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Anonymous

Jerome held me to sleep. But when I came back from the bathroom he wasn't facing my direction. I told him how it was affecting me. That he hasn't been holding me like he used to before.

I know I shouldn't have gotten a back massage from him.

I should've kept my distance. I messed up there. I've been praying God to help me back off.

I told him I've been laying on the other end of the bed hurting inside. Because of the emotional pain and moments of not getting held in his arms like he used to. I told him I felt he was punishing me for whatever reason he felt. By not holding me like he used to. I told him he was a evil snake.

Jerome said he's been doing so much for me financially over the years. He wish he could take it back. I told him it matters to care emotionally about someone not just finances. That's how you really care about a woman. I felt bad later for even sharing my feelings. I told myself not to share my feelings with him.

I kept grabbing his arm when he was trying to continue sleeping. I repeatedly told him sorry for doing that. I told him I meant it.

I told him I've been laying down in bed hurting inside and trying to deal with it on my own. I felt the person that helped cause it should hear about it. Jerome said he didn't want to hear nonsense.

I told him that's his problem.

My feelings aren't nonsense. I told him he's evil and he doesn't care enough.

How I deserve a nice person that would've cared.

Jerome said he did the best he could do.

He has trouble caring emotionally for me. That I'd have to get that care elsewhere.

He's doing the best he can do.

I realize as he spoke how bad it is to have cared about him.

The emotional side isn't reciprocated.

Jerome said I'm messing up being able to come back to his home to stay.

I said no I'm not. I messed up caring about you.

I'm praying. That God strengthens me to do better in learning to let go. How to deal with my feelings..

I can heal emotionally and physically.

I can find money as I seek the next address I'll be going to. I can find God's way for me to house myself, get self-sufficient, make healthy female friends, find a local church when I get stable.

There's a Pastor I follow. That likes to pray that everyone will live a long, healthy, anointed, prosperous life. I'm praying that for myself as I learn to move on.

If the shelter doesn't get the referral from where the City, I'll have to go to my sister's.

I was wishing Jerome would care and treat me right. And want me to stay. Help me to resources to get self-sufficient with him. I told him.

I'm letting that go. If the shelter had called me, I would've went there.

They could call today.

It'll be harder to get to the shelter from my relative's place.

Jerome is closer to the shelter.

Jerome told me I already know I'm leaving. He said he needs peace. That's it.

He's been telling me I can come back....

He said he wanted me gone Friday before he goes to check on his mom in the hospital. Along with his family...

This hurts.

I'm not trying to impose as I told him.

My heart and spirit hurt to some degree...

I know God can fix me, heal me, and make a way for me.

I'm praying, worshipping, reading the Bible to get through it.

Received: August 23, 2024

Anonymous

I'm praying to overcome Jerome that's been financially helping and housing me. He is emotionally unavailable and even draining to care about. I'm waiting to hear back from housing Crisis and a shelter.

I need guidance from God on how to do better to keep my distance. To not show affection or desire affection from him. He's been toxic and abusive. I've told him. He's been desiring intercourse from me because of helping me. I need to be strong enough to not interact with him even until I'm gone from this house.

To permanently cut ties with him.

I need to remove him from my mind, my thoughts, my spirit, and my soul.

I'd read the Bible more. His word will heal me. I'd feel his presence and his power. His angels would be with me right where I am to comfort me. God would send me comfort and emotional support from the right people.

Received: August 23, 2024

Jerome Olander Penn Sr

Save him from his sinful ways. Teach him to love and care about others. Wash him in your blood, Jesus.

Teach him your ways.

Cause him to be the man you created him to be.

Jesus teach him to stop trying to kiss and be physical. He’ll find healthy activities to do and establish boundaries... 

Touch his entire family. Save their souls from sin!

Jesus please take over his home in Hampton, VA. Rebuke a spirit of mental or emotional control over any woman staying with him and needing his help. Don't let this man break any women down mentally to have his way with her in order for him to not be abusive in his home. Let him allow anyone staying with him to cook, use lights, and sleep peacefully. 

Jesus, step in and take over his manipulative and wicked ways in Jesus's name.

Received: August 22, 2024

Anonymous

Jerome held me to sleep. But when I came back from the bathroom he wasn't facing my direction. I told him how it was affecting me. That he hasn't been holding me like he used to before.

I know I shouldn't have gotten a back massage from him.

I should've kept my distance. I messed up there. I've been praying God to help me back off.

I told him I've been laying on the other end of the bed hurting inside. Because of the emotional pain and moments of not getting held in his arms like he used to. I told him I felt he was punishing me for whatever reason he felt. By not holding me like he used to. I told him he was a evil snake.

