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This is what I woke up to today, and I didn’t even ask for any of this.
Ever since I finally started receiving my own money instead of my former appointee managing it, everything feels like it has changed. I feel like I’m being painted as the villain and treated as though I have done something wrong, even though I know I should have control over my own money and independence.
This morning, Gran was talking to my aunt about me while I was sitting right there, saying how everyone else contributes towards the laundrette except me and my mum because we “do our own thing” and are not part of the family. But how am I supposed to feel close or involved when I am constantly made to feel pushed away, judged, and criticised?
Then I got lectured again because I didn’t tell anyone that we went out for food. Somehow, even simple things become something I get questioned or blamed for. Whatever I do, it feels like there is always a problem.
Then she spoke about my HSBC and Santander accounts after hearing about them, and I explained they were for student finance. But instead of understanding, it became another thing to judge me over.
There were also accusations and conversations about reports, money, fraud, benefits, and things I don’t even fully understand. I kept saying that I do not know who reported anything, because I genuinely don’t. At college, I don’t even talk about home life like that. I’m usually happy there because I feel respected and valued in a way I don’t feel at home.
Then I had to sit there listening to conversations about bills, discounts, money, and resentment connected to me finally receiving what should have always been my own.
I never asked for any of this.
Every day off, every holiday, every weekend, and every night feels emotionally exhausting. I feel heartbroken living here and worn down after dealing with this for so many years.
Please help me, God. Please guide me towards peace, safety, independence, and a future where I no longer feel constantly criticised and emotionally hurt. Help me stay strong and remind me that I still have value, even when I feel unwanted in my own home.
Amen. Dear God,
I can't believe how you have made me deal with this another day and I just have to put up with it. As I just can't take it anymore and I wish to have somewhere safe to go.
I was so happy outside, like a strong, brave and independent woman. Then I get made to feel small and scared.
I always get spied on, she doesn't want me to attend university and saying comments like "I should have come to the open day and told everyone what (My name) is really like. A failure."
I'm not a failure, but the way my life is controlled at 25 is horrible.
I love my life outside away from all of this, but the fact I have to be made to be seen and shamed up like this is horrible.
It'd every day off I get. Every evening, every holiday like being off for Easter, week off in May, summer holidays and Christmas.
Bank holidays.
The way I have to deal with this every time. Lectured for going out, lectured for the fact I have my own money and independence.
All of my things get checked through, looked at like I'm in the wrong. I get told to be nice.
I don't like how i have to be treated this way.
It's so hard, I can't even take phone calls now or speak to anyone. I feel so crushed and upset because I live here and have to hear this. I wish that I had somewhere safe to live where I'm happy.
How can I be happy in a house where I'm constantly targeted, picked on, the one who the family shame up, penalised for living a life and I'm at breaking point.
I wish I could run away and start again because this is horrible. I convince myself it wouldn't happen again and once more it happens.
Please help me, please save me. Dear God,
This is what I had woken up to and I didn't even ask for it. All because I finally get my own money because my former appointee - Gran had been spending it and now I'm being painted as a villan and the one in the wrong for having this.
She was saying to my aunt with me in there. I know everyone else will contribute towards the laundrette. Talking about me like I'm not in the room.
Except my mum and myself who do their own thing and not be part of the family. But how can I do anything when Gran always makes me feel this way.
Then Gran lectures me again, saying I should have told her about how we went out for food. We didn't tell anyone and then she had been informed about how we went out. Whatever I do, she always has a go at me and puts me down.
Why I didn't tell anyone. Then she has been told about how I've set up a HSBC account and Satander account. I said it's for student finance.
Then I don't contribute doing my own thing, but she is making me feel like I'm not part of this family anymore.
Going on about how I had been talking about what she has done at college and someone got me to sign a document. As to report her, but I kept saying I don't know who reported her. I don't even talk to anyone at college about this, I'm always happy and feel valued and respected. More than what can be said to how I'm treated here, in this house.
Then going on about how my mum has sending money to Africa and India. Which is the first I've heard of it.
Then Gran is annoyed because before she would have got discount on the water bill and other things. As she was getting my money.
Along with how she is seen as a fraud, I said i don't know anything.
Then I just have to sit in there and listen to it.
I didn't even ask for this, everyday off I get. Every holiday, weekend and night I have to deal with this. I just can't take it anymore.
