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Deidee

thank you God for everything I come into agreement with anyone praying for their marriage or family and special blessings for you who pray for me and my foot that won't heal

Received: April 18, 2022

Martina

Dear Lord,

I did a huge mistake yeaterday.

I said bad things to my boyfriend. Those things were true but were not to be said at that moment.

He barely answered to my texts and did not call me.

I am afraid we are going to break up. I do not know where he was yesterday evening, but all the worst things come to my mind.

I waited for a call, but since he did not call me, I wrote him a long message of apologies. He replied but in a way that I do not understand the meaning.

We had a good relationship that was destroyed. In the last 9 months we have been working on it, but it's hard. Too many memories and what ifs that make me insecuere. Moreover, I have family and work issues so sometimes I cannot control myself. I am sooo sorry for the timing. I know the things I said were true, but I could have waited and said those things differently and in a different time. When I said them, I was just injust. I feel awful, I could not sleep and now I do not know if we are still together or not because at this point of the relationship, every little word or gesture is relevant. I really love him. Even though I am an adult, as you know he is my first and only boyfriend. I love him and even though I do not know if we are meant to be together, I wish we'll be a family one day. Still, we come from two different realities, so sometimes I wonder if we'll manage to be part of each other's world.

I have prayed and prayed, but this happened. I prayed and lost my sleep, I woke up and I am still praying. Please help me and help us. He is my boyfriend, my friend, my support. I have a terrible temper but I have done eveeyrhing for us. I lost too many people, I cannot imagine loosing him too, not because of this.

The reason why I got mad is because I am sad we do not spend any holiday together, and he neither seems to want to spend them together. I think that we should, because we need to start to becoome closer and closer if we want to be a family. It wasnot planned for yesterday to be together. My grandma said I was sending him away, ans I reacted badly, telling him all the times we didnot spend important events together. I don't have a real family, only blood relatives, so most of the times I am alone, with my relatives next door. She said that on purpose. I was so upset I told him those things. It was not his fault. Eventually I would have said to him that I really am upset about this, but in a Better way and in a Better time. At that time he did not do anything wrong. Why am I such a mess? Why cannot I control myself?

I am so sorry, and so worried. Maybe I am overeacting, but he usually calls me, even if he is upset. I suppose he was playing with his siblings, but he did not text me to tell me so, he just ignored me. He said he was also sorry. But he did not say if he forgives me and did not write anything else.

Now I really do not know what is going to happen.

Since he did not say if we are still together or if everything is "fine" I cannot text him anymore. But if I don't he may think I am mad. Everything is connected. I don't know what to do anymore, I just feel physycally and emotionally bad.

Please Dear Lord help me. Like this it sounds childish, but you know what we went through, and all my doubts and worries. Please help us

In Jesus's name

Amen

Received: April 18, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God

Please help me with my situation. Make her wake up and want the help she needs. Make this house fall thru so she doesn’t get worse with her toxic family abusing her. Make her want to do right by you (our savior) and her relationship. We are the only ones who have genuine love for this broken person. I declare immediate help in Jesus name. Amen.

Received: April 17, 2022

Deidee

thank you God for everything I come into agreement with anyone praying for their marriage or family and special blessings for you who pray for me and my foot that won't heal

Received: April 17, 2022

Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and I'm grateful for your blessings everyday life.

I can't believe how everyone else who has trashed my life and future with Daniel all those years ago. Are still be able to be with their partners happily in love and I'm stuck here. When I should of had it all at a young age, the one a man truly loves but no even Daniel had that life with another woman until the end of time.

As he clearly loved his girlfriend from childhood properly and more than he ever loved me. As he stayed with her for 2 years and doing everything with her.

I weren't even lucky to have a boyfriend at school and did make sure I studied hard at both school and college. Of course I had to stay strong because really struggled with comparing myself to other women. Since they had that social life, with going out to see their friends and partners who been together for 4-11 years.

Daniel never treated other women like he did with me as being his secret girlfriend. It was like he didn't even mean anything and the whole relationship was a lie because of being sad missing his girlfriend from highschool.

It's easy for him to find anyone to spend time with and living life. While for me it's hard as don't just let anyone into my life but if people do speak to me. I stay polite and respectful towards them.

I really convinced myself that it will finally happen to me as everyone else gets to have the chance to fulfill their dreams. Get successful long term relationship with one person and I have to start again later in life.

I just want to settle down with a proper man who will ALWAYS communicate with me. Not just sell me the dream and vanish as they had it easy at high school with relationships. It should of been me who should of been beautiful, happy, secure, self-confident, glamorous, having a proper relationship with a proper man, job, career, education, prospects, driving and having it all.

I want a proper man who will always appreciate and value me. Someone who hasn't got emotional baggage of missing their first girlfriend as they are fortunate enough to get it right first time round. Yet they aren't around anymore, someone who hasn't been engaged and married before. A man who doesn't sleep around with other women, keep me as a secret and replacement.

A proper man who hadn't lived with other women as don't want his thoughts drifting away. Thinking how the other woman is better than me within household etiquette, routine, structure, cleaning and maintenance of the house.

Going out having date nights and being wine and dine me. Not that I'll drink as it's against my religion principles and that's something I'm proud to say. To just have that bonding time, going places and being truly happily in love and married.

Received: April 17, 2022