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Anonymous

Please pray that my husbands situation comes out in his favor. We need him home

Received: May 6, 2022

Kathy

Please pray that my husbands situation comes out in his favor. We need him home

Received: May 6, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for everything you have done for me and my fiancé - Daniel (My future and forever husband)

For most of my life had been hard but not saying this as to ask for sympathy. I'm just saying this as want to put myself first, do what I like to make me happy but for everyone to know I'm a good person.

A woman who is proud of who she is as of her religion but to stay in this country. As the older generation don't see things like I do.

They just want me to be the person they want and not who I'm called to be by God.

Don't even remember the first 8 years of my life as didn't have a happy childhood. That's why I don't like going to a certain family member's house as it's like going back to that nightmare. I don't have much of a choice to go there as to keep the community happy.

In 2009 I had lost someone close to me and then liked a boy called Daniel. (Not the same guy who I'm with) but he has similar traits physically, mentally and emotionally. We both really liked each other as only saw a photo of one another but we never met.

It was Daniel's older sister who passed the messages through as to let each other how we are doing.

I had to keep this a secret from the older generation as they would think "What on earth are you thinking liking boys. Go and play with your toys."

Yet didn't have much of that when being little and then lost touch with Daniel's older sister. Just kept him in my heart, felt this soft, gooey feeling in my heart all in love and happy with him. Being healed.

God was sending me little messages through me at this time saying "Younger Daniel is having a hard time right now. You and Daniel will have a lot of obstacles to be truly happy but it will all be worth it."

Well looking back on that now I can see why being told those messages from a very young age. Even though still got a long way to go in order for Daniel - the one I met at college and I to truly live in peace together.

Then in 2012 my cousin's came to live here with Gran, mum and our uncle. There been 7 people in a 4 bedroomed house which I had to clean up after everyone. I would get pushed out emotionally even though do my best to socialise. Also got told to clean up after everyone while they get to go out all the time.

Got bullied at school every year, lads would ask me to be their girlfriend as a joke. Pretend to hug me so I would go up to them and then they would walk away. I didn't get a hug. Ask me to prom as a joke, say they would want to hang out and kiss me as a joke.

Just felt pushed out and did have some friends but don't have that true connection with them. Like I do with meeting Daniel.

It weren't until college where could have a bit of space and did always study. Not to just have people who choose my cousin's but to see me as a person for who I am.

Yesterday I was even telling mum how Daniel and I had to go undercover from everyone. As the rest of my family were giving me a hard time, like when I defend myself would get told how I have behaviour problems.

To get sent away to the place of childhood memories when just wanting to go out.

How I'm jealous of my cousin's as they do what they want, when they want and don't have to go into hiding like me. Also get shouted and sworn at just for wanting to go out.

How I got so emotionally and physically weak as didn't want to be at home anymore.

How I get watched when Daniel and I would go out, yet not even doing anything bad.

Get expected to clean up after everyone else's mess while they are able to go out on dates, holidays, take aways and more things. Yet I just have to be treated like a child and I'm not.

When I met Daniel it been heaven on earth and I love my life with him. His family are more accepting of me than my family are of them.

This is what I had to go through in my life and just can't catch a break. I just want to go home everyday and night to the love of my life. To feel truly safe and not be walking on eggshells like I am here.

My fiancé is the best thing what has happened to me and would like to marry him. Just the older generation are going to explode and to stop me, making me go back to the past. Where I was a scared little girl and shouldn't have to feel that way.

Or to go undercover as I live in a country where there are loads of interracial couples together who are dating or married. Don't get why my own family won't accept me for who I am as deep down I've always been different.

I just want to say this as of the pain I've had to keep inside me for many years. Getting told how I haven't got anyone to speak to or nobody would listen. At least I have God now on spirit Ministries Prayer request.

Also just want Daniel to know this as to be the truest, kind, gentle, patient, understanding and compassionate gentleman. To look after me as I've been through alot and just want to have my forever home with the one I've been in love with all my life.

My fiancé, future and forever husband to stand by my side and our hands are together. As I believe that husband and wife should stand together as one.

As he been there for me in the spiritual world and the thought of him, his presence being there has been the reason to keep me going. To wipe my tears along with everyone else who has been there for me too.

I just want to live in peace with Daniel, with God putting his hand over us to shelter our lives together happily in love and married.

Received: May 6, 2022

Anonymous

Lord please bring peace and sucess into my work area..it is chaos right now...i need a breakthrough Lord. I pray this in Jesus name Amen

Received: May 6, 2022

Anonymous

Dear Yahweh

Today I pray for our children & for those that are around them, may they find peace within themselves & within their families. These children are your sheep & I pled the blood of Jesus over them & I bind every attack of the enemy over their lives. I come against every thought of suicide, gang affiliation, muder, & any type of abuse in Jesus name Amen!

Received: May 5, 2022