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Anonymous

Dear God,

Thank you for all good you have done for me and I'm grateful for your blessings everyday life.

4 years ago today I truly been happy and sent a gift what I loved. As it changed my life what thought would of lasted forever because I did pray and over the years.

I met Daniel as everything been aligning up to happen and had saw all of my future mapped out. Loved life, spoken to him and focused on my studies at work as that's the whole reason why you go to college.

Everything been amazing in our relationship between us two and I was smiling so much. This smile would glow my whole face, heart and been so happy so much love and positivity.

Whenever I been truly happy like this just loving life like this. They would have a proper go at me, make me feel bad for one of the true happiness in my life.

They told me how I bring shame on the family and community for being happily in love with Daniel. I always respected my religion as don't drink, don't smoke, sex before marriage and other things against God's will.

Everyone else around me like people at college and the staff didn't see anything bad.

Then one day we been forced apart due to the older generation's opinions and my whole world came crashing down. I have to pay the price for something what I didn't even do and cause. I was just happily in love with Daniel and thinking with a level head of the future.

I really convinced myself that this one will love me until death do us apart. Had so many beautiful dreams, goals, aspirations and passions in life. This all got robbed from me and didn't think how 4 years later I would be sitting here writing this prayer in tears.

As really believed I would of been truly happy with Daniel. To be a legal driver, have a car, career, job, been beautiful and glamorous everyday, pray to God to keep the relationship between Daniel and I everlasting for life and eternity.

Most of all to have Daniel by my side throughout everything in life and it's just not fair. How I just have to do all the housework and be sad everyone loves it. While I was truly happy and the only man who I truly loved with my heart and soul got took from me.

I see interracial couples in the streets and just smile at them. I admire their strength and courage to love each other as it's past colour. We aren't in the 1950's anymore where it's illegal for certain people to marry each other. Along with that Daniel and I are the same age too which weren't even a problem.

I just wanted everyone here on Spirit Ministries Prayer request to know what I've been through. Just to understand why I think and feel the way I do. As all of my beautiful dreams have been robbed from me and ALWAYS asked God if it been appropriate first.

I've done everything right as much as possible and it's me who has to suffer. While my cousin's are able to get a nice easy path when it comes to their driving, careers, jobs, friendships and relationships. They don't help around the house and get treated better.

While I'm there for everyone, being a kind, humble, honest, hard working and calm person. Yet this is what I've had to go through.

I really wanted to have everlasting true love and it's got robbed from me. Should of been celebrating what should of been 4 year anniversary.

Instead I'm just in tears because this is what I've had to go through.

Received: March 16, 2022

Anonymous

Lord, I am so lost now and I don't know what to do. Many times I just want to die to end all these hardships I'm encountering...But if I die, I'm thinking how about my kids who doesn't have a father and yet their mother will be gone, too. And how about my mother who's taking care of them and had her fair share of hardship because I am a rebellious daughter on my younger years.

It's so unfair for them and now I am becoming a bad mother also...yet, I am to loose my sanity because of my situation. All I ever wanted is to give my mother and youngest brother along with my kids a home of their own. I just want a good life for them but all I can see now is failures after failures. Rejection after the other to the point that I'm getting lost and I don't know what to do anymore.

Please, pray for me so that God will lead me to where I am supposed to be. It has been six months of unemployment. My hands and pocket are empty and I have huge debts unpaid. I am living far from my family because I thought this is the only way to earn good money so as to give them the life they deserve. But everything is going against the plan.

Please pray for me to God may help me in this trying time. To be with me all the time and let me feel His presence, His working hands and his miracles...because as of now, I know only a miracle can save me...Lord, I beg on You...

Received: March 16, 2022

Anonymous

Pray I win my fight over my anger. Pray for strength & gratitude. Pray for my relationships. Pray for my financial well being. Pray for my emotional healing.

Received: March 16, 2022

Anonymous

For my husband to get a job within three months that will include health insurance and for my mother-in-law to be healed of leukemia.

Received: March 16, 2022

Anonymous

Sponsorship to study in Germany for masters degree, visa/work permit, peaceful interracial relationship

Received: March 16, 2022