I’m sorry I keep botherbothering everyone with my posts about job security, but today was awful. I kept trying to answer the phone & I know I answered most of the calls. I tried catching up the dishes, but the phone kept ringing with orders & drinks had to be made. I got yelled for not answering the phone one time & I know I was busy.
My boss told me to do the tea pitcher but she walked out on a break, so that left me to help the other lady with making sub sandwiches. I didn’t have a choice. She got upset with me & I told her I helped the lady at the food making table. She made the comment walking out, “I’m going to let th big boss watch on camera.” It made me think that she was telling the owner I was lazy, which wasn’t true at all. The owner is Brandon & he doesn’t think I’m fast still but it’s my 5th week.
I know I’ve improved, but I’m scared these ladies are turning on me. They’re calling me “nosey” because I’m confrontational & ask if I’m improving. There was a phone call asking to talk to the owner & that worries that tells me that they’re trying to replace me. They’ll tell me to my face I am but will talk smack with my back turned. Please pray hard for me not to make mistakes tomorrow & that Brandon (CEO) won’t fire me. I’ve never felt this scared before. I feel like a failure right now, I want to stay here after catching on. Anonymous
Received: May 4, 2024
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