Jerome said he's been doing so much for me financially over the years. He wish he could take it back. I told him it matters to care emotionally about someone not just finances. That's how you really care about a woman. I felt bad later for even sharing my feelings. I told myself not to share my feelings with him.

I kept grabbing his arm when he was trying to continue sleeping. I repeatedly told him sorry for doing that. I told him I meant it.

I told him I've been laying down in bed hurting inside and trying to deal with it on my own. I felt the person that helped cause it should hear about it. Jerome said he didn't want to hear nonsense.

I told him that's his problem.

My feelings aren't nonsense. I told him he's evil and he doesn't care enough.

How I deserve a nice person that would've cared.

Jerome said he did the best he could do.

He has trouble caring emotionally for me. That I'd have to get that care elsewhere.

He's doing the best he can do.

I realize as he spoke how bad it is to have cared about him.

The emotional side isn't reciprocated.

Jerome said I'm messing up being able to come back to his home to stay.

I said no I'm not. I messed up caring about you.

I'm praying. That God strengthens me to do better in learning to let go. How to deal with my feelings..

I can heal emotionally and physically.

I can find money as I seek the next address I'll be going to. I can find God's way for me to house myself, get self-sufficient, make healthy female friends, find a local church when I get stable.

There's a Pastor I follow. That likes to pray that everyone will live a long, healthy, anointed, prosperous life. I'm praying that for myself as I learn to move on.

If the shelter doesn't get the referral from where the City, I'll have to go to my sister's.

I was wishing Jerome would care and treat me right. And want me to stay. Help me to resources to get self-sufficient with him. I told him.

I'm letting that go. If the shelter had called me, I would've went there.

They could call today.

It'll be harder to get to the shelter from my relative's place.

Jerome is closer to the shelter.

Jerome told me I already know I'm leaving. He said he needs peace. That's it.

He's been telling me I can come back....

He said he wanted me gone Friday before he goes to check on his mom in the hospital. Along with his family...

This hurts.

I'm not trying to impose as I told him.

My heart and spirit hurt to some degree...

I know God can fix me, heal me, and make a way for me.

I'm praying, worshipping, reading the Bible to get through it.

Received: August 22, 2024

Anonymous

Jerome held me to sleep. But when I came back from the bathroom he wasn't facing my direction. I told him how it was affecting me. That he hasn't been holding me like he used to before.

I know I shouldn't have gotten a back massage from him.

I should've kept my distance. I messed up there. I've been praying God to help me back off.

I told him I've been laying on the other end of the bed hurting inside. Because of the emotional pain and moments of not getting held in his arms like he used to. I told him I felt he was punishing me for whatever reason he felt. By not holding me like he used to. I told him he was a evil snake.

Jerome said he's been doing so much for me financially over the years. He wish he could take it back. I told him it matters to care emotionally about someone not just finances. That's how you really care about a woman. I felt bad later for even sharing my feelings. I told myself not to share my feelings with him.

I kept grabbing his arm when he was trying to continue sleeping. I repeatedly told him sorry for doing that. I told him I meant it.

I told him I've been laying down in bed hurting inside and trying to deal with it on my own. I felt the person that helped cause it should hear about it. Jerome said he didn't want to hear nonsense.

I told him that's his problem.

My feelings aren't nonsense. I told him he's evil and he doesn't care enough.

How I deserve a nice person that would've cared.

Jerome said he did the best he could do.

He has trouble caring emotionally for me. That I'd have to get that care elsewhere.

He's doing the best he can do.

I realize as he spoke how bad it is to have cared about him.

The emotional side isn't reciprocated.

Jerome said I'm messing up being able to come back to his home to stay.

I said no I'm not. I messed up caring about you.

I'm praying. That God strengthens me to do better in learning to let go. How to deal with my feelings..

I can heal emotionally and physically.

I can find money as I seek the next address I'll be going to. I can find God's way for me to house myself, get self-sufficient, make healthy female friends, find a local church when I get stable.

There's a Pastor I follow. That likes to pray that everyone will live a long, healthy, anointed, prosperous life. I'm praying that for myself as I learn to move on.

If the shelter doesn't get the referral from where the City, I'll have to go to my sister's.

I was wishing Jerome would care and treat me right. And want me to stay. Help me to resources to get self-sufficient with him. I told him.

I'm letting that go. If the shelter had called me, I would've went there.

They could call today.

It'll be harder to get to the shelter from my relative's place.

Jerome is closer to the shelter.

Jerome told me I already know I'm leaving. He said he needs peace. That's it.

He's been telling me I can come back....

He said he wanted me gone Friday before he goes to check on his mom in the hospital. Along with his family...

This hurts.

I'm not trying to impose as I told him.

My heart and spirit hurt to some degree...

I know God can fix me, heal me, and make a way for me.

I'm praying, worshipping, reading the Bible to get through it.

Received: August 22, 2024