How can I leave this permanently? I should have my own money but to be spoken to like trash. I know i don't deserve this. I've been dealing with this for 14 years and I only recently got my money.
I'm glad she got reported so I got my own money, but I'm so heartbroken living here. Please help me. We’ve been having trouble with our 15yo for the past year. Police have been involved several times. This past week there was an incident where the police got involved again, and they got CPS involved as well. Now there is an investigation and I pray God helps us all through this without anyone getting hurt in the end. I pray we can use this experience and praise the Lord for the solution and use as testimony one day.
We’ve been having trouble with our 15yo for the past year. Police have been involved several times. This past week there was an incident where the police got involved again, and they got CPS involved as well. Now there is an investigation and I pray God helps us all through this without anyone getting hurt in the end. I pray we can use this experience and praise the Lord for the solution and use as testimony one day.
Dear God,
This is what I had woken up to and I didn't even ask for it. All because I finally get my own money because my former appointee - Gran had been spending it and now I'm being painted as a villan and the one in the wrong for having this.
She was saying to my aunt with me in there. I know everyone else will contribute towards the laundrette. Talking about me like I'm not in the room.
Except my mum and myself who do their own thing and not be part of the family. But how can I do anything when Gran always makes me feel this way.
Then Gran lectures me again, saying I should have told her about how we went out for food. We didn't tell anyone and then she had been informed about how we went out. Whatever I do, she always has a go at me and puts me down.
Why I didn't tell anyone. Then she has been told about how I've set up a HSBC account and Satander account. I said it's for student finance.
Then I don't contribute doing my own thing, but she is making me feel like I'm not part of this family anymore.
Going on about how I had been talking about what she has done at college and someone got me to sign a document. As to report her, but I kept saying I don't know who reported her. I don't even talk to anyone at college about this, I'm always happy and feel valued and respected. More than what can be said to how I'm treated here, in this house.
Then going on about how my mum has sending money to Africa and India. Which is the first I've heard of it.
Then Gran is annoyed because before she would have got discount on the water bill and other things. As she was getting my money.
Along with how she is seen as a fraud, I said i don't know anything.
Then I just have to sit in there and listen to it.
I didn't even ask for this, everyday off I get. Every holiday, weekend and night I have to deal with this. I just can't take it anymore.
How can I leave this permanently? I should have my own money but to be spoken to like trash. I know i don't deserve this. I've been dealing with this for 14 years and I only recently got my money.
I'm glad she got reported so I got my own money, but I'm so heartbroken living here. Please help me. God i want to say thank you . Thank you for being a blessing to me today. Let me not be weary and be grateful and victorious on today and everyday. I’ve against the enemy and bind any spirit that tries to hinder me. Make all things possible lord. In Jesus name Amen. Dear God,
Thank you for everything that you are doing, in order to help my My future and forever husband) and I to be together. We appreciate everything you are doing and making sure that we have a beautiful marriage until the very end. Knowing that we are serving you, how our love will be strong enough to conquer anything. As your the foundation to build our beautiful love story. Dear God,
I don’t know who my future husband will be, but you do. So I willingly trust you with my life and his. I want to lift my future husband up to you this weekend.
Please give him a great weekend! Help him to enjoy his friends and family. Give him peace and rest from the hard work week. Help him to keep his eyes on you and to encounter your presence in a whole new way! I pray that he would be able to make the right choices and decisions when it comes to his plans this weekend. Help him to be a light and shining example to his friends this weekend. Whatever he does, let it be a reflection of his love for you, and may he bring you glory. Please help him know you love him and are looking out for him. Thank you. I love you and want to bring you and my future and forever husband honour. Dear Future and Forever Husband,
I pray you are as loving as you are loyal. I pray you are as handsome as you are honest. I pray you have an unbreakable bond with God along with your family. I pray that you're intelligent enough to teach me how to learn more, be more and see more, while not being too stubborn to listen and learn from me as well. I pray when I ask you things you do them out of love, and I pray when you're mad at me you won't do things out of spite. I pray your actions are so powerful that I never have to underestimate your words. I pray you have a sense of humour that can move mountains on days where I can't even move out of bed. I pray you protect my heart as if it were your own. I pray you understand and accept me as if I were a spitting image of you. I pray you love me enough that you'll never turn your back on me because the bond we have is way more important than any disagreement, confrontation or misunderstanding. I pray our love is living proof that true love does exist.Anonymous
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