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Anonymous

Jerome held me to sleep. But when I came back from the bathroom he wasn't facing my direction. I told him how it was affecting me. That he hasn't been holding me like he used to before.

I know I shouldn't have gotten a back massage from him.

I should've kept my distance. I messed up there. I've been praying God to help me back off.

I told him I've been laying on the other end of the bed hurting inside. Because of the emotional pain and moments of not getting held in his arms like he used to. I told him I felt he was punishing me for whatever reason he felt. By not holding me like he used to. I told him he was a evil snake.

Jerome said he's been doing so much for me financially over the years. He wish he could take it back. I told him it matters to care emotionally about someone not just finances. That's how you really care about a woman. I felt bad later for even sharing my feelings. I told myself not to share my feelings with him.

I kept grabbing his arm when he was trying to continue sleeping. I repeatedly told him sorry for doing that. I told him I meant it.

I told him I've been laying down in bed hurting inside and trying to deal with it on my own. I felt the person that helped cause it should hear about it. Jerome said he didn't want to hear nonsense.

I told him that's his problem.

My feelings aren't nonsense. I told him he's evil and he doesn't care enough.

How I deserve a nice person that would've cared.

Jerome said he did the best he could do.

He has trouble caring emotionally for me. That I'd have to get that care elsewhere.

He's doing the best he can do.

I realize as he spoke how bad it is to have cared about him.

The emotional side isn't reciprocated.

Jerome said I'm messing up being able to come back to his home to stay.

I said no I'm not. I messed up caring about you.

I'm praying. That God strengthens me to do better in learning to let go. How to deal with my feelings..

I can heal emotionally and physically.

I can find money as I seek the next address I'll be going to. I can find God's way for me to house myself, get self-sufficient, make healthy female friends, find a local church when I get stable.

There's a Pastor I follow. That likes to pray that everyone will live a long, healthy, anointed, prosperous life. I'm praying that for myself as I learn to move on.

If the shelter doesn't get the referral from where the City, I'll have to go to my sister's.

I was wishing Jerome would care and treat me right. And want me to stay. Help me to resources to get self-sufficient with him. I told him.

I'm letting that go. If the shelter had called me, I would've went there.

They could call today.

It'll be harder to get to the shelter from my relative's place.

Jerome is closer to the shelter.

Jerome told me I already know I'm leaving. He said he needs peace. That's it.

He's been telling me I can come back....

He said he wanted me gone Friday before he goes to check on his mom in the hospital. Along with his family...

This hurts.

I'm not trying to impose as I told him.

My heart and spirit hurt to some degree...

I know God can fix me, heal me, and make a way for me.

I'm praying, worshipping, reading the Bible to get through it.

Received: August 22, 2024

Jerome Olander Penn Sr

Save him from his sinful ways. Teach him to love and care about others. Wash him in your blood, Jesus.

Teach him your ways.

Cause him to be the man you created him to be.

Jesus teach him to stop trying to kiss and be physical. He’ll find healthy activities to do and establish boundaries... 

Touch his entire family. Save their souls from sin!

Jesus please take over his home in Hampton, VA. Rebuke a spirit of mental or emotional control over any woman staying with him and needing his help. Don't let this man break any women down mentally to have his way with her in order for him to not be abusive in his home. Let him allow anyone staying with him to cook, use lights, and sleep peacefully. 

Jesus, step in and take over his manipulative and wicked ways in Jesus's name.

Received: August 22, 2024

Anonymous

My heart and spirit feels bad some. I'm praying. This person Jerome is emotionally unavailable. I was calling and waiting to hear back from the shelter near his home. I woke him up out of his sleep to talk about my feelings. He wants me to leave by tomorrow. I told him I'm sorry for waking him up. I need to permanently find peace and strength & not talk about my feelings with him. And let go. Return to my sister and mom's place if I have to.

Received: August 22, 2024

Anonymous

God i come to you in thanksgiving. i pray for energy to clean my house. i need to vacuum and clean dishes and do laundry. i need to clean. give me strength Jesus. please Lord. also lord help me pass my exams and get all my points. and get all my points on my essays. amen. thank you Lord for everything you’ve done for me.

Received: August 22, 2024

Anonymous

LORD GOD thank you again for this day. Thanks you for all the blessings, support, healing, guidance, and protection you've give us today. Thank you as well for all the anxiety, fear, disappointments, worries, problems and struggles we've experience today. These are the things that made us more stronger and more closer to YOU.

LORD GOD, I am humbly praying and asking for your help, support, protection and guidance for the problem I am facing right now. I know that the problem I am facing now is the result of my past decision and action. But please help me go through this one. I know that this too shall pass as YOU are with me all the time. Please never abandon and leave me in this trying times of mine.

LORD GOD I am also praying for the health, support, guidance and protection of my family and loved ones. I know that YOU know the meaning of protection I am asking. Please GOD dont leave us. Please still help us in every aspect of our life(may it be our health, finances, emotional, mental, physical and spiritual state). Please keep us away from any harm the world can give.

JESUS CHRIST I am also praying and claming that our New Year will be merry, happy and prosperous. May the coming days, weeks and months will be ok for all of us. Please be the one to help us provide all the things that we need.

JESUS CHRIST I have BIG FAITH and TRUST in YOU. I strongly believe in YOUR powerful and healing hand. Please guide and support us in every aspect of our life. I know you will never abandon us. I trust YOUR timing and I believe that everything happens for a reason. Please turn all our worries, fears, anxiety, problems and struggles into healing, blessings, victory, trust, worship and faith. I am surrendering my whole life and soul to YOUR healing and powerful hands. In JESUS name we pray.

AMEN

Received: August 22, 2024