instead it's just a secret, messy confusing, all over the place and tangled up. I never thought it this would happen to me of not having a stable, relationship with a man by my side throughout everything.

Thought it was finally my time and I honestly don't know where I went wrong to not have true love. At a young age as 17 and to keep a man by my side. It's like my life is wasting away and I can't even do anything about it.

Yes I know there are people who found love in their 20's, 30's and 40's but still have done other things in their life. Of course that had worked out for them along with doing well in their life.

I don't understand why Daniel would sell the world and say things like "If we knew each other from high school, we would of still been together now at college." While he couldn't even keep me in his life and can't even communicate with me.

Just want to have a proper relationship with a man for years and not to be someone's replacement. Fantasy of what should of been as I was never lucky enough to have true love in my teenage years.

It breaks my heart to see other people around me get that at 11 - 20 years old and it weren't me who was chosen for true love.

Nobody at school or college will remember me for having someone special who stayed by my side throughout everything. A normal, everlasting, proper, true love and relationship.

I wish God chosen me to have true love at a young age as 17 and people would see me for the amazing woman I am.

Not to be failure in a messed, secret, tangled up mess with a man who can't even communicate with me. Daniel had gone without 21 years without speaking to me as of not chatting to me before meeting. Then of course he just disappears to have sex with other women and living a high life.

While I'm here heartbroken thinking it was finally my chance to have true love and have missed out on achieving everything.

As he already had that straight away and lived forever in life way before me. While I thought it was finally going to happen to me, it's me who had the harder path and the messed up dysfunctional relationship.

I never asked or signed up for any of this, get things take work to happen but not for me to be the last person to find true love.

I'm sick and tired of seeing everyone else being happy, living life with their partner and spouse. While I'm still waiting and don't know where I went wrong in life to miss out.

Yet Daniel is able to have everything and people will remember how he can keep a woman until the end of time.

I wish it was me who had everlasting, true love with a man and wish to make him happy before it's too late in life. To appreciate me and see me looking young and beautiful. As no guy wants me.

Everything else had failed and it'd me on a pedestal, no guy wants to date me and people tell me it's not the right time. Yet all I do is housework so it's like a man can't see anything beyond that.

I want people to look at me thinking "Wow you can tell her love story had been worth the wait as it's something bigger and amazing in life."

That I have a proper man praying for me everyday. To worship God and worship the ground I walk on. To be sure of me and not just keeping me a secret, that he actually wants to speak to me everyday regardless if he is at work, just before he goes out to spend time with his family, friends or achieve his goals and dreams. I won't stop him doing this but just want him to be sure of me and to have enough time in my life to have everlasting true love as clearly couldn't get it right at school or college.

I want to be his one and only girlfriend, first fiancee and first, future and forever wife. Also not have emotional baggage with a long string of women thinking about them and to not sleep around with the entire country.

Thinking that all this mess been worth it as to finally have everlasting, true love even though wanted it at a young age. People do tell me that that it's normal to find true love in your 20's but it's been long for me as matured early and just keep getting disappointments.

While Daniel and everyone else around me gets true love. I don't understand what him and everyone else does or has in their life what I don't. For them to have this at a nice young age and are able to live forever.

I want a proper relationship with a proper man who only wants me and is sure of me. To show me at 21 it's not too late to find love and can still have a good life ahead of me.

As Daniel just puts me on a pedestal going around in circles while he gets the latest girlfriend and has done everything right with ladies. He is able to go home after school, college and work to see his girlfriend as to live forever.

I want to live forever as missed out on having true love at 17 years old and scared I won't have enough time in life. I did plan my entire life together with Daniel as God told me this but he just sleeps around and doesn't even want to speak to me.

Then says he wants to make it up to me but how is this making things up to me.

I never thought 4 years down the line it would be me who had to suffer and to not do normal things in a relationship with a man.

Just hope my future husband knows and remembers me as his first, future and forever wife. To ALWAYS communicate and treat me right unlike Daniel who just let me down.

I hope that I have true love with a man who hadn't got emotional baggage with thousands of women. A man who can't go a day without speaking to me and to always pray for me. The same way I would pray for him but in a healthy way.

A man who doesn't think I'm a disgrace for having failed relationships and and lack of experience when it comes to men.

As that's clearly why Daniel looked down on me and couldn't speak to me but weren't able to say it.

I just want to have true, everlasting love with a proper man until the end of time. Not someone who puts me on hold and thinks about Victoria Secret models.

Received: May 10, 2022

Anonymous

Prayer For My Long Distance and Long Lost Love With Daniel.

“Dear God

Thank you for bringing someone like Daniel into my life. This long-distance thing might seem hard right now but I hope our patience will bring us closer together eventually.

I don't even know how he looks like, his scent, touch, smell, presence and everything around him. Now the man who I truly love more than anything and have sacrificed alot for.

Been forced apart and having to go undercover from everyone.

It's like covid-19 trashed my dreams once things finally started to happen and just doing my prayer life for years.

Let your light shine on us, God. Please heal our hearts during this tough time and make it easier for us to be together. I pray that you will comfort my heart during this difficult time in my life. May we both find happiness even though we are apart.

Even though I'm upset how he likes loads of women and just expected to deal with things. As I didn't ever betray him like that with other men and he has with other women.

I can't believe how I haven't just been given a normal, proper, stable, everlasting true love until the end of time. It's not fair how life was finally going well in January 2020 and it got trashed by COVID -19.

NOBODY else understands as they all get to be with the one they love even and have that closeness. I never had that and it's not fair how people just pray to God wishing bad on me.

That I never had everlasting true love until the end of time at 17 years onwards.

It's not fair NOBODY understands what I had to sacrifice and it been all for nothing as it's me in the waiting season. I'm just grateful to have spirit Ministries Prayer request, God and everyone around listening to me.

As you all listen it's just people who are smug and rub it in my face while they caused misery to my life. While they get to live a life and I would never wish bad on them if they are receiving blessings.

I would be genuinely happy for them but it's sad they don't do the same for me.

Received: May 9, 2022

Anonymous

Lord God, thank you for bringing a change to Taj’s mind , thoughts and heart . I declare and decree that the enemy can not harm him and no weapon that has formed will prosper. Thank you that he is walking in purpose according to your plan father God. Thank you for softening his heart towards his family and bringing him back as the spiritual leader in our home. Thank you for giving him a fresh love for your word and a fresh love for me.

Thank you for divine turnaround and divine reversal !

Thank you that restoration and reconciliation is here, In Jesus name, Amen

Received: May 9, 